P.S. I Love You Kuya #Wattys2016

Chapter 17

Cassidy POV

Ang bilis talaga ng panahon pag masaya ka. Nung mga nakaraang araw naging masaya ako kase mas naging malapit ulit sa amin si Kuya Beau. Even though I knew that he was busy in his study, but he still make time for us.

I don't know but there something in him. The way he looked at me through my eyes, I don't want to assume pero bakit parang kakaiba yung nararamdaman ko sa mga tingin nya

AY jusko naman Cass, hindi ka pa nasanay sa tingin ni Kuya, nakakainlove tlaga un—My inner self chastised

I'm a bit sad kase malapit ng grumadwate si Kuya, means na magiging busy na siya for work. I'm currently at Second Semester of Second year, si Kuya Beau Fifth year na.

Nandito kame sa may sala and we're having a marathon of Hunger Games. I'm a huge fan of Hunger Games trilogy. Though I'm bit disappointed the way they've made an adaptation of it. Maraming iniba. Yeah, that the perks of making movie adaptation of a book.

"Hey Guys, let's watch Mockingjay Part 2" Kuya Beau tersed.

"Aba gusto ko yan, basta libre mo kuya ah" I said.

"Game ako ah, kahit medyo hindi ako Fan" sabe ni Caleb

"Ok, make sure you don't have any plans next Saturday" Kuya said.

Ofcourse, I have no plans. Even if I want to go outside but I'm really tired. But a moment like this, I wouldn't missed it.

"I'm not mentally prepared for the movie Kuya" I exclaimed.

"And why is that?" He asked

"Marami kaseng mamatay, especially Finnick" I said.

They laughed at me. OK, what's funny?

"You're too book Geek sis, it's part of the movie" Caleb said.

Well let the odds be in my favor, hehe! Especially the odds in my feelings.

We're at the last which is the Mockingjay Part 1. It is not action pack just like Catching Fire but it also a great movie. If a have a chance napapatingin ako kay Kuya, ang gwapo talga nya. Tutok na tutok ang kanyang mata sa pinapanuod. I wish those eyes are staring at me, if that happens I'm probably passed out. Yeah, his eyes is so intimidating and nakakakilig din. Malakas ang epekto sa akin ni Kuya Beau in his simple action. Kaya nga nahihirapan kong i- divert tong feelings ko na to. Lalo na ngayon na masyado lumalapit sa amin si Kuya, mas lalong lumalakas ang feelings na nadarama ko.

I don't hate it, kaya lng nakakakaba baka mahalata ni Kuya and when that happens , there's no use of denying it.

I'm back from my reverie when Kuya tapped me. Shit, lumilipad na naman ang isipan ko

"Are you alright Cass? Seems like you're thinking of something" sabe ni Kuya

"Naku Kuya, hindi ka pa nasanay kay Cass, eh madalas ang weird nyan" sabe ni Caleb

I frowned, I'm not weird.

I saw Kuya Beau smiled at me. Medyo kinilig ako din

"Whatever Caleb, just watch the movie" I exclaimed

He laughed, sometimes I hate having him in my life but not all the time. Nkakabuwisit lng talaga tong si Caleb.

Natapos na kameng manuod ng movie and we went to our room. I lay in my bed and stared to my ceiling. It's another great day of my life, with Kuya Beau and my family masaya na ako.

I grabbed my phone and composed my shout out for this moment in my Notes.

'Today We had a movie marathon of Hunger Games. I'd just stared at him if I had a chance. Nakakahiya lng kase nahuli nya akong nakatingin sa kanya habang may iniisip, napapadalas na nga ang spacing out of my mind pag nandyan si Kuya Beau. Buti nakakaya ko pang magtago,I'm not used to it pero nagagawa ko siyang panindigan. I've never imagined na magiging ganito ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. I know he have an admiration to other girl pero I can't let myself from thinking of him. Dun kase ako nagiging masaya kahit na nasasaktan ako, well word of the day; Hunger,I'm hungry for love hehe

P.S. I Love You Kuya "

Nagpapasalamat nlng ako sa cellphone ko kase may karamay ako. Ang dami ng nakalagay sa notes ko pero ok lng madami naman tong memory.

Masarap magmahal ng palihim but at the same time nakakafrustrate din. Sana kayanin ko pa, at tingin ko naman makakaya ko, alam kong lilipas din ito pero for now eenjoyin ko muna yung ganito.

Dito kase ako masaya ....

sa ngayon.