To Be Loved

Bath time

Alex POV

After dinner and telling everyone what the gender of the baby was. I headed upstairs with Mathew. We headed in my room and took my bath.

This bath Mathew was in with me. He sat at the end of the bathtub and I sat between his legs. He wrapped his arms around me and I layed my head back.

I couldn't stop thinking about the Christopher demon guy. How can a demon just disappear? Unless he got killed by the demon sword. Does that mean Hannah or Claude killed him?. My mind seemed to wonder.

Mathew cleared his throat getting me out of my literally train of questions and thoughts. "If you have more questions about things my love you can ask them. Just please re frame from biting your beautiful finger nails."

I looked down to see my thumbnail against my teeth. Quickly taking it away from my mouth. I splashed it in the water. Splashing the both of us. Mathew chuckled.

"What is on your mind?" He asked.

"How can a demon just disappear? I mean unless someone else used the demon sword but they would  have to get out of Hannah since she's the demon chief holder thing. Unless there's another demon sword somewhere?" I rumble on.

"Well I do not know if there is another demon sword. The only one I know about is Hannah."

"Mathew it doesn't make any sense. If this demon just disappeared from time then way was he in my dream. I mean am I in danger?"

"Shh...sweetheart everything will be alright. You are not in danger, and before you start worrying. Our daughter is alright. Now please my love try to calm down it is not good for our little girl." He kissed my cheek. 

He was right. Stressing isn't good for the baby and I don't want to hurt her. I started to breathe deeply and layed back down against Mathew. "Your right."

"You are completely safe my love. Claude, your father and I will always keep you safe." I nodded. Still breathing deeply.

Mathew leaned over the side of the tub and light some of my scented candles. He got out to slide the light-which down making it dark so that the only light was the candles. Then got back in. I leaned against him once more.

Mathew made it more calmer and relaxing to help me and it was sweet. "Thank you Mathew."

He kissed my cheek. "Your welcome my love."

A nice hot bath with dim scented candle light. In the arms of the demon that I love. All those made it perfect but yet something with missing. It was silent yes relaxing but it bothered me. I was about to say something when i started to hear silent music. I looked up to see Mathew who reached over the the small table and turned on the radio.

He sat back to how he was and a snuggled back against him.  That soft music made it completely better. It was dead silence that bothered me. I had everything that I could ever ask for. I was bearing a little girl, I was in the arms of my loving butler. I had my mother and found out that my father was Sebastian. I was happy but deep down I still felt empty and I didn't know why.

We layed in the bath for a long while. It was maybe close to midnight maybe even one.

We talked about many things. Little things like upcoming Christmas.  I asked what he wanted but of course he said that he had everything. He of course asked me but I didn't know what I wanted.

"Well the baby is healthy so I can't wish for that." I said.

"I kinda want to go to Paris, France." I told him.

"France. You want to go to France my sweet." I nodded.

I began to get tired leaning against Mathew. The bath was still warm after hours of the two of us being in it.

It was really a nice time with him. We having spent time like this for the longest time.

Just the two of us, alone just acting like a couple other then a mistress and butler. It was nice and I loved it.

Mathew chuckled. "How about we get you to bed my love."

I jointed up. "No no I'm ok...really."

"We can continue this in your bedroom." He wrapped me in a towel and carried me to my bed. He went to the bathroom and got his clothes on. "I'll be back." He left the room and I stayed sitting on my bed and wrapped up in the towel.

A few minutes later he came back in dress in a t-shirt and just pants. He looked adorable.

"Cutey." I smiled.

He blushed and walked over to me. He went to my closet and got one of my night gowns.

He came over to me and started to put it over my head and slide it over my body.

His touch was so calming. I leaned against him and started to drift off. Once he stood up I felt myself beinging to fall but Mathew caught me by wrapping his arm around my waist. I heard him chuckle. "My apologies I should have put you to be sooner."

I yawned. "No I'm happy we spend time together like we were actually a couple. It was nice. I really liked it." I told him.

He layed me on my bed and layed beside me and pulled me close to his body.

"I-i love y-you."

I eventually fell asleep but not until I heard "I love you too"

Niallsgirl
So here's this chapter of 'To be Loved'. I hope that you liked it. I love baths like that and I hope that one day with my lover that i get to do this.
Till next time
XOXO