CASSIDY POV
Malapit na ang graduation ni Kuya at nalulungkot ako kase hindi ko na siya masisilayan sa school. Pero I'm happy for Kuya for his success. He finally reaches his dreams and there will be a few more steps to the finish line.
We have no class today, because of the recollection of all staffs of our school and tomorrow is holiday so no class again. Wala naman mahalagang gawin sa school, kakatapos lng ng midterms. Nag browsed nlng ako ng akin facebook. Nakita ko na inaad ako nila Ashton and Nickos sa facebook. I accepted them immeadiately.
Matagal na kameng friends nitong si Cara. Ang gaan nyang kausap, walang dead air. Kung ano ano na nga ang pinag uusapan namen eh from the movie we like tapos sa mga styles namen, mga hairstyles and of course about love and celebrity crushes. Aside from my friends here in the Philippines, Masaya ako kase meron akong panibagong close friend na pagsasabihan ko ng mga girl stuffs.
I'm on the middle on checking my facebook when Ashton sent me a message.
"Hi, Thanks for accepting me" He said
"Welcome" I immediately sent that to him.
Ang gwapo kaya nito ni Ashton, siguro kung hindi ko nakilala si kuya baka naging super crush ko siya pero may Kuya na ako eh.
"What are you doing?" He messaged me.
"Browsing and checking my facebook notifications" sabe ko nlng.
Naawkwardan ako kase I knew in myself that I have a little infatuation towards to him but mas greater yung kay Kuya
"Do you have any idea about the relationship status of bro Beau?" he asked
Relationship? So meron si Kuya Beau. Nakaramdaman ako ng selos
"I'm sorry I didn't know" simpleng sagot ko
"you know what I could see in his eyes that he really love that girl" He said
How I wish that I was that girl. I was the one that Kuya Beau loves.
"Really? The girl must be lucky. Do you even know her name?" Ouch! Masokista na ata ako.
Gusto ko lng malaman kung sino yung minahal ni Kuya kung maayos ba or kung matino ba, kung hindi tipong lolokohin lng si Kuya.
"Yeah, but unfortunately I don't know whose that girl. He doesn't want to mention her name, just her attitude and characteristics" Ashton Said.
Buti nlang kase if ever na malaman ko kung sino yung girl probably I might burst out crying here pero nasasaktan ako , kase kaw ba namang yung taong mahal mo eh may mahal ng iba.
"Do you know why he doesn't want to mention the name of the girl?" I asked
"He said that it was complicated. But he said that she is beautiful, kind and smart" Ashton messaged.
Kung iisipin ako parang ako yun. Maganda naman ako kahit papaano, mabait at matalino. Pero hindi lang naman ako ang babaeng maganda na mabait at matalino eh. Tsaka we both raised by our parents as a siblings so I think that he never thought of loving me.
"Can I ask you? Do you ever fall in love?" I asked him
Kase alam ko na yung love story ni Nickos at ni Cara. Somehow I feel intimidated kay Ashton so kahit sa chat man lng makipagfriends ako sa kanya. I need to divert my emotion , kaya ayoko na munang pinag uusapan ung love life ni Kuya masyado kaseng masakit.
"Yes, but it's not happy ending. We broke up and I think it's the best choice for both of us" He said
Best choice? EH bakit? Mali ba yung nagmahalan sila?
"Do you mind if I ask why?" I asked. Mahirap kase na baka nakakalabag na ako sa privacy nya knowing na kakakilala plang namen sa isa't isa
"Sure, all I know is that, the loved we shared was slowly fading away and that's it we ended our relationship" He said.
Sabagay hindi naman lahat ng love pag naramdaman mo sa tao ganun paren eh.
"It's that even legal, loving someone but you end up realizing that she is not the one?" I asked him
"I think yes, based on my experience, and also there's no rule governing in a relationship. Change is inevitable. You're lucky if the love you have for that specific person after all the changes will still remain and same goes for your lover then I think that's true love"He said
"I see, last. There's any circumstances that love is wrong?" I asked
I just want to know his answer. Usually I asked it from my girlfriends but I just want to know the answer of men about it.
"Oh well, I'm not a love expert but I knew in myself that love is amazing and incredible. It can make you happy and also it can make you sad. Hmmm..... I'm not God for declaring some love is wrong. I'm not in the position to judge or to mock other people to the way they express love . Love is love. if you feel it that is wrong you can easily identify it, but even let say that the love you had for the person is wrong, still you want to get through with it because when a person is at state of loving everything is right" Ashton messaged
Hindi ako makapaniwala sa sinabi nya. It knocks something in me. It seems that meron siyang pinaghuhugutan sa sinabi nya.
" I know that you have something for my brother , I can see in your eyes the last time I visited your house. And I think my brother has something with you too. I'm not saying that to you to give you hope but I want to tell you just go with it, don't fight it. Even though my brother doesn't have something in you still don't hesitate to show your love in a simple way. I'm not advising you to become a masochist but I'm advising you to feel the real love in you, just don't pretend that you don't love Beau, because it will lead you to the breaking point that chooses between fading away or going on" Ashton said.
Hindi ko alam sasabihin ko. May point siya, malalaman ko kung mahal ko talaga si Kuya pero sabe ng puso ko na mahal ko talga siya matagal ko na tong nararamdaman pero I will give another shot for it pag hindi ko na kayang sabihin bahala na si Nick Bateman. Choss
" Thank you" I said.
I smiled from what I'm thinking. Just continue feeling it and it will give me answers.
BINABASA MO ANG
P.S. I Love You Kuya #Wattys2016
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