I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 36

FAITH POV: I'm glad all went well with Audrey's appointemnt. Now for mine. I'm  extremely nervous. I know the tumor I had wasn't cancerous, I just hope that what the doctors removed is completely gone. I'm worried it came back. Just haven't been feeling well past few days or so. I don't know if it's nothing or just a virus or something else. I don't want to tell Tim and him thinking I'm overreacting, which I may be but I just don't want to get into it with him. We arrive at the doctors office. Tim takes Audrey who is asleep now in her seat. So we just leave her in there. Tim carries her in her carrier inside and goes to sit down with her while I go sign in. I sat down and just waited for which seemed like eternity till I was finally called back. "Tim you can stay here with her if you want" He looked kind of puzzled "You don't want me to back with you?" "yes I do, it's fine, what if the baby wakes up and gets fussy?" "Honey I'm sure she will be fine, but if she does, I will take care of her ok?" "Ok" I really want him to be there with me. I'm just so nervous and stressed. We get back to the room. Nurse does what she needs, asks her questions and than leaves the room. "Faith.. " "yeah" "Are you sure your ok? you don't seem like yourself" "Tim I'm fine ok, Just tired" I said kind of annoyed. I know he just wants to help but.. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to.." "it's ok, I just wish you would talk to me" "Tim theres..." Than the doctor came in. "Hello Faith, Tim" "Hello Doctor" "Ok so Faith, have you been feeling ok since the baby was born and everything?" "yeah ok I guess, just a little tired, but I think that's from having 3 kids and one a newborn" He smiled "Yeah I have to agree' "ok so today is just a little check up, I want to do an ultrasound and get some bloodwork" "Ok but ultrasound?" I said confused "yes just to make sure that everything is ok, I want to make sure there are no more tumors" "ok" I layed down on the table. I lifted my shirt up so the doctor can put the gel on. "ok, lets take a look here" I can see him stop at certain spots and study the screen. It's making me very nervous. He than stopped "Dr Peterson is everything ok?"