P.S. I Love You Kuya #Wattys2016

Chapter 27

BEAUMONT POV

"So Son, Beau, how are you?" May dad asked.

Nandito kame sa isang kainin dito sa Alabang Town Center. Tinatanong nya ako kung anong gusto ko pero ang isinagot ko kahit saan, wala naman akong favourite na kainan eh, basta mabusog lng ako. Nandun kame sa Yellow Cab.

"I'm ok. " I tersed.

Nakita ko siyang nagsmile ng konti. Dumating na yung inorder nya. SIya kase yung nagbayad and again he asked me kung anong gusto ko then I replied him anything. I'm acting cold but I'm not , it just that hindi ko lng alam ang isasagot ko or yung sasabihin ko, it's too awkward for me.

"I'm Sorry Son" He said.

I stared at him and I could see that he's really sorry for what he did.

"Yeah, you'd said it a hundred times"I chastised. I continue eating carbonara.

I could see to my peripheral vision that he did not move his spoon and pork just like what I saw before apologizing to me. I looked at him and he is sad.

"I know I'm a jerk for leaving you and your mother but believe me Son, there's a reason for that" He said.

I smirked. Naiirita kase ako ng konti.

"Yeah, at least you knew that you're a jerk and can we please finished first our food before talking about that shit? I may loose my appetite if you continue talking about your past" I said coldly.

I saw pain in his eyes, he didn't see that coming. He smiles at me, not a genuine one.

"Ok Son" he said.

I continue eating what's on my plate. I'm a big fan of pizza, that's so delicious.Hindi naman masyadong mahilig sina Mama at Papa sa pizza.

"You really love pizza, I'm happy because atleast you got something in me" he said.

I looked at him and I saw the smile in his face that could reach his ears. Kaya pala gustong gusto ko ng pizza sa kanya ko pala namana. Ngumiti lng ako sa kanya ng pilit at pinagpatuloy ko ang pagkain ng pizza ko.

Konti lng kase yung inorder na carbornara yung good for two person lang tapos three box of pizza. Solve na solve ako sa kinain ko. I even heard my dad burped, quite a loud one. I just laughed with that. At napadighay rin ako, kaya nagkatawan nlng kame. Parehas na parehas pala kame na ganun.

Hindi ko pa pala nadedescribe si Papa, para siyang hugh Jackman. Magkaparehas kame ng porma ng mata. Well built ang katawan na kahit mukhang matanda na eh gwapo at may dating paren. Blue eyes kagaya ng akin at medyo kaputian. Namana ko daw yung kaputian ko kay Mama, at parehas kame ng kulay ng buhok na brunette.

"Uhmm.. Beau, I know that you would not believe me but it's not my intention to leave you and your mother. I worked hard as an engineer in one company in US, and offered me a big project. That time I don't hesitate to accept that project, because it's for my future family. Miranda your mother, said that she has a cancer, I don't know what to do, she doesn't want to go for medication because she said that she is pregnant and I wanted her to abort you because I don't want to loose her but she didn't want to so that's why I leaved her. "He said.

Nakaramdam ako ng inis sa nalaman ko. So he never wanted me at the first place.

"That's it? You just abandoned mom? How selfish jerk you are. You know what that's not love that you felt for my mother. You only wanted to satisfy yourself" I said.

" I know, I know, and I'm so sorry for that. I leaved her in the times that she needed me most. I was going back to her but her friends said that she's with her bestfriend in the Phillipines and I wanted to go to the Philippines that time but I have a contract that I already signed. It took me one year to end the contract, her friends told me the news that she's dead together with her child, and I cried a lot that time. There's so many what if's I've realized at that moment and I regretted that I leaved your mother. I didn't know that you're still alive I only got the information of you being alived ten years after the death of your mother. Anthony and Juliana, you're poster parent told me" He continue

"You know what my poster parent was so angry at you, because you didn't even bother to find me or clarify if I'm dead. I'm blaming you for the worse death of my mother because I know that she died with a broken heart , she died because of the extra pain you've caused to her and even if my poster parent gave the love that she needed but it was only you she is needed. I knew that cancer killed her but you killed her heart. But you know what; I'm thank you for that because I've met the most loving family I've known. Even if I didn't came from them still they love me unconditionally and gave me the life that I'm experiencing right now without you." I said.

"I'm sorry Son. Please give me a chance to prove that I'm a worthy father, I gave my children, your brother and sister, a satisfaction of love and contentment and I wanted to give that to you to fulfil the lack of me inside you. Please" He pleaded.

"You don't need to do that, I'm contented to what I have right now. Give that to your children they need that, I'm ok with my life right now" I said.

He held my hand

"Please, I know that you don't need me, I just want to prove myself to you. I'd losed your mother and I don't want to loose you too, please anything Son, I will do anything" He said.

Talagang pursigido siya, makulit din tong isang to, hays, kanina pa ba ako magmamana.

"Ok, I will give you a chance but don't expect to be that easy, I still not totally forgive you" I said.

"I know. Thank you, anything Son" He said.

Hindi naman ako malupit noh, ama ko paren to.

"I want you to speak in Filipino, I want you to learn the dialect in the Philippines, everytime that you communicate with me, fluently" I said.

Madali lng yan, benefit rin siya dyan noh mapapalapit siya sa akin at magiging bihasa pa siya sa tagalog, mahihirapan siya at maraming pag aaral ang gagawin nya. Masaya to hehe.

"I'll try son for you" He said.

"Don't just try prove it," I said.

!NJ