To Be Loved

Fool that is the question?

Mathew POV

Alexandria was still in my lap hugging each other when another thunder came, she put her face into me shirt.

"Shh it's alr...." I was interrupted by a short knock at the door

"Yes" The door opened and Sebastian came in

He walked over "The room is ready if you wanted to go my lady."

She looked up at Sebastian then at me and nodded. I lifted her up and followed Sebastian to her room. Once the door was closed I gently place Alexandria on the bed. It's been a while since I actually saw her scared, I actually forgot she was scared of anything until this morning. I really didn't like seeing her like this. Since the kiss I've kinda actually been falling for her, I'm actually falling in love for her, but I have to keep the butler act, really I didn't mind being her butler, it's my job, yes she wants me to be her lover that is her wish I just don't want to grant it yet, I know that she wants a family, and that is what I'm going to give her. Well try.

Alexandria POV

I layed on the bed curled up in a ball shaking, trying to not hear the loud thunder. I hate being like this, and everyone saw that's just great. Ceil might well thought I was a scared cat or maybe even worst. Sebastian might be laughing about me right now, and who knows what Mathew is thinking. I'm so lame why am I so afraid of thunder?

I looked up at Mathew and he was looking at me. Great he's staring at me. I wonder what he's thinking.

"Math...ew" I said with a shaky voice

"Yes"

"W-where did C-Ciel go?" I sat up I was still a little shaking.

"He said that he was going to his office."

"Oh ok" I got up and walked to the door "I'll be right back please Mathew stay here."

"Yes my lady."

I walked out of the room and walked to his office

Knock, Knock, Knock

"You may come in"

I opened the door and walked in. Ciel was sitting in his chair turned to the window

"Sebastian how is Alex. Have you checked...?" He turned around and saw me

"Hi" I smiled

"I apologize Alexandria I thought it was Sebastian."

"It's ok Ciel"

He got up and walked from behind the desk and over to me "How are you doing?"

"Ok" *Thunder* I closed my eyes.

While my eyes were closed I felt arms around me. I opened my eyes again and there I saw that Ciel was hugging me.

We pulled away and I saw that Ciel's face was a little red. "Thanks um...the reason why I'm here is because I want to apologies for before." I looked down

"There's no need for apologise Alexandria." He put his hands on my shoulders "Its ok I understand." I gave a small smile and I saw that his was to.

There was a small knock on the door then Sebastian walked it "Master" he saw me "Oh I apologies I didn't know you were in here my lady."

I pulled away and quickly walked to the open door "No Sebastian I was just leaving." And with that I went back to my room. I just want to go home. I thought to myself

Mathew POV

Alexandria came back into the room and went on the bed and curled up into a ball again. I wonder if she's ok. I thought to myself