The Ruby's // O2L fanfic

Chapter 60: I Love You ❤️

In exactly 0 hours, 11 minutes, and 58 seconds I will be Mrs. Lawley.

"My big sister is too big." Lady warped her arms around my legs so I couldn't move.
"I know." I rubbed her head.
"He is so lucky to have you in his life." Caroline said.
"Honey I love you." Sandy put her hands on my forearms. That made me tingle. Jenn put the last Bobby pins in my hair.
"Done." She spun me.
"Wow." Was all Tab said.
"You're stunning." Izzy says.
"Stop it!" My eyes started to water.
"Don't cry!" Brandy said as she handed me a tissue.
"Blame it on the hormones." I said as I fanned my face. They laughed.
"What are hormones?" Lady asked.
"I'll tell you later." Sandy assured her. Sandy put my vail on.
"Are you ready?" She said. I shook my head.
"Yes." I smiled.
"Let's get a 6 month baby shot." The photographer said. I stood in font of the window. Levi walked over and put his hands on my tummy.
"Is that Luna?" I asked. She smiled and laughed.
"We need to throw you in a lux." Colette says.
"Ok, we need to hurry." Cecily says.
"I'm ready." I nodded.
"Let's do this!" Avia, Emmi, and lady yelled.

The bridesmaids went out 1 by 1. And the groomsmen went out 1 by one, each person gave me a kiss on the cheek before heading down the aisle.
"See you from the other side." Connor said before we left.
"He is so lucky!" Trevor says. I laughed.
"Damn you is fine!" Ricky says.
"Really?" I looked at my tummy.
"Oh yeah." He says.
"I'm so a Happy for everything and I'm so happy that you and Kian met and are expecting a beautiful baby girl. You are part of my life and I wouldn't have it any other way." Sam said to me.
"You are one amazing dad. Thank you from only leaving 3 months."
"I regret that." We hugged.
"Ok go go go!" Sandy pushed him out.
"I love you baby girl." She said before going in to sit down.
"As your sister I want to witness the birth! I don't care what Sandy says. I'm gonna go and no one is stopping me!" Lady flipped her hair. I laughed as she left.
"Come here!" I told Liam.
"What?" He asked.
"Don't I get a hug?"
"Yes!" He yelled.
"Good. You're my brother and I love you to pieces."
"To the moon and back and then around the globe. A hundred times."
"Yes." He waited his turn.
"That was beautiful." Mariana said.
"He's the cutes thing." I say.
"See you out there." She kissed my cheek and left.
"I didn't cry at the moms wedding but I'm gonna cry at yours. Your my fake sister. I love you." Callie said.
"I love you too."
"Good luck. In marriage." Jesus says. I smile.
"Your really amazing and your having a amazing baby so it makes it double amazing. Does that make sense?" Brandon asked. I laughed.
"Yup. I got it."
"Cool." We bro fisted me and went out.
"Next time we see you, you'll be our sister in law." Cole said.
"Yup. Thank for being supportive."
"Absolutely." Rio hugged me.
"Go out there." I pointed to the door.
"Ok!" They left. Caroline was the last one left. She was already a waterfall.
"You are my everything. You are my sister and my best friend. He is damn lucky to have you and you are gonna raise her right." We just cried together.
"I see in a bit. Take your time reading." Caroline handed me my mothers note and walked out.
"Please excuse the bride, she will be reading a note that her mother left her that might take a while." Connor said. I sat down in a velvet bench and carfuly opened the delicate letter.
Dear my darling, Willa Jane,
I start writing this letter on February 19th, your birthday. You were born just 3 hours ago. As soon as I heard you cry. No no. As soon as I found out you were growing in me I loved you. I've loved you from the very beginning and I have never let that go. I promise to nurture and watch you grow big, tall, and strong. I promise to be there for you as your mother and your very best friend. I promise to keep your deep secrets. I promise to kiss your boo boos and make you chicken soup. I promise to love you forever and always. What you don't know, what no one knows is that I'm writing this new entry on the day I took my own life, and your fathers. Before you rip this letter up you need to understand that I still love you and your sister very much and never meant to hurt you. I've suffered from depression ever since I can remember. I've been suicidal for a while now. lm gonna run that red light. My heart doesn't want to but my brain tells me it's ok. I'm writing this in advance to apologize for not being there on the most important day of your entire life. I have another letter for lady tucked inside his one and another for your brother if he survived. I felt the tear drop on the paper. Then my own fell.
All I ask if for you to still love me. You can find all of your home videos, letters, and inheritance, under the baseboard in your childhood bedroom. I'm sorry again but I didn't want to be a burden.
"Momma you were never a burden." I closed he letter. There wore 4 more pages of the letter that I read. I think I read it twice.
"We ok in here?" Sandy asked. I swear I saw my mom in her. I took a minute to speak.
"Yeah." I stood up.
"Ok." She smiled. Kevin walked in and look my arm. He was wearing his uniform.
"It was a suicide." I told Kevin. He looked at me.
"Your mother?"
"Yes."
"I'm sorry."
"But she wanted me to still Love her and I do."
"That's my girl. That's my girl." He shook his head up and down. The doors opened and we walked through. Levi waved to me.
"I love you darlin." Kevin kissed my cheeks and gave me away. I took a deep breath before taking Kian's hands. He brushed his thumb on my cheek.
"Crying?" He mouthed.
"Letter." I mouthed back.
"She loves you." He said.
"And I love her." He smiled. I'm pretty sure I didn't even hear the guy speak. I just waited until the vows. Kian made the crab face.
"Well." He says. Everyone laughed.
"Stop it." I say. He sighed.
"Where do I start. Willa Jane , I promise to be there for you. I promise to be your husband and your best friend. I promise to keep your secrets. I promise to take care of you and kiss your ouchies. I promise to love you for ever and ever. I promise to be the very best I can. I promise to be that baby's daddy and Levi's step dad. I promise to bring out the best and only best in you. And to agree to disagree on baby wraps. I promise to make you chicken soup and give you warm hugs. I promise to be your ruby. Most importantly I promise to stay by your side forever. I can tell you so much more later." I wiped a tear that fell down my cheek. He sniffled.
"Kian Robert," I pulled out a paper.
"I promise to be in your boring videos and vlogs. And not complain. I promise to raise our family with unity and love. I promise to be your co-pilot in our crazy and adventurous life that's waiting for us. I promise keep giving you that extra push. I promise to love you forever and ever. I promise to stay by your side. I promise to be a good mom. The mom that my mom was. I promise to be a good wife and motivate and encourage you." I tucked the paper away.
"I promise to agree to disagree on baby wraps. I promise to keep you in my heart. Promise to forgive you when we fight and hug it out. I promise to aways be in the other side of the bed to say goodnight. I promise to be your your Diamond." He swung hands. The guy kept talking.
"As you pour your white glitter and as you pour your blue glitter you are combining your lives." The guy kept talking. Next Levi and Liam brought the rings. Kian slid the ring down my finger. I slid his down his finger and a tear fell on it. I kissed my boys cheeks before they sat down.
"I pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss your bride." Kian look my in his hold and tilted me down before laying his lips on mine. Everyone cheered.
"Congratulations!" Connor yelled at the top of his lungs. There were so many YouTubers here. I smiled. Our noses and foreheads touched. The photographer snapped a photo.
"God damn you are fucking gorgeous." I laughed.
"You are fucking handsome." I pulled him back into my lips. We walked halfway down the aisle before we were swarmed by Friends and family.
"That was the most gorgeous wedding I've ever been to." Tyler said.
"Awe, thank you."
"You look stunning my god!" I laughed.
"So I've been told."
"You gonna pop soon or what?" Mamrie asked.
"Still got 3 months."
"Congratulations Willa, what a huge mile stone." Hannah hugged me. I felt someone hugging me from behind.
"Hey bitch." Connor said.
"Hey bitch." I said back. He hugged me.
"You're Mrs Lawley now." He cried.
"I know. It's crazy!"
"Hey! She is my Best friend!" Trevor had his hands on his hips and danced around.
"Give me a fucking hug!" I yelled. He ran over.
"Don't leave me with them!"
"It will only be for forever." He cried really loud.
"Maybe you can stay with us after the honeymoon."
"You would do that?"
"Hell ya." He laughed.
"Willa you are the bomb."
"Boom." He laughed so hard.
"Willa Jane Carson-Lawley get yo ass over here right this minute." Caroline commanded. I picked up my dress and walked over. She wrapped her arms around my neck.
"Don't leave me with him." She was talking about JC.
"If I remember correctly, 1) I already did and 2) you left me with Kian."
"Whoops."
"Willa." She said.
"What?"
"You're my best friend." For first time I felt like she meant it.
"I'd crawl out of hell for you." That was our slogan.
"Me too honey." She let me go.
"You have an escort waiting." She motioned her head to Kian. I turned around.
How Kian saw her turn around:
Willa stopped time when she turned around with her blonde hair flapping in the wind with a sparkle in her eye. Her soft smile melted my heart. This wasn't the first time she had done that. It's every time I see her.
Back to Willa: I walked down the aisle to him.
"Get in there." He opened the limo door. He smacked my ass as I got in.
"Your gonna pop this baby out." I say.
"I hope not." He said with a concerned look. I took his arm and laid my head in his shoulder.
"So I have a surprise." He says. As we drove away it was like I could see my mom watching and smiling. She was glowing with happiness. That's when I knew I made the right decision.
"What?"
"Well you have a secret love for this certain band-"
"YOU DID NOT!" He laughed.
"I did."

Stay tuned for part 2!