Chapter 38: Broken

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Fast forward to February. Levi is 6 months old. I love that boy.
"Aum, yeah, yummy?" I'm feeding Levi solid foods for the first time. He took a bite and looked at me funny.
"No?" He stuck out his tongue slowly. He squinted his eyes.
"It's only baby oatmeal."
"You have a picky eater on your hands." Connor pointed out.
"Baby center says that they have to try it multiple times before they like it." I explained.
"He's still gonna be picky."
"Shut up." I threw a towel at him.
"We're not gonna be picky right?" I asked. He laughed.
"Picky." Connor said. I swatted him with the towel that fell.
"Dude!" He was eating cereal. Levi laughed.
"Is that fun? You like it when I beat up uncle Connor?"
"Stop!" Connor laughed. The the front door closed.
"Kian?" I asked.
"Yup." He walked in the kitchen all sweaty.
"How are my two favorite people?"
"Hey! That hurts." Connor says. I laughed.
"Good."
"Your in the like the top 10." Kian says.
"10!?"
"Ok like 15."
"Ass." Connor says under his breath. Kian made him flinch.
"Go shower." I told Kian.
"Why?"
"Your sweaty."
"That's what happens when you run 4 miles."
"Go." I swatted his ass with the towel.
"Care to join me?"
"Go!" I yelled.
"How do you put up with that?"
"Wedding is next month." I say.
"That's crazy." He says.
"I know it's so weird."
"Hey Willa." Trevor said.
"Yeah?"
"Can I talk to you?"
"Yeah of course." Connor left and he sat down next to me.
"I feel like I'm with Connor."
"What do you mean?"
"For a while I thought I was Bi. But now I think that I'm gay." Bruh we know...
"Are you coming out?" I asked him.
"Yeah I think I am."
"That's great! I'm happy for you."
"I feel like I was in a box but a glass box. Everyone knew. They were like Bitch come out! We see you!" I laughed.
"That's ok, your out now."
"Thanks for being supportive."
"Absolutely!" He hugged me.
"Now I got to film." He groaned.
"It will probably take a few hundred times but you'll get it."
"I might be up there all day."
"That's ok."
"Thanks again."
"Your welcome." He left the kitchen. I fed Levi another bite.
"Is that one better le-" he spit it all over me.
"Levi Owen!" I yelled. He belly laughed.
"Willa-" Sam walked in the house and saw me.
"What do you want?"
"I wanted to talk about joint custody. I can't stand you like that."
"There is nothing to talk about." I went to the sink and started wiping my face.
"I've takes classes, I've come over once a week, I've pay child support, I'll agree to every other week." He counted on his fingers.
"No Sam, I'm not going to let you."
"He's my boy too."
"From what I remember Kian was sad that it wasn't his. You ran away. you didn't want even be part of his birth."
"I needed to think."
"You had 9 months!"
"I know but if took me a year but I'm ready. I am his dad I can do this."
"Have you even told Mara? Let alone your parents."
"Mara knows."
"Not your parents?"
"I will I will."
"Sam this is not something you just bring up at family dinner."
"I know that!"
"Sam you are not fit to have joint custody."
"Sam?" Kian walked downstairs.
"I'll I want is a conversation with her and her alone!"
"He is going to be my husband! He has a say in this!" I yelled.
"Are you talking about joint custody?" He looked like he just realized something.
"Yeah." I said.
"Sam will you come back a bother day please?" Kian asked.
"God!" He groaned. He left.
"What?" I asked Kian.
"Is that why you wanted me to propose?" He asks.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"You wanted to have more control over the custody battle so you brought me in."
"Kian that's bull shit."
"Not from my point of view."
"Kian-"
"And the baby prank, oh that was good."
"Excuse me?!"
"You can keep the ring maybe you'll find someone."
"What?" I broke into tears.
"You played a great act, I have to admit."
"Kian I love you why would you say that?"
"It's all bull shit Willa! You played me!"
"That is a lie and you know it!"
"Get out."
"You can leave or take Levi."
"Go to hell."
"I'll see you there." I took Levi and ran upstairs. I packed a bag.
"Willa? Where are your going?" Connor stood in the door way. I pulled Levi into my arms.
"I love you, take care."
"Willa!" He pulled me to face him.
"Give this to him." I opened his hand and put my engagement ring in his palm and closed his hand.
"You'll be ok without me."
"Willa!" He yelled again.
"Bye." I kissed his cheek and ran to the front door.
"Willa!" He just kept yelling.

  Seconds after Willa left: Connors POV
"Willa!" I yelled.
"Where is she going!?" I yelled at Kian.
"I don't know."
"What the hell did you say to her."
"It's not important."
"I told you if you hurt her you would get it 10 times worse."
"Punch me! Do it! She hurt me!" I threw my fist in the air and swung it at his face.
"She is my best friend!"
"Hey!" Ricky ran out of his room and grabbed my fist. Kian was in the floor with a bloody nose.
"What the fuck is going on!?"
"Willa left and he made her."
"What?"
"She hurt me ok!?"
"No she wouldn't! I know her! I know Willa and she would never!" I broke in tears. I collapsed on the ground and leaned against the wall. I threw the ring at him. He wiped his nose on his arm.
"You are going to tell everything right now!" Ricky yelled.

Back to Willa:
I banged on Jc and Caroline's door. Jc opened the door.
"What happened? Where your ring?" He pulled me in a hug.
"Kian kicked me out." I cried.
"Why would he do that? He loves you."
"He doesn't think that I love him."
"That is not true!" He closed the door. Caroline gasped.
"Will!" She ran over and took me from Jc grasp.
"I'm so sorry." He stroked my head. I set Levi's car seat on the ground.
"Honey I wish I could say that you could stay but we rented out your room. I don't have a place for you two."
"It's ok." I cried
"No it's not." Caroline and Jc mouthed to each other.

I placed outside. I didn't know who to call. I was so worked up and angry, confused, and sad. Why would he do that. He knows that that is not who I am.
"Hello?"
"Red I have no where to go."
"What happened?! Are you ok!?"
"I need a home."
"Stay where you are im coming to get you!"

Red got me a room at the Juliane. I went to sleep looking at the other side of the bed. A place where Kian usually is. He is usually on his phone or playing with Levi's feet. He would just about now be saying...
"I love you."

I threw my shirt on a chair I plugged my phone in and realized there was no baby crying. There wasn't a beautiful women named Willa in my bed fast asleep. her hand wasn't reaching across to take mine. There wasn't any person to tell me they loved me. It a vacant spot were she should be.
"I love you, Will."

  Kian and I were supposed to take our engagement photos today.

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