To Be Loved

your never alone

Mathew POV

I sat next to Alex who was still passed out. I stroked her hair as she slept. Her beauty beamed as she slept beside me.

I grabbed a book from the bedside table and began to read it. I got lost in it but soon got out of the story when I felt M'lady move.

"Mathew..." She looked at me dazed

"Yes M'lady I'm right here." I put the book down and she snuggled in to me. I wrapped my arms around her. "How do you feel?"

"I feel like death. W-what happened?" she asked

"You feel asleep in the bath darling." I placed my still ungloved hand on her forehead. "Sadly you're still burning up love."

"Mathew I don't want to be stuck in bed all day I want to be up and doing thing." She said sitting up just a little with the help of leaning against me. I had my arms around her to make her feel safe.

"I know my love maybe we can work something out so that you can work on things while you rest in bed." I said rubbing up her arm.

"No I don't want to be in bed." She said getting up

Alex POV

Getting up took a lot of my energy that I really didn't had. But making it on my wobbly feet. I made it half way to my door before I started to feel myself fall.

"Alex" In a blink of an eye I was in the arms that I loved. Of course I was carried back to my soft bed. "Please my love. For me will you until you feel strong enough to get up?"

"But I'm going to be lonely. You're not going to be gone." I told him while he stood over me.

"Oh darling it'll be alright. You're not going to be alone I'll just go and bring them up. I'll be by your side all the time." He assured me.

"But you have a job to o Mathew.

"I understand my love, but right now my job is to be by your side until you feel better once more." He lend closer and kissed my forehead. A chill went down my boy while arms got covered in goosebumps.

I wanted his lips, o feel his soft lips against mine. Wrapping my arms around his neck I pulled him closer and smacked my lips against his. He didn't hesitate to kiss me back but quickly pulled away. "W-what's wrong Mathew." I asked out of breath.

"You need to rest M'lady" He kissed my forehead. Then went to my dresser were there was a tray. Everything was covered. Mathew placed it in front of me and lift the lid. Steam rose from the bowl. "Fantastic it's still warm. Here was have chicken noddle with cut carrots. To go alone with it we have a soft scone with butter on the side. And to drink we have Earl Grey with honey. Please enjoy, my love." He bowed and went somewhere.

I began to eat the soup. I could tell by the taste that Mathew had made it. Of course he probably wanted to make sure it was good enough for me. I loved that about im. How caring and loving he was He always wanted to be beside me despite being my butler

I placed some noodles on the half cut scone and took a small bite. Chewing it the door opened and Mathew walked back in. Swallowing it. "Where did you go?" I questioned

"My apologies my sweet I just wanted to get you this." He handed out one of his tail coats. "I thought you might want this in case I'm not by your side."

My cheeks became warm and a small smile by yourself. "Mathew. You're so sweet." Mathew sat it down beside me. "Mathew I can't eat anymore. Can you take it away please?"

"Of course my love." He took it away and set it on my dresser. "What would you like to do M'lady?" He asked

"You know what I want Mathew." I looked at him

"I know M'lady but please you're too weak to get up. It's also bad for the baby. Will you please for the baby and me?"

He was right pushing myself would hurt the baby all I need to do it let myself be sick to get better. I looked in Mathew's eyes and nodded. "Your right as always athew. Um could you get the rest of my paperwork and I only have a few left. Also a pack of cards. Please and thank you." I asked

He smiled and nodded "Of course M'lady." He walked out of the room. I curled up ad snuggled with Mathew's coat that he gave e.

I heard the door open again and I sat up. Mathew walked up to the bed. I smiled at him. He said the cards down on the side table "Mathew." He looked down at me.

"Yes M'lady."

"I want my father, could you call him please." I asked.

"I'll call him right away M'lady "He smiled and walked away. I smiled and hoped that my father would come

Mathew POV

I walked out of M'lady's bedroom. I walked over to the phone, and dallied the Phantomhive number. I heard the phone being picked up and the smooth voice of M'lady's father

"Hello this is the Phantomhive manor. Sebastian speaking." He said

"Hello Sebastian this is Mathew/"

"Hello Mathew. How is Alex?"

"Feverish, weak, and wants to be with her father. Would you ad lord Ciel be able to come over. I do believe that lord Ciel would like to see her. And if you worried about his health I also believe that he ont get what she has."

"I'll ask my lord but I do believe that we can come." He said

"Should I tell M'lady or...." I began but got cutoff.

"No kept it a secret. She might want us to come but I still want ti to be a surprise." He told me

"Alright Sebastian. "I'll see you soon then goodbye."

"Goodbye Mathew." With that we hanged up.

I placed the phone down and walked back into Alex room, but knocking first. Walking over to the bed side and smiled when I relied that she was snuggling with the tail coat that I gave her. I kissed her on her forehead and brought the tray down to the kitchen.

Niallsgirl
So heres this weeks chapter of to be Loved i hope that you like it and are excited for more to come.
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