I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 19

TIM POV: It's been a couple of days now. Faith has yet to wake up. This wasn't supposed to be like this. I feel like this is all my fault. I'm trying to be there for her, for the girls. But I feel like I'm failing. My mom has been basically taking care of the girls. I've been spending most of my time at the hospital by Faith's bedside talking to her. The doctors keep telling me to talk to her, which I've been doing but it's not working. I wonder if she can even hear me. The doctors believe she can. Well if she can why doesn't she wake up? I've barely seen the girls. My mom takes them by here so I can see them and they can see their mom. But everytime they come, they ask me if Mommy is awake yet. It breaks my heart to have to tell them everytime no she's not. They just don't understand why Mommy isn't waking up. I don't understand it myself. The surgery wasn't supposed to be like this. She was supposed to have the surgery, everything removed and than wake up. Be in the hospital for a day or two and than come home. Why is this happening? "Faith baby please wake up, please. I need you, the girls need you. This baby needs you but you need to wake up! The baby is fine. The Doctor was in here checking on him or her. He said all looks really good. But we need you to wake up please. I can't do this myself. I feel like I'm failing you and our girls" I said as tears started coming down my face. Just than I heard the girls and my mom coming back. I quickly wiped my tears. "Daddy..." "hey baby girl" Maggie came up and gave me a hug "aww thank you honey, just what daddy needed" She smiled. "Is mommy still sleeping?" "Yes baby" "will mommy ever wake up?" I didn't know how to respond that "well, I..." My mom cut me off. "Maggie we hope that mommy will wake up soon ok" "ok, can I talk to her?" "sure come here" I said and sat her on my lap. "Mommy its me Maggie, I miss you, please wake up so you can play with me" she than took Faiths hand and per hers in it. I had to turn away. "I want to talk to mommy two" Gracie said. "Ok Gracie come over here" I picked her up and sat her on my other lap" "Mommy, I love you! please wake up" This is breaking my heart. But it might just work to bring Faith back.