I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 41

TIM POV: I can see how nervous Faith is. I am also. I grabbed her hand and held it. She smiled just than the doctor walked in. Ok here we go. "hello Faith, Tim" "Hello Doctor Peterson, so you have my results?" Faith asked "yes I do" "And.." "Faith baby give him a second he just walked in the room" she smiled "sorry" "Oh it's ok trust me I understand. Ok so bloodwork shows some abnormalities" "so what does that mean?" "Well we think that little image I saw on your ultrasound is a tumor" "so is it something that was left over or...?" "That's what I'm not sure. After you gave birth, you lost alot of blood. Your heart actually stopped in the OR and we had to revive you" "yeah I remember Tim telling me" "well we also had to give you a blood transfusion. Now this could just be from that or it could be.." "Be what? the tumor? is it cancer?" "That's what we are trying to find out for sure. Now the only way to know for sure is surgery" "surgery? is that necessary" "yes, we need to make sure that if this just a part we missed or if its something new. I'm sorry I don't have better news" "so Dr Peterson where is this located exactly?" I asked "Well from when I did the ultrasound the last time, it appears to be close to the cervix" "so what happens now?" "I'd like to do this procedure as soon as possible. I'd like to do this early tomorrow morning. So that means I would like to admit you tonight so we can prep you and get this going for very early tomorrow morning" "is it really necessary to do this, this soon? "Yes I believe it is. Look I'm sorry, if it's something that was missed. I tried to make sure we got all of the tumors out" "wait there was more than one?" "well I am not sure. I still do believe that what was removed when you had the baby was part of the one that was removed during the surgery you had while pregnant" "I'm confused" Faith said "Remember me telling you that during the first surgery I couldn't get all of it without putting the life of your unborn baby at risk. And I knew you wouldn't want me to do that. So at that time I made the decision to just close you up and remove the rest of the tumor when you go into labor to have the baby and than remove the rest. But like I said during that c-section, there was so much blood loss and now I"m not sure if all was removed" "so this could be from that or it could be a new one?" "yes I'm really sorry" "No it's not your fault. I appreciate your honesty and I trust you. so if you think this is best than I will do it" Faith said. I smiled at her and held her hand. "Ok well I will call over to the hospital and let them know your on your way" "ok but we need to make arrangements for our kids and I need to get home to get some things" "Ok that's fine. just try to get there as soon as you can. We need to get you prepped for this. And I want to do it as early as possible tomorrow morning and if everything goes well. I can let you go home tomorrow night" "Ok thank you Doctor Peterson" He than left the room. "Tim I'm so scared" "I know baby, I know" I just held her for a few minutes and than we left. I called my mom and she was more than happy to help us with the girls. My sister Tracey is also coming over to the house to help. After getting Maggie and than Gracie from school we took them home along with Audrey. My mom and sister arrived shortly after we did. Faith got what she needed packed. I told my mom I'd call once Faith gets settled in her room. We were than off to the hospital.