To Be Loved

New Butler and first kiss

Alexandria POV

I layed on my bed thinking. Does anyone truly love me? Or are they all faking? I sat up and decided to go up to the attic.

I walked up the stairs. Opened the door to the attic and walked over to my chair that I had up there near the window and sat down. I looked out of the widow and I could tell that the moon that night was a full moon. Really I love creepy things like this, dark and mysteries, anything with powers or anything paranormal I'm into in.

"I just want to be truly loved...that's all I ask....is it that hard." I said to myself

"Then why don't you do something about it, I can help" A little voice said. The voice was low but I could hear it like the person was next to me.

"Who said tha...wait how" I looked around but no one was there.

"Here's what you do; you yell to your hearts content "I need you I want you" That's all you have to do."

"Ok but who are you?" After I asked that there was nothing. I need you, I want you to. Ok I'll try but it will never work. I thought to myself

I looked out the window. Ok but I know that nothing will happen but why not.

I closed my eyes, breathed twice then finally

"I NEED YOU, I WANT YOU." I yelled desperately

This is ridiculous I don't even know why... My thought was interrupted by someone "Why did you summon me?"

I got up from the chair and looked at the corner of the room where I heard the voice. "Umm"

"Do you wish to form a contract with me?"

Contract....yes "Yes" I said out loud

"Do you know what will it take?"

"No"

"To make the contract with me you pay me with your soul... Now do you still wish to form the contract?"

My soul. So I die, well I don't care, I just want someone to love me. "Yes"

"What is it you wish?"

"I WANT SOMEONE TO TURLY LOVE ME!!" I yelled

"If that is your wish then I will grant it. Are you sure, there is no turning back."

I looked deeply to where he was well...where I thought he was but it was too dark the only light was the full moon beam shining in from the window "I am sure."

"What do you wish to call me?" What don't you have a name. I gave a small smile to the thought

I didn't know what name to call him but then it came to me "Mathew. I'll name you Mathew McCall"

He walked in the moonlight where I could finally see him. He was tall, with black hair, his eyes were the color of ruby red. He lend down on one knee and placed my left hand on his chest. "I'm here to serve you, I will grant you're every order, your every wish lady Alexandria" He looked up to me, stood then hold out his hand. I looked at his hand then took it. I could get used to this.

*Time Skip*

It's been a couple of weeks since I summed Mathew, and everything is great. To be somewhat honest I have gotten used to having a contract symbol on my eye. Mathew did ask me where I wanted to symbol to be, he said 'The more visible the location of the seal is, the stronger it is.' I wanted a strong bond between me and him so I got him to name places where I can put it, when he said eye, we went for it and I didn't need to have an eye patch because my hair covers it perfectly but sometimes I did need one when I go to things and have to have my hair out of my face; through it did hurt like hell but mine and Mathew's bond, I don't think couldn't have been even more stronger. I also gotten used to Mathew being my butler; doing everything that I used to do. But when I do try to do things around the new manor that I got. He's always telling me not to do it, or that it was his job. I just want to make myself useful.

It was a hot sunny summer afternoon and I was sitting on the deck next to the lake, after my swim when I felt a hand on my shoulder and then the gentle words of Mathew "M'lady"

"Yes Mathew what it is?" I asked watching the water as the waves came in and out because of a passing boat.

I looked up at him as he came around to face me "When you summed me you wished for a lover. Did you wish for me to find you one, or a lover in myself?" He spoke sweet, calm and gently like always.

I looked down. What did I really mean? I wouldn't really mind dating a demon. I think it will be kinda exciting actually for me to date a demon then a human. Still looking down I answered Mathew's question. "A....a lover in yourself"

"Very well." As I was still looking down he walked over to me, lifted his hand to my chin then gently lifted my head a little and leaned in and kissed me. He's lips were soft and just perfect.

After the kiss he went back up to standing with his hands behind his back like he normally does and I looked back to the water with my mind blowing. Will he still be my butler? Wait will he truly love me because that's all I want is to be truly loved and to start a family.

"Mathew" I breathed deep and closed my eyes

"Yes mistress"

"Will you still be my butler?" Did I just asked that? Oh well too late now.

"If that is what you wish"

"Yes it is" I said quiet but he still heard me

"Very well I will be one hell of a butler."

A:N/ I really hope you like the first Chapter, second one I will put up soon. Leave a vote and a comment of what you thought of it, but please no mean comments I did work hard on this.