The Ruby's // O2L fanfic

Chapter 32: Because i love you

I woke up from my dream. I shivered.
"You ok?" Kian asked. I looked to my left and saw him.
"Yeah, just a dream." He kissed my shoulder.
"Did Levi cry?"
"Not yet." His arms wrapped around my stomach. Did I love him? Apparently in my dream I was head over heels in love with him. And the guys saw us in the pool.
"I'll be right back." I moved his hand from my waist. He rolled over. I opened Connors door and walked in. I shook his shoulder.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"Can I talk to you?"
"Of course." He sat up and rubbed his eyes. He patted his leg. I sat in his lap he put his arms around me and rocked me from side to side.
"You saw us last night." I said.
"Is that a question?" He asked.
"No."
"Yeah I did."
"Can you please not talk about it. Tell Ricky that he was too drunk and Trevor that-"
"Only I saw you."
"Ricky didn't?"
"He was passed out in the couch."
"Trevor?"
"Still gone from taking Caroline and Jc home."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"Can you keep it to yourself. Just until Kian and I sort things out?"
"Of course."
"Thank you." I kissed his cheek.
"Your welcome."
"Your the best gay best friend."
"I know." He smiled. Levi cried.
"I got to go." I moved his hands.
"Goodnight."
"Goodnight." I picked up Levi and took him to Kian's room. I laid facing him and feeding Levi. Levi grabbed the necklace on my neck. The one Sam gave me before he ran away. Before Levi came into our lives.
"You're a sexy momma." Kian said.
"I'm a tired momma." I said back. He smirked.
"Kian I love you and you love me but can I still date?" I know know words hurt him as much as they hurt me.
"If that's what you want." Really? Kian reached over and pulled the necklace off.
"Hey!" I said. He put it on his night stand.
"I got you a better one." He opened the drawer and pulled out another necklace. It fastened it to my neck. I looked at it. It was a letter L with the words: From Kian. Written in the back.
"Thank you." I said. He kissed my forehead.
"You're welcome." I closed my eyes and didn't wake til morning.

Kians arm was stretched across Levi and rested on my hip. Levi laid on his back with his hand behind his head. I walked to my room and got ready. A few minutes later Kian walked in with Levi.
"Someone was in my bed." He says. I laughed. He put him in a rocker on my floor. He closed the door and shoved me to the bed.
"I'm trying to get ready."
"I'm trying to love you."
"Trying?" He laughed.
"Definitely hard when your getting ready." I laughed again and he kissed me.
"Go make him a bottle." He smacked my ass.
"Now." He left with a smirk.
"How annoying is he!?" I asked Levi. He just drooled.

I sipped my coffee. Kian was on the couch with Levi.
"Your up early." Ricky said. Connor winked at me. I silently argued with him.
"What are we doing tonight?"
"Why?" Kian asked.
"It's Saturday night I wanna do something."
"Doesn't Red own cocktail club?" Ricky asked. Kian dropped something.
"Will, can you get another pacifier?" Kian asked. I stood up and walked to the drawer. I picked one out and gave to Kian.
"He does." I say.
"Can you get us in?"
"It's pretty exclusive."
"Please." Connor said.
"I'll try."
"Your the best."
"Where's Trevor?" Kian asked.
"I'm not sure." Connor looked around.
"Trevor?" I asked. I walked upstairs and he was passed out in the couch.
"He's upstairs." I say as i walked downstairs.
"Who gave you that will?" Ricky asked looking at my necklace.
"Quit looking at her cleavage." Connor hit the back of his head. Kian laughed so hard. I pulled up my shirt.
"Mariana." I say.
"That's sweet of her." Ricky said.
"Quit looking at it!" Connor hit the back of his head again.
"Dude!" He rubbed it.
"It's Levi's grocery store." I say. Kian lost it. Connor was at the sink spitting out milk.
"Man that's nasty." Ricky said. I laughed.
"Wait til your wife has kids." I say. He grinned.

"Are you sure?" I asked Trevor.
"He's going to be fine. I know how to thaw tit milk."
"Id smack you if you weren't holding him." He laughed.
"We won't be gone long."
"Call me for a DD." He said.
"You are our personal designated driver." He smiled and I walked downstairs.
"He goes down at-"
"Hey, he's got it." Kian held my arms.
"Ricky is in the car." He said.
"Ok let's go." He kissed me and we walked to the car. We got in.
"Damn I need to work out." I said as I pulled my seat belt over.
"Your sexy." Kian whispered in my ear. I smiled. I watched him as he looked out the window. How could a guy like him love a fat and postpartum mom like me?
"But seriously you're not fat. Your a twig will." He whispered again in my ear. I smiled.

  I was about to walk in when the bouncer stopped me.
"Name."
"Willa Carson." I said. He flipped a few pages.
"Not on the list."
"We're cool. Try Connor Franta." He flipped a page.
"No."
"Ricky Dillon, I'm a Music artist."
"No."
"Kian lawley."
"No."
"Trevor Moran." I said.
"He's on the list but he's not here."
"What the fuck?" Kian was pissed. How could Trevor be on the list but not any of us.
"I'm Reds friend." I say.
"Boss don't know you. If he did, you would be in the list."
"I know that his sister just had a baby."
"What did they name her?" He asked.
"Will?" Connor asked.
"See I gave birth the same week so I wasn't told."
"You're a mom? You need a break." He let me in.
"Willa!" Kian was confused.
"I dated Jake."
"Jake who?"
"Jake Red."
"Your not on the ex girlfriend list." He said.
"Bring him here and I'll prove to you that I know him."
"Your already in."
"But my friends." I complained.
"One second." Red walked over.
"Willa? Where did the belly go?" Red hugged me.
"You know, birth." He laughed.
"Please Bonita, VIP?"
"Bonita?" Kian said with a disgusted look.
"Red can you let my friends in?"
"I don't know. They call me Jake from State Farm."
"What are you talking about?!" Ricky says. Kian slightly laughed.
"They are rude to me!" Red said.
"If I kiss you will you let them in?" I whispered in his ear.
"Really?" He asked.
"Yeah will you?"
"Why not?" He kissed me and Kian looked like he was going to barf.
"Come join the VIP!" He said.
"Sweet!" Ricky ran past us.
"You are going to brush your teeth before you get in my bed tonight." Kian said. I laughed.
"Was it worth it?" I asked.
"Shouldn't I ask that?"
"You watched." I walked In front of him. He squeezed my ass. I grabbed his hand.
"Not in public." I told him.
"I don't care what anyone thinks."
"Let's just enjoy tonight and worry about that later."
"Ok." He smiled.