The Ruby's // O2L fanfic

Chapter 24: GWLWG

    You don't understand how hard I worked on that logo 😂👌🏻 lets just say it's a work of art.

Shay and I came up with a podcast name: girls who live with guys. We are filming the first shoot today. It is in Idaho so I have to fly down every week. It's me, Liv, and Nadine. We have gotten pretty close over the last month. They do live in Idaho so I don't get to hang out with them a lot but it's really fun the have a podcast together.

I laid in bed staring at the ceiling. I couldn't sleep. I felt Vulnerable. I couldn't connect the dots on why I wasn't allowed to see Liam again. They said it was an accident that he even came downstairs. I was balling. My own brother. I got up and tip toed to kians room. I tried to be quiet but my sniffling woke him.
"Hey, what's wrong?" He asked. I started to cry again.
"I just want to see him." He held his arms out and I laid in them. I felt so secure and safe. He held me tight and let me get my feelings and emotions out. These guys have seen the best and the worse of me and I can't thank them enough for sticking by my side. They have helped me through everything. I don't know where I'd be without them. They've been there from the start and I don't think they plan on leaving. They are my everything.

I fell asleep in Kian's arms. I woke up to the sunlight beaming through the window. 
"You feel better?" He asked.
"No, but I have to get up." I got out of bed and walked out.
"Why is the rainbow dull?" Connor asked.
"Because of the Fosters." I told him.  He knew. He hugged me.
"I'm sorry."
"Me too." He let me go and I got ready. I walked downstairs and had a banana. Trevor and Ricky were fight over who gets the last rainbow jello.
"Who killed a unicorn?" Ricky said looking at me.
"Steph and Lena." I said.
"It's always the cop. Always the cop." Trevor said. I wanted to laugh but I couldn't find inside me.
"Let's go." Kian said twirling the car keys on his finger.
"Yeah." I got up and walked with him. The guys were whispering.
"Just say it." I said turning around.
"You came out of kians room this morning." Connor said.
"Because I'm not having the best morning."
"Your right im sorry." Connor said. We kept walking. We got in the car. I took a deep breath. I was having trouble with the seatbelt.
"Do you need help?" Kian asked. I moved my hands and let him do it.
"So I've read about it. What's your birth plan?" He asked.
"Labor = hospital." I say.
"what about epidural?"
"Only if things get bad."
"Why do you ask?"
"I want to be prepared." he says.
"Ok." I say.
"So guys and I will switch off driving you every week. It goes: me, Connor, Ricky, and Trevor."
"Ok." I reached over and put a hand on his leg.
"Thank you."
"You welcome."

"Be safe." Kian told me before I went inside the airport. I didn't have a bag to check in and I slid through security pretty quick. Hopefully I wouldn't have to see Logan again. I said hopefully. There he was. Was he on the same schedule as me? Good gosh.
"Willa!" He called me over. I started walking.
"Bonita!" I turned to my left and saw my escape route. Red.
"Willa." Lagan called me again.
"One second." I walked over to Red.
"estás preciosa." He kissed my cheeks. What ever that means.
"Hi." I said.
"How are you doing Bonita?"
"I've had a rough morning."
"Probably all the de boys you live with." I laughed.
"They're not that bad."
"Well I have a flight to catch, I'll see you tonight." He quickly hugged me and kept walking. I sat next to Logan.
"Who was that?"
"Who?"
"The guy you were just talking to."
"Huh?" I looked at him.
"Never mind." He said.

  It's so uncomfortable riding in a car with Morgan and Logan. I could have gotten a ride but they insisted.
"Willa,....., is there a small chance the baby is mine?" Logan asked. I have him the stupidest look.
"Are you kidding me?" Asked.
"It's a legitimate question." Morgan says.
"No!" I yelled.
"If you told me who it was I would feel better." Logan says.
"It's Sam's. And that's not somethings you need to spread around."
"Ok. I'm sorry." Logan put his hands up. It was silent the rest if the way. Are you kidding me right now. Get a life Logan.

I walked into the WTKGTS studio. It was coming Together. They were putting up the logo for our podcast.
"Oh my gosh!" Liv was jumping up and down. She was so excited about the logo.
"It's actually happening." Nadine said.
"I know, I'm so excited." I said. I designed it with the team a while ago as a dream thing.
"What are we going for today?" I asked.
"The pros of living with guys and we are introducing ourselves." Liv said. She did all the topics.
"Sounds good." I told her. We sat down. I sat on the left, then liv, then Nadine.
"Hello! Welcome to the Girls who live with guys podcast, I am Liv."
"I'm Willa."
"And I'm Nadine."
"Welcome to GWLWG." We said in unison.
"I'll start, I'm Liv Jackson. I live with 2 guys, Lucas and Alex."
"I'm Nadine Cole, I live with 3 guys, Q, Clayton, and Carl."
"I'm Willa Carson, and I live with the most. I live with 4 almost 5, Kian Lawley, Connor Franta, Ricky Dillon, and Trevor Moran."
"Yes we are all jealous of Willa." Nadine. Says.
"I would like to clear up Willa's baby daddy is not in the picture, it's not a o2l member." Liv says.
"Thank you." I said. Technically he's not. So I didn't lie. O2l isn't even a thing anymore.
"We are talking about the pros of living with guys." Liv says.
"Ok. My situation is a lot different than you guys but I met them a year ago and we become friends instantly. My friend is actually dating another guy who used to live there. And I'm my situation I didn't have money, I was pregnant and had no where to go. They took me in and they gave a me food and a home. I pay some rent now because I'm able to and I'm going through a lot of stuff and they are always there." I say.
"Yes. When my boyfriend left me they were like: so we got ice cream And a movie. I was like oh yes! I mean they had a gallon for me and a gallon for them. It was just amazing, they really do care about you." Liv says.
"Unless you live with my guys. Q is a pig. I mean they all are but no matter what you are going through they are there to comfort you." Nadine explained.
"I love that they can just make you laugh and smile so effortlessly." I say.
"I woke up this morning and they were like: hey will you check this girl out for me? I was like totally. We're there for each other and I love that." Liv said.
"I couldn't sleep last night so I went to one of them and they were like: I'm here for you and you need to understand I'm not leaving." I said.
"Awe." Liv said.
"Clayton the other day was so sweet: he was talking about a girl and asked me if he could practice asking her out on me. I was confused but it really helped his confidence." Nadine said.
"I live with a gay guy and I can't stress enough how amazing they are. All guys do this but Connor in particular, Connor always telling me I'll go with you. My brother was adopted and so when I go to their house he always wants to go because he wants to know I'm safe. And I'm not allowed to go to the airport by myself or the store. It's annoying but in used to it." I say.
"Can you go to work?" Nadine asked. I laughed.
"Of course." I say.
"Living with guys is like living with the brothers you always wanted." Liv says.
"They are more protective than any of my brothers." Nadine says.
"They are in a way." I say. We talk and talked about them for what felt like hours but I was only like 2. But I needed to get ready for my date :)