Chapter 34: playlist

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  "Good morning!" Kian yelled. I flinched.
"You ass hole you scared me!" I yelled at him. I opened my eyes and he had his camera set up.
"What the hell?" I asked. Levi was in bed with me.
"This is our public video."
"I'm not ready to tell people yet."
"It's for when we want to."
"I'm breastfeeding, can you do that later?"
"This is you as a mom."
"God Kian I still have my glasses on." He put the camera in my face.
"Can you not?"
"But I love you."
"The first video I'm in and I have the biggest nip slip." He pulled my shirt down.
"Not that bad. I have editing powers."
"Better be good." I say.
"I'll put hazel over your bewbs." He says.
"Cause that's better."
"Can we get to the point?" He asked.
"Sure."
"Levi is the son of-."
"Hold up! Back the fucking truck up! You didn't say we were going that far back."
"What's wrong?"
"No none needs to know that, it's our business."
"Well it's not me." Kian said.
"I'm not in the mood for this video."
"Why?"
"Oh I don't know, it's 6 o'clock. I'm feeding my child, I haven't showered my contacts aren't in and I have the hardest job in the world!"
"Well damn."
"You asked."
"She's getting snappy I'll be back." Kian shut off the camera.
"Thank you." I said.
"I didn't realize you hated it so much."
"Sam and I never went public on our relationship, I don't know what to even say."
"That you love me." He smiled.
"I love your dimples." I say. He did the crab face.
"Now you're ugly." He laughed. There was a knock on the door. I pulled a blanket over me.  Kian opened it.
"Willa can Sam come in?"
"Yeah." He walked in.
"I just wanted to say I'll be there."
"Thanks you." I said. He nodded and left.
"What does he mean?"
"I asked him to be there every year to Levi's birthday party."
"He's getting there."
"Yeah." I kissed his head.
"I need to shower." I said.
"I got him." He took Levi and started burping him.

  I got out of the shower and Kian put Levi in a Trixin shirt.
"Awe, forget I had that." I bushed my teeth.
"What's under that towel?" Kian asked
"Shut up." I laughed. He did his hair in the bathroom. I knocked on Caroline's door.
"Can I borrow some socks?" I asked.
"Yeah." She opened the door.
"Thanks." I took them and put them on. Kian walked out. Levi now had a Mohawk.
"Kian." I groaned.
"What?"
"You just exceeded the cute scale."
"I broke it?"
"Yeah."
"Damn, they don't do any higher."
"Guess we have to live with it."
"Great." We laughed.
"Hi handsome." He giggled.
"Dadadadada." He rambled.
"No Kian." Kian tried to explain.
"He doesn't know your name."
"Ki." I say.
"Da." He said. That made my heart hurt in a good way.
"I'm ok with him calling you that but #1 he need to know your not his real dad and #2 he can't say it in public."
"Yeah." Kian nodded. He drooled. I got dressed and ready to go.
"So back where we left off." Kian said.
"I'm going to kill you. We need to be down there is 20 minutes."
"Sorry mom." He put the camera down.
"What are you doing?" Kian asked me. I laughed.
"Putting him in the wrap."
"This is why he wants me to carry him."
"You want to carry him all day?"
"No."
"Didn't think so." I but him in the 'fucking' wrap. I walked out."
"Oh dang Kian can you get my diaper bag." I barley acted. Other YouTubers didn't need to know we were dating.
"Yeah." He came it with the diaper bag.
"Thanks." I overt exaggerated it.
"You sound like a robot." He said.
"Precisely why I'm not an actress." We walked to the lobby.

  I was at the Trixin booth.
"Exclusive YouTuber only rumor has it you have a boyfriend." Carlie says.
"Ehaaaatttt?"
"Willa?! Who!?"
"I can't say."
"Why."
"Logan is right there." I whispered.
"He didn't even hear you say that."
"Kian." I say.
"Awe, you guys are goals." I laughed. Sam called me and I answered.
"Hello?"
"Hey umm can I give him his bottle?"
"Ugh I'll have to make it if you want to. Do you really want to?"
"Yeah."
"Come down in 3 hours."
"Ok."
"Bye."
"Bye." I hung up.
"That him?"
"No. Baby daddy."
"I'll find out."
"Publicly it's some guy in the military."
"My lips are sealed."
"Good."
"Are we open yet?" Shay asked.
"Almost there. Need to hang the hats."
"Perfect." We unloaded some boxes and finished he display.
"You guys are awesome!" Shay said.
"I do have a surprise for you." Shay said.
"What?"
"Come here." He took my to the other side of the booth.
"It's a GWLWG booth! Thank you Shay!" I said.
"You're welcome. Your posse is behind you." I turned around.
"Oh my gosh he's so big!" Liv said. I laughed.
"I'm so happy you're here!"
"We wouldn't miss it." Nadine said.

  Sam walked over.
"Hey." He said.
"He's asleep right now. He didn't get much sleep last night but let me go make it and I'll be right back."
"Ok." He sat down behind the booth. I went to the coffee booth and got some hot water. I made the bottle and walked back to the booth.
"Here." I handed it to him. 
"How do you do it?" He asked. I took Levi out of the wrap and laid him in Sam's arms. He put the bottle in his mouth. I kneeled down.
"Sam that is your son. You and I created that. How is that not incredible to you?"
"I don't know."
"I just don't feel like he's mine."
"You think they messed up the test?" I asked.
"No I just...this is going to sound to rude but I don't mean it in a bad way."
"What?"
"I just can't believe I loved you." Not gonna lie that hurt but I brushed it off.
"We'll start. Because you did." He cradled his head.
"I love him. I do. And I want joint custody."
"Joint custody?" Boy you gonna lose that battle.
"I love him Willa I just realized that."
"You don't know what love is. How many sleepless night have you had. How many night have you gotten up to rock him or change him or feed him or cry with him because you can't figure out why he's crying? How many times have you changed a diaper? Did you know you cant Microwave breast milk? Sam there is so much that you do not know. You missed out on 3 and a half months of his life. How can you say you want joint custody?"
"Because I love him."
"Love is only the beginning. You have to care and nurture him. He's a baby, he's growing."
"I know."
"Then you need to talk to your lawyer. I can Almost Guarantee you will lose that fight."
"Just take him." He said as he held out the bottle. I took it. Sam left.
"Was that Sam?" Carlie asked.
"Yeah."
"Oh he...oh..." She said. I walked in front on the booth.
"Liv will you feed him for a second?"
"Yeah of course." I handed her Levi and Nadine and Liv fed him. I walked to the o2l booth.
"Hey will." Connor said.
"Can get a picture with her too? Shes practically in Sam's spot." A girl said.
"I guess." I said. I posed with the guys.
"Something wrong?" Kian asked.
"He's filing for joint custody."
"What?" He asked. Sam walked over. I pulled them behind the booth.
"What the hell do you think you doing?" Kian asked Sam.
"He's my kid."
"You don't know a single thing about being a dad!" He said.
"That's why I'm going to learn." He walked off.
"I don't want his hands on our- your baby." Kians said.
"Me either." 

  After that mess Caroline and Jc were going to announce their engagement. Avia played her song on stage: forever love.
"Now two people have a very special announcement." Dana Richards says. Jc walked on stage.
"If you don't know I've been dating a wonderful, amazing, talented, and beautiful women, Caroline Kress. I recently asked her A question. Caroline walked on stage. She took the mic with her left hand.
"I said yes." Everyone cheered.
"That'll be us one day." Kian said. I took him by the hand and we went behind a booth.
"What?" Kian asked.
"Do it."
"Do what?"
"Do it."
"Right now?"
"Yes."
"Really?"
"Do it."

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