To Be Loved

Breakfast

Alex POV

I woke up in Mathews arms. I opened my eyes and looked up at him but he was fast peacefully asleep.

He was adorable while he slept. I never actually noticed but the was a slight silent snore. I smiled on how cute he was.

His hair dropped in front of his face just made him more adorable. I felt safe and warm with him laying with me.

I thought of the first year that he was with me its been really a while that I summed Mathew and now I'm bearing his child. At the beginning I was so shy but I don't think that I was anymore well too shy then I was before.

I snuggled back in his chest. We layed there for a few more minutes until I felt my stomach flip once more. Quickly and quietly I got up and stumble to the bathroom and started to throw up.

I felt a hand on my shoulder making me jump. I soon settled down once hearing my name from a calming, but yet tired voice. "Alex, my love are you alright?" Mathew asked.

I nodded. "Yes I'm alright Mathew. I'm sorry for waking you."

He sat beside me and let me lean against him. He wrapped his arms around me. "You didn't wake me my love."

"I tried to let you rest." I leaned my head against his shoulder.

"I know. Now lets get you and our child something to eat."

I nodded. "Alright." I got up and got dressed while Mathew got dressed as well. Once we were down Mathew and I went downstairs. Once getting downstairs I saw my father. I got excited to see me and I ran towards him. "Daddy."

I ran up to him and in his arms he smiled and hugs me. "How are you feeling angle?"

"Better daddy I can't believe that your still here does that mean Ciel is here to?" I asked.

"Yes sweetheart he's still here. Its still raining pretty hard outside and he doesn't want to go until it stops is that alright with you?"

I pulled away from me and nodded. "Of course it is dad."

"Come on my love lets get you something to eat now." Mathew said behind us.

Mathew and I walked down to the kitchen and there was Claude cooking something one the stove. "Claude your still here as well? I thought that you would be back with Alois?" I questioned.

"Well he is calling but I don't really care I want to stay with my niece. If she wants me to."

I walked over and hugged him. "Of course I do. I want my family near. And that includes you." I told him

He hugged my back and kissed the top of my head then he went back to finishing what he was cooking. "I thought you might be hungry so I made you some French toast."

I smiled. "Thank so much." I sat at the island in the middle of the kitchen when he sat the plate down. There were two French toast cut in halfs. Each piece was laying against the other, with cut strawberries and little blueberries. On top of the French toast I guess was icing sugar. On the side was three sausages. It looked so elegant like one of Mathews dishes but it wasn't Mathews.

I didn't want to eat because of the morning sickness but I needed to eat something. "Its ok if you don't want to eat my love." Mathew said from behind me.

"No I have to eat not just for me but for the baby." I took the fork and knife and started to eat.

"Don't force yourself alright my love." I nodded and kept eating. It was soft but fluffy. It was delicious it tasted like Mathew's but Mathew's french toast is more delicious.

Once a finished I felt kinda sick but I breathed deeply. "That's it breath deeply baby girl." I looked up to see my mom she walked over and rubbed my back. "You morning sickness is bad isn't it?" She asked. I nodded slowly. "Mathew get a package of saluted crackers."

"Of course." He walked over to the cupboard and got a package of it then handed it to my mom. "There you are."

My mom opened it and gave one to me. "Here nibble on this."

I took the cracker and took a bite. Nibbling I started to feel better. "How are you feeling? Any better M'lady?" Mathew asked.

I nodded. "Yes it went away." I looked at me mom and she only smiled then winked.

I finished up the cracker and hugged my mom. She hugged me back. "I love you mom."

"I love you too baby girl."

I let go of my mom and nibbled on another cracker. I don't know why but it helped.

I looked out of the kitchen window and saw that it stopped raining. "Mathew will you come with me to the garden please?"

"Of course M'lady." We walked out to the garden and sat under the willow tree. I leaned my head on his shoulder as we sat there.

Niallsgirl

So I hope that you like this chapter of this story. I love writing this story. more to come. And im sorry for not uploading the passed three weeks ive been trying to write one chapter to each story by the upload date. So I hope that you excited for next week

til next time 

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