To Be Loved

the cold

Alex POV

We stilled sat under the willow tree. I still sat on his lap and my face in his neck. It was maybe the afternoon for what I could tell.

"Mathew." I looked up at him.

"Yes M'lady." He kissed my cheek.

"I'm getting kinda tired." I told him.

"Would you like to go rest? Its completely alright if you want to." He asked.

"I want to be I don't think I can." I told him.

"What do you mean my love?"

"I don't think the morning sickness will let me rest." I gave a small chuckle.

"Well how about this." He lift me up and set me on the bench and got up headed inside

It was starting to get colder being November and being a warm day it had a cold breeze.

Getting up I started my way inside  but bumping into Mathew. "Where did you go Mathew."

I looked down to see that he was holding some heavy blankets. "I thought since your morning sickness disappears under the willow tree that I decided that you could rest outside."

"Your so sweet Mathew but it's getting colder and you know that I can't handle the cold."

"Your right I apologize M'lady."

I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his lips. "Its alright darling."

"Let's get you to bed then so you can rest." Mathew said.

"I'm going to be fine Mathew." I kissed him on his cheek again.

"Alright my love. I'll go put these away then make you your afternoon tea before lunch."

"Alright Mathew." As we were inside and about to close the door it started to pour rain again. We closed the door and I looked at him. "We should have a extra battery somewhere in case the power goes out again." I told him.

He nodded. "Alright. I'll find it and get it ready in case."

"Thanks Mathew." Kissing him I walked to find my father.

I walked down starting to feel the cold. I shivered then I felt something being put over my shoulder. It was a black tail coat but it didn't smell like Mathews. I smiled and I looked up to see my dad.

"This should warm you up." He smiled down.

"Daddy." I wrapped my arms around him feeling his warmth.

"Your mother told me that you don't like the cold."

"No I can't handle the cold. I don't know why but my body just shuts down if I get too cold."

"Well lets keep you warm then." He smiled down at me. I yawned slightly and I felt him rub my back a little. "Why don't you so rest angle."

"I-I'm fine daddy." I tried my hardest not to let out any sound. It felt so good him rubbing my back.

"If you say so." He gave a smirk. Another chill went down my spine and through my body making me shiver. My father brought the ends of his tail coat together and buttoned it up. "Go find a blanket alright I'll make sure there a fire going."

He was about to leave when I grabbed his arms "Daddy I have heaters. We'll  just turn them on a little. Turn on the ones like in the hallway, my bedroom, moms and the bedroom that Ciel is in, the servant rooms. The room that are being used alright. And if the power goes out again well then we can make a fire." I told him. He listened and nodded.

"Whatever you like angle." He said and walked off.

I walked up stairs to my room. I turned on the heater. I sat up in my bed and curled in my blankets.

I yawned again. I shivered again and layed down under my covers. I curled up in a ball started to read. My eyes became heavy. I tried to ignore it but so I was fast asleep.

Mathew POV

I walked in Alex room to see her fast asleep with a book next to her. I smiled to myself at how beautiful and adorable she was.

Lunch wasn't ready quite yet but i looked down at her tea. I was worried about her well being and the child in her.

Soon it'll be time to see whats she'll be having. I made the appointment but I know that she'll be afraid to go. Since she's afraid of hospitals.

I sat her tea on her beside table and sat beside her on the bed. Once sitting down she curled beside me and cuddled into my side.

I smiled and wrapped my arm around her. I layed my hand on her stomach rubbing it so the the baby knew that I was there. "Daddy is here." I felt a slight movement like a kick or a hit. I wasn't sure for sure or maybe the baby was moving. My smile got bigger once it happened.

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