I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 11

FAITH POV: I woke up and the house was quiet. I looked at the time. Both girls should of been home. I Jumped up. I saw a note from Tim saying he went to pick up Maggie. But that had to of been a few hours ago! And Gracie is out by now. I grabbed the phone and called Tim. "Hello" "Hey where are you?" "Almost home are you ok?" "Yeah fine I just woke up and the house was quiet" "sorry I didn't want to wake you" "No that's fine. so you have both girls right?" "Yes I have both of them. We went for a little ice cream" "Oh ok. well hurry up home" "Ok are you sure your ok?" "Yeah I'm fine" "Ok see you soon, love you" Love you two" and than I hung up. I than started to feel something. This time it was more than a butterfly feeling. It was an actual kick. I smiled. Than all of a sudden i felt sick. I ran to the bathroom and threw up! It seems to be happening again more than usual. When I got done I was coming out when Tim and the girls got home. He ran over to me. "are you ok?" "yeah fine just got sick again that's all" "Faith.. I.." "Tim it's fine ok, really" "Ok well how about I get dinner ready?" "That would be great thank you" The girls went up to their rooms to play. I went back and sat on the couch. I started to read through the material the doctor gave us. I started first on the medication. It seems ok and safe. but than again we don't know too much about this medication. Than I started to read about the the surgery. I really do not want to do this now. I feel it may harm the baby. I can't risk it. I think Tim and I really need to sit down and go over everything and decide together. I just hope whatever is decided I have to feel comfortable with and also I want to make sure he understands I need to do what is best for me and our baby.