I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 31

FAITH POV: I feel so weak. I want to see my baby. I want to make sure she's ok. I started to get tears falling down my cheeks. Than Tim came back. "Tim.. is she ok?" "All I know or what they will tell me is that's she's in the NICU and being taken care of" "What does that mean?" "I don't know baby" "I want to see her" I said as I was trying to get up. "Faith no, please lay back down." "Tim.. I.." But he was right I feel so weak. I started to cry "oh baby I'm sure she's fine ok? if she's anything like her mama, she's a strong girl ok" "Ok" Than the doctor came back in. "Dr Peterson, please how is my baby? Can I go see her?" "Right now she's stable and yes you can go see her. I will have a nurse come get you ok, now I will warn you, she's tiny but I think she will be fine. She's still a little undeveloped. She was 2 months early but I think she will be fine" "Ok thank you" He than checked a few things on me and left the room. About 10-15 min later the nurse came in with a wheelchair. Tim and the nurse helped me in and wheeled me down to the NICU. I looked through the glass. And saw a few babies in there. Some just looked so tiny and almost lifeless "Which one is she?" "Come on I will show you two. Now you both need to put these gowns on wash and sanitize hands in the sink right here" "ok" Tim and I did what we were told and than were able to go inside. "here she's right here" "oh my..she's tiny" "she's strong. She's breathing on her own, which is very good. Some preemie babies when born this early, can't breathe on their own for while, but this little one is" Tim and I smiled. "Do you guys have a name?" "no.." "Wait" "what is it Tim" "I think I have thought of the perfect name for our little one here" "what is it?" "Audrey" "seriously? you want to name her after...me?" "yeah why not, she is beautiful and strong like her mama" I couldn't help but have tears. "ok and I have a middle name" "What is it" "caroline. Audrey Caroline McGraw" "Perfect" Tim said and gave me a kiss. "ok I will get the paperwork and birth certificate" "thank you. .oh wait nurse" "yes" "can... I hold her?" "I'm sorry not yet. but you can put your hands through the wholes there in her isolate and touch her" "ok" I was not happy I couldn't hold my baby. She's tiny she was born just under 4lbs. But she's a little fighter that's for sure.