P.S. I Love You Kuya #Wattys2016

Chapter 49

BEAUMONT POV

Nasa may terrace kame ng kwarto ni Cass. I can't believe that this day will come. It didn't came to my mind that Cass have the same feeling towards me. Magkatabi kameng nakaupo sa bench. Hawak ko ang cellphone nya. I constanly read all her notes towards me.

Men, I can't contain my happiness. Masyado akong kinikilig sa nababasa ko.

"I can't explain my feelings right now, damn it I'm so happy" I said.

Nakita ko siyang napangiti rin. Ang ganda talaga ni Cass.

Dear Note!

Ano kayang piling yung mahawakan ang abs ni Kuya? Matigas kaya? Kainis naman kase tong si Kuya bigla nlng naghuhubad. Sarap kurutin ung abs nya hehe. Pero anyways, gwapo ni Kuya noh, nakakainlove lalo na yung ngiti nya. Pag naririnig ko yun at nakikita, kilig na kilig ako ewan ko ba. Sana lagi kong nakikita yung ngiti nya, ewan ko nlng baka himatayin ako sa sobrang kilig hehe.

P.S I love you Kuya, smile palagi para ako kilig lagi "

Napangiti nlng ako sa nabasa ko.

"Gustong gusto mo talaga ang ngiti ko?" tanong ko sa kanya

"Cyempre naman, ang cute mo kayang ngumiti, ang sarap ng tawa mo, tapos nakakahawa tapos ang kulit mong tumawa. Lalo na pag tumataas yung kaliwang kilay mo" sabe nya

"Don't worry, lagi mo na akong makikitang ngumingiti at tumatawa" I sarcastically said. Though gagawin ko naman talaga.

" Nako, baka magmukhang baliw ka nyan kuya wag" sabe nya

"Yeah, baliw naman talaga ako eh, baliw sayo"sabe ko sa kanya.

Nakita ko siyang namula. Napangiti nlng ako. I really didn't expect that this day will come, I was about to make a move then all of the sudden when I saw her notes, it gives me strength to do what I think its right for my feelings. I could say that good things will come to most unexpected way. Thank you for this opportunity.

"Kelan nag start yung nararamdaman mo sa akin Kuya?" she asked me.

I sighed. Kelan nga ba?

"Actually I really don't know. All I know is that, I'm starting to feel the strange feelings towards you. I keep denying to myself that this is not love or something kase nga we're raised as siblings but kahit anong deny ko sa sarili ko lumalala eh. Until one day hinahanap hanap na kita. I really want to hug you, to say to you that I love you pero I can't just blurted out to you my feelings. There are a lot of things to consider, and one of them is your feelings towards me. What if you don't love me or you don't have the same feelings towards me, I can't stand the humiliation, the regrets that I think will come if happens other way round. And second is the family we involved. People knew that we're raised as siblings and ayokong aabot sa point na people will gonna judge you , it's ok If they judge me, but you I can't stand that and also I don't want mom and Dad to get disappointed to me and to you. But no matter the odds, I still love you and every passing day it's you that my heart wants. That's why nagplano ako para mainlove ka sa akin pero ako yung nasurprise and I want to say thank you for loving me secretly. " I said.

Nakita ko siyang nagpunas ng luha.

"It's funny that we have the same situation Kuya. Kahit naman na hindika magplano, nahulog na naman ako sayo eh. The way you approached me, looked at me, sa simpleng kilos mo plang naiinlove na ako." Sabe nya.

Natuwa naman ako sa sinabi nya. I held her both hands

"We already know our feelings to each other but I just want to say that, Can I court you?" I asked.

Nakita kong bahagyang nanlaki yung mata nya.

"Alam kong nag aalala ka sa family naten, pero don't worry I'll make it safe. Mahal na mahal lng talaga kita, and I just want to show to you my love for you, so I ask again can I court you?" I said. I looked straight into her eyes.

She nodded "Yes Kuya" She said.

I hugged her. "Thank you, you made me a happiest man Cass" I said

"Thank you too Kuya, for loving me, for respecting me and for anything" she said.

"Basta para sayo" i said then I kissed her temple. This is not the right time to kiss her in the lips. I need to be more worthy before I do that.

Alam kong hindi magiging madali pero I just don't want to spoil the moment, I will follow my heart wants and ako ng bahala sa susunod.