To Be Loved

Is it all a dream

Alex POV

Mathew and I were still standing in my art room. He still had his hand on my stomach. I smiled as I leaned against him.

He was so tranced on the baby. I was happy to see him wanting our daughter. I knew that he was going to be a great father.

Though I didn't know if this was his first one or not. I don't mind knowing that he was a demon and he had passed masters. I shook that from my mind.

I watched him. He had started to rub my stomach talking to her. She was going to be his everything I could tell.

He looked at me and pulled his hand away like it was a crime. "My apologies M'lady."

What was he apologizing for? "For what Mathew. You didn't do anything wrong." I told him. I took his hand and placed it back on my stomach. "You just want to feel your daughter move that's all." I smiled.

He didn't say anything just went silent. I pulled my hand away from his and smiled as he kept his hand there.

He smiled at me and kissed my check. "Mathew." I said.

"Mmm." He answered looking at me.

"Is this your first child?" I asked very curious.

I was completely shock when he shook his head yes. "Yes my love. This is my first child." He said. "Yes I slept with plenty of woman and a few time with men but they never wanted children or we used protection. Even during the old times." He said.

I listened to him carefully. I was happy that our daughter was his first child. That meant a lot to me for two reasons.

The first one was that we would be sharing the first child feelings.
Second he wanted his first child to be with me.

I felt joy come over me.

"Something wrong my love." I heard Mathew asked.

I shook my head. "No Mathew I'm just happy."

"Why's that?" He questioned.

I bite my bottom lip. "Cause since this is your first child....well your having her with me. To me I feel rather special."

"And you should. I wouldn't imagine having my first child with anyone else other then you." He said. A blush formed across my face.

"I love you Mathew." I said. I was so happy to be with him, and so happy to be having this bundle of joy. Last every good time comes to an end, and we had to get back to work.

Mathew went back to cleaning the manor even though it was spotless, but Mathew wanted it to be extremely clean for me, And I sadly had to design a new line or something for my company.

I grabbed a sketch book from my sketch book shelf and started my journey. I wasn't in a rush to go to my office, but I soon made it. I walked in and looked at the finished work on my desk.

I sat at my office desk and placed my sketch book on the table. I opened it up to the second page and got a pencil. I sat there for maybe a few minutes. unable to think of anything for the company.

I layed back against my work chair. Not wanting to be there. I wanted to go outside but it was raining.

It had been raining nonstop the last couple of days. Though I was happy when it stopped the day that Mathew propose to me.

I looked at the ring and smiled. I started to play with it. Mathew wanted to marry me. My smile grow. I couldn't believe that it was happening. Or that it was happening to me.

I sat there and I played with my ring. I was so happy. Imagines went through my mind. grabbing my pencil and began to draw, but not anything it was a wedding dress. I sketched very carefully. I sketch lightly then when I got the shape that I wanted I darkened the lines and erased the lines that I didn't want.

I smiled when I got the dress that I was thinking of. I shaded it and was proud of the end. 'That was my dream wedding dress.' I thought

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So here's this weeks chapter of To be Loved. I hoped that you enjoyed. There's more to come.
Til next time
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