I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 25

TIM POV: I haven't been spending alot of time at home lately. I've been busy with working on this album and also got the chance to recently film a movie. My role isn't too big but I'm glad I was given the opportunity. I think it went well.  It's been a few months since Faith's surgery. Both her and the baby from what I can tell are doing really well. The baby has been actually growing but per the doctor he or she still isn't where it should be by now. He didn't seem too concerned considering everything. His thinking now is he or she is a small baby. But everything else is good. Everything else is developing like it should so thats great news. I've been trying to keep busy so I wouldn't have to deal with everything. I know Faith thinks I'm avoiding her. And I'm trying not to, it's just I'm afraid. I'm scared to death over this whole thing. I'm scared that something will happen to her and the baby especially with part of that tumor still inside her. I don't want to say anything to Faith and have her get upset or mad at me. I don't want to add any stress to her. She only has about 4 months to go till the baby is born. I know I should be there more for her and I want to. I just don't know how. I don't want to say or do the wrong thing to get her upset. I got done at the studio early. So I called Faith letting her I know I can pick up Gracie. I got to her school a few minutes early and I just sat in my car thinking about everything.  Before I knew it,school was done. I got out of my car and waited by it so Gracie would see me.  "daddy your here? I thought mommy was picking me up" "Yes baby,I got done early so I told mommy I would come get you. so how was school?" "Good" "ok get in the car so we can go home" "Ok" We pulled into the driveway and I helped Gracie out of the car. She ran to the front door. I opened it for her. "Gracie take your things upstairs and get changed ok" "Ok daddy" I walked in the kitchen and saw Faith getting dinner prepared "hey need any help?" "No I think I'm good thanks" "ok well I will be in my office if you need me" "Ok"
FAITH POV: Later that night I walked in the bedroom after getting the girls in their beds. Tim was actually in the room. He was lying on the bed reading something on his tablet. When he saw me, he put it down. "Tim we need to talk" "yeah" "look are you trying to avoid me or something?" "No I"m just..." "Just what?" "I'm scared to death ok" "scared? why?" "Nothing I don't want to upset you" "well you are by not talking to me" "Faith...I don't want to do this now" "whatever Tim" I got up and went in the bathroom. I got in the shower and just cried. I got out and got myself together and came out. Tim wasn't in the bed. This is just great. I can't do this anymore. I can't!