To Be Loved

jumbo ice cream

Alex POV

I was still in stock having Mathew proposing to me.

I was holding onto his arm as we walked down the stress of London.

"Are you alright my majesty?" He asked.

"Yes I'm just a little cold." I told him.

"I can fix that." I watched carefully as he took off his jacket and placed it on my shoulders. "Is that better my love?"

I nodded and reattach my arm around his. We continued to walk. "What do you want so name her?" I asked.

"Do you have any ideas my love?" He questioned.

"I was thinking Selena or Serena." I told him. "I like Selena through. What do you think?" I asked.

"I like it as well." I said.

"Mathew I want ice cream."

"There's a ice cream shop up the road if you want to go."

I nodded happily. "Yes can we please."

He chuckled. "Of course we can."

We walked up to the ice cream shop. It was a really cute little shop. Mathew opened the door for me and I walked in Mathew following close behind.

I walked up to the order stands. A young man smiled and asked what I wanted. I looked up at the sign and saw a jumbo bowl then I looked at flavors. The flavors I wanted was chocolate chip cookie dough with brownie.

The jumbo bowl had four scopes. I looked at Mathew he simply nodded. I looked at the man and ordered the jumbo bowl of chocolate chip cookie dough with chewy brownie pieces and some Oreo cookies in it.

"Would you like a drink?"

"Diet Pepsi please." I ordered.

He nodded and put it in the machine. "That will be $20.50."

"Of course." Mathew set me to the side and gave the man a $30 bill. The young man gave Mathew the change and also gave him the diet Pepsi.

I watch patiently as he scoped my ice cream. I held my stomach close. He looked at me and smiled making me blush. I counted each scope instead of four he gave me five. I smiled brightly as he gave me the big bowl of ice cream with Oreo and brownies.

"Thank you." I took the bowl.

"Here you are my dear." Mathew said handing my a spoon.

"Thanks Mattie." I took the spoon and took a small bite. It was cold but yet it was good.

We walked out and walked back home. I was almost finished my ice cream when we walked in. I walked with Mathew behind me.

"Mathew will you put the rest of my ice cream in the freezer please."

"Of course my sweet." He took it and he went in the kitchen then came back out.

He wrapped his arms around my waist quickly. I had my back turned away from him so I didn't know that it was him.

I screamed to the top of my lungs. My knees caved from underneath me making my fall but who ever had me wasn't going to let go of me that quickly. I began to panic I couldn't breath.

"P-please don't h-hurt...." I tried to get out.

I felt the person's hot breath against my ear. "Shh it's me. It's me my love."

I broke down crying when I heard his voice. He kissed my cheek and just held me. He turned me around so that I was facing him. I just managed to find his neck and hide my face.

After a while I calmed down. I realized that he was rubbing my back.

"I'm s-sorry Mathew.." I got out.

"No don't be sorry my sweet. There is absolutely nothing that you should be sorry about...I'm the one that should apologize. For scaring you and for that I am completely sorry." He took my hand and kissed it.

I looked at him and realized that I wanted him and before I knew it I pulled on his tie closer to me and started passionately kissing him.

I moved my hips again 'him' while kissing his neck. I didn't know why but I was extremely horny.

Mathew let out a few moans making me want to go all the way. Moving my hips more I kissed his soft spot on his neck.

Mathew's moved his hands up my shirt. His hands we're freezing but it felt so good against my body.

He pulled away, I looked up at him and frowned. "What?" I asked.

"I don't want to hurt the baby M'lady."

"But....Mathew." I begged. "Pleeaase.."

"M'lady no..." He lifted me up and we both stood. He looked at me then left.

"Mathew..." I stood there alone. I held my stomach. My eyes began to blur with tears. I felt alone and betrayed. All I could think was that it was my fault.

"Alex are you alright?" I looked up to see Claude. "Your crying." He walked over and whipped my tears away.

"I-I'm ok." I said.

"You don't look ok. Is there anything that I can do to help?" He questioned.

I quickly buried my face in his chest and began to cry. He just stood there rubbing my back.

After I calmed down I explained the proposal to when Mathew just walking away.

"Shh it isn't your fault Alex. Mathew does not understand the whole pregnancy."

"Will it hurt the baby?" I asked.

"No it is perfectly fine. It's part of being pregnant actually." He explained.

Niallsgirl
Here this weeks chapter. I hope that you all enjoyed it. So where i got the horny information while being pregnant we by my sister. She's pregnant and told him. So yea. There's more to come.
Till next time.
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