I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 7

TIM POV: Faith and I have barely spoken. The only time we really communicate with each other is when it comes to the girls. I don't know what do for her. I don't know what to say without upsetting her. I just know if anything happens to her, I don't know what I will do. I need her, those girls need her. We got to the doctors office and of course Faith was immediately taken back. Faith was lying on the bed in the room. Maggie was sitting on my lap. The doctor walked in shortly after. "Hello Faith, Tim." "What about me?" Maggie said. We laughed "I'm sorry, Hello Maggie" "Hello" "Ok so looking at your chart here Faith, you have lost weight which is not good" "yeah I know but everytime I try to eat, I get really sick to my stomach. Nothing wants to stay down" "ok let's take a look at the baby. I'm going to do another ultrasound here. I want to check on the baby as well as this tumor or mass, since we don't know for 100% certain" "But in your expert opinion do you think it's a tumor?" I asked "Yes I do, everything about it, all the characteristics of it makes me believe that's what it is" "Ok Maggie how would you like to go with Nurse Jennifer again to color" "yeah can I daddy?" "Yes you can" "Ok Jennifer can you take Maggie again?" "sure come on Maggie" she said and left the room. "Ok lets see here" The doctor said as he started the ultrasound. "ok looks like it has grown and causing some distress with the baby" "What kind of distress?" "well it's hard to say, but it looks like it's having trouble just moving around" "Could that be why I felt butterflies like earlier?" "could be.. Ok Faith, I would like to admit you 24-48 hrs in the hospital" "Why? is that really necessary?" "Faith.. please" I pleaded She than sighed "yes I do, I want to get you on IV Fluids for at least 12 hrs to see if that helps. And if it does, than I want to get you on foods to eat. If you are fine after 24 hours I will let you go home. If not I want you there for another day" "ok Doctor and what if this doesn't help?" I asked "well than it would be in my best opinion to go in an either be able to get this thing out and or somehow be able to get a biopsy" "But that can cause some harm to the baby" Faith said "yes and no. With any procedure or surgery whether pregnant or not is a risk always. But when your pregnant it becomes more of a risk." "Faith please consider this" "Tim I can't, I can't put our baby in any harm" "Look how about this, lets just do this 24 to possibly 48 hrs in the hospital to see if this helps ok? Than we can go from there with options" "Ok Doctor thank you" "no problem I am going to call over to the hospital and let them know your on your way" "ok thanks" He than left the room "Ok I'm going to call my mom to meet us at the hospital so she can get Maggie" "ok wait, can you ask her if she can get me some things I need?" "yeah sure" she than told me what she needed. I called my mom and told her what was going on and she also agreed to get Faith some things she needed while in the hospital. "ok all set, my mom has Gracie and will stop by the house get what you need and than come to the hospital. Ready to go?" "yes!" We than left to the hospital. I'm really scared for not only Faith but for the baby. No matter what I love Faith and this baby. I just don't know what I will do without her.. I can't think about this right now. I have to be there for Faith.