P.S. I Love You Kuya #Wattys2016

Chapter 38

BEAUMONT POV

You know the feeling that someone you love was drooling over other person and worse it was my brother who she was drooling. Nainis ako, ewan ko. Nagseselos ako. Mas gwapo naman ako kay Ashton noh.

Pero siyempre kahit na naiinsi ako ditto kay Ashton bigla eh kinausap ko na siya, wala naman siyang kinalaman ditto nagseselos lng talaga ako.

Ashton is really one of the people you would like to chat. He is Kind, cool and fun to be with. Halos magkaparehas lng kame ng ugali nito, parehas kameng pilyo in some point of life

"You know what Bro, you have an amazing family. They are amazing and they are kind. I'm glad that they raised you well. If Dad didn't abandoned you probably we are best of friends, somehow my life is not that good especially when mom died. Everything from the way of our living was change and I need to be strong for my brother and sister. If you were there, probably someone will gonna support me" he said.

Naramdaman ko yung hinaing nya. As an older brother you need to step up, kahit naman san lupalop ng mundo ka pa galing probably you would do the same. Inakbayan ko siya, hindi ko aakalain na itong kapatid kong tong pilyo eh may problemang ganyan.

"You know what; I saluted you for being strong. I hated dad for so many years and I thought that you have a prosperous life in America but I was wrong, everything has making sense now for me. I'm sorry for bad accusation that I've said to Dad and to you. I'm sorry for not being there with you and I think everything we've been through has a reason, more importantly we are here, and we are together. We have lots of time making up to those times that we are separated." I said.

Tinignan ko siya at nakita ko siyang ngumiti.

"Yeah right, thank you for accepting dad and us" He said.

"Enough with that Ok. We are here to celebrate not to reminisce those bad moments. Ok tell me? How old are you when you first had sex?" Pilyo kong tanong sa kanya.

Natawa nalang siya. Bahagya siyang napaisip

"13, my seatmate when I was 7th grade." Sabe nya

"Wooh! You're such a flirt, but I'm flirtier than you hehe, I was 12 then I want it to do it again and again so that's it" I said.

" Unbelievable. It runs to our family, I saw Nickos having sex with his classmate in our house but I don't watched it, I only heard it." Sabe nya.

"Blame dad for that kind of attitude" I said.

"Hell yeah" then we both laughed about that.

Ang sarap sa feeling na may bago na naman akong kaclose.

"Ang pinag tatawanan nyo dyan?" narinig kong sabe ni Caleb.

Napatigil kame sa kakatawa ni Ashton.

"Nothing we were just having fun here" I said.

Nakita ko na close na kagad si Nickos and Caleb. Natutuwa ako kase kala ko magiging mahirap pa yung mangyayari but it turns out na gumanda pa.

"You're having a bonding here and you don't invite us that's selfish bro" sabe ni Nickos.

Natawa nalang kame ni Ashton. I never thougth that Nickos is somehow melodramatic.

"You were engrossed talking to each other about something else so we don't bother to disturbed you" I said.

"Yeah, and we're just talking about sex here" sabe ni Ashton.

Natawanan nalang kame

"Grabe kuya mga kapatid mo mga mamalaks sa sex" sabe ni Caleb.

"Ganun talaga Bro" pag sang ayon ko nlng.

Nag usap kame about sa hobbies namen. Hindi mawawala talaga ang usapang sex kahit papaano. Well ganun talaga kame, tapos sports. Sports minded sila, nagbabasketball din sila pero mas sikat sa America yung American football. Napag usapan rin kung ilan girlfriends na, at nakaka apat palang si Ashton and tatlo plang kay Nickos. Parang nakakagulat knowing na ang gwagwapo nila. Probably fling fling lng din sila. Mahilig din sila sa music, kaya nakakaka amaze kase magkaparehas lang kame ng hobbies. Natawa nlng ako kase hindi nila maintindihan si Caleb kase nag tatagalog to minsan kaya sinabi nila na mag aaral sila ng tagalong.

"By the way Bro, tell me something about the girl you love" sabe ni Ashton

"Oo nga Kuya, you said that yung birthday mo" sabe ni Caleb.

Napabuntong hininga nlng ako. Ang sarap sabihin na kapatid mo siya Caleb pero ayoko namang sabihin ng ganun ganun nalang.

"All I know she is beautiful, kind, smart and talented. Sounds perfect though? But it's complicated, but I love her" I said.

"Daya mo Kuya, pabitin ka pa eh" sabe ni Caleb

Natawa nlng ako. Hindi kase ganun kadali yun, mahal ko ang kapatid mo Caleb at kailangan kong dahan dahanin.

"You can work that out Bro. You really love her right? Just wait and everything will fall into places" Sabe ni Nickos.

Ang makata nila sa love noh. Samantalang ako ngayon ko lng naramdaman to na talagang mahal na mahal ko ung mahal ko

"Thank you" I said.

I thank that meron na akong makakaramay sa buhay pag ibig ko.