P.S. I Love You Kuya #Wattys2016

Chapter 24

BEAUMONT POV

Bakit ganun, ganito ba ang pag-ibig? Mas lumala ang nararamdaman ko kay Cass. Kada araw na lumilipas, kada araw na sumasapit, palakas ng palakas.

I'm not complaining, it just that I can't help falling in love with her. Still I don't have that kind of guts to tell her. Ang hirap kase, ayoko namang mag iba yung tingin ng magulang ko sa akin. Especially Dad, I don't know what will be his reaction after finding that I'm falling hard for her daughter. Also Caleb, He idolized me and I don't want to ruin the way he looks at me, ayokong magbago ang tingin sa akin ang mga taong pinapahalagahan ko.

Plus, dumadagdag pa ang sa problema ko ang tunay kong Papa. He is really persistent to meet me? Kung ganun bakit hindi nalang siya magpakita sa akin? For sure he knows where to find me. Somehow I felt bad for myself everytime I insulted him. I know how he feels but he deserved that. Hindi ko na maaalis sa akin na siya ang tunay kong Papa, and without him I'm nothing.

My phone vibrated inside my pocket. My real father texted me.

'Please Son, I hope you give me chance of proving that I loved you. I don't care about how you treated me and I will not stop Son. Please. Give me chance to be with you personally. I have no guts to meet you personally even if I know where you lived. I'm ashamed of what I did, that's why I'm setting down my pride, begging to give me chance Please!'

There's part of me that I really want to give him a chance and let him beg for more. I've been thinking this for quite a long time and also Cass adviced me for whatever happens between my real father, I think this is the time. For sure Cassidy will be happy for my decision.

I composed a message to Nicholas.

'I've decided that I'm approving you to see me or to prove your worth. You're still my real father even though what you'd done to me is unforgivable. My family gave me adviced to forgive you but to tell you frankly it is hard but I will reconsider. I don't want to disappointment the family who raised me and they taught me how to forgive, so I'm letting you'

Tama ka si Cassidy, mahirap din ang may sama ka ng loob sa isang tao. We still have connection with my real father at hindi na mawawala ang connection na yun sa akin.

I felt someone tapped my shoulder

"Are you ok dude?" Theo asked

"Yeah, I'm ok. I give my real father a chance" I said.

I saw him smiling. Gusto nya rin kase na makipag ayos na ako sa tunay kong Ama.

"That's good news bro. You did a good job, for sure Cass will be happy with your decision" He said.

I just smiled at him. Everytime I heard her name it is like music to my ears. Yeah, I'm weird but this weird will do anything to be with her kahit na mahirapan ako.

Naramdaman ko nlng na nagvibrate yung cellphone ko

' Thanks Son. I'm so happy. Uhm.. where do you want to meet up? Do you want in mall or in park? I don't know what your comfort place is. Sorry'

Kahit na ilan beses na nag sosorry ang real father ko pero sa text na to may epekto sa akin. He is sorry for not knowing my interest and hobbies. A small smile formed in my lips, iba talga ang epekto.

'Mall would be better. I'm free this Saturday 2 p.m onwards.'

"Mukhang Masaya ka bro ah?" tanong ni Theo

"Nothing, I'm just happy for myself" sabe ko

"Yeah, just give him a chance ok Bro? Mabuti ka nga kase may dalawa kang dad, and both dads really love you. Don't slip that chance. And for sure hindi lng dahil dyan kung bakit ka Masaya pati narin kay Cass noh?" He said with naughty smile in his face

Ewan ko ba dito kay Theo , fan na fan ng tambalan namen ahha

"Yes and yes. Fan na fan ka talga ng tambalan namen ni Cass" sabe ko nlng

"Well, ngayon lng kita nakitang ganyan, yung parang ang saya saya mo lagi. I know it's hard bro pero don't quit on love. Masarap magmahal." Sabe nya

"Yes, coming from you na Masaya na sa buhay pag-ibig. Buti ka pa" sabe ko

"Hep don't compare your love story to mine, mahirap rin magtago ng sikreto kaya pinaparamdam ko nlng kay Aria na mahal na mahal ko siya. Walang madali sa pag ibig at walang mahirap sa pag ibig kung alam mo sa sarili mo na mahal mo siya at kung ayaw mo siyang masaktan" sabe ni Theo.

Napangit ako sa kanya. Tama si Theo, balance lng ang pag-ibig sa tao nlng yan kung papahirapan ba nila ang kanilang sarili.

"Alam mo nagiging makata ka na Bro. Ganyan ba ang epekto ng pag ibig sa yo?" natatawang sabe ko

"Don't know. Basta mahal ko siya" sabe nya

Buti nlng meron akong kaibigan na kagaya ni Theo. Yung matino mag advice, not saying na hindi matino si Charlie at Julian pero iba si Theo sa kanila.

Nagvibrate ang cellphone ko, kinuha ko at nakita ko ang reply ni Nicholas

'Noted Son. Thank you very much and I'm very happy'

Atleast giving my real father a chance Masaya narin ako. Gumaan gaan ung pakiramdaman ko.