Book 3: TWO WORLDS: The Beginning of the End (On Going)

Chapter 35

Dec 19, 2015
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"We can't.. you have to stay here Taeyeon" Baekhyun sternly said and Taeyeon shook her head before the tears escaped her eyes making Baekhyun go near her and wipe the tears away.
"Don't cry.." Baekhyun said and Taeyeon cried harder like a child that's been rejected. Baekhyun sighed, he doesn't know what to do.
He wants to give Taeyeon what she wants but at the same tine he's worried about her condition.
"I don't want to stay here in this room until I'm not able to do anything anymore. I want to do anything and everything as much as I can now, Baekhyun my sickness is quickly getting worst I just want to live freely and happily as much as I can.. I want to live the best out of every moment I have.." Taeyeon reasoned out with a tone of desolation. Now how come can she be happy when she's locked up in a room?
"But you know the risks.. you're the one who said that it's quickly getting worst. Why not stay here and get checked?" Baekhyun asked before putting his hand above Taeyeon's but the latter pushed his hands away.
"Even when I get a thousand check ups and stay here for the rest of my life nothing will change.." Taeyeon said before lying down with her back facing Baekhyun.
He just let out a sigh. What is happening to them? Did they do something wrong to be punished like that?
Why Taeyeon?
Why should it be her?
Why?
Wanting her to cool down, Baekhyun went out of her room and took a seat on one of the benches that's infront of the room. He put his hands against his face before letting out a heavy sigh, he felt like crying but there were no tears.
Hearing a soft creak beside him, Baekhyun removed his hands from his face and turned his gaze sidewards only to see Taeyeon's doctor sitting beside him.
"Did you argue?" Boa asked and Baekhyun took a deep breath before leaning his head and back against the wall.
"She wants to go out of here doc.." Baekhyun said and Boa smiled bitterly getting what Baekhyun meant.
"Call me noona.." Boa suddenly said and Baekhyun nodded. "S-Sure noona" Baekhyun said and Boa smiled before giving him a light tap on the shoulder.
"You know.. the patients who undergo this kind of sickness experiences depression and as far as I know Taeyeon hates hospitals. You can take her from here, I will give you my consent but you have to look after her and update me.. always" Boa said and Baekhyun kept mum trying to process everything he heard.
Is he going to take her out?
"B-But she said that it's getting worst.. is there.. is there any other way for her to be cured?" Baekhyun asked and sadly, Boa shook her head.
"It can't change anything.. there's no treatment Baekhyun" Boa said and he felt like tearing up. There's nothing they can do, they just have to prepare themselves for the worst.
"If.. If I take her away from here, do you think she'll be happier?" Baekhyun asked and Boa slowly shook her head.
"I don't know.. only her can make herself happy. Taeyeon's a strong girl and she smiles even when she's finding it hard to do everything knowing that she's sick.. be with her. That will help.." Boa said and Baekhyun nodded. How come Taeyeon suffers like this? What did she do? She didn't even did anything wrong..
"Thank you noona.. I think I already made up my mind.."
Back to Taeyeon..
She felt like nothing, she felt like crap. She knows that it's going to be hard as soon as her sickness gets worst, but she's more afraid of what she'll end up.
Would Baekhyun leave her?
She felt fear when she pictured Baekhyun walking away from her. She felt fear knowing that he would somehow, give up on her as soon as the things will get harder.
The ringing of the phone broke her chain of thoughts. She saw the caller and sighed, she's been rejecting her brother's calls and she knows that he will probably make her go back with him.
"Hey.." Taeyeon said with a cheerful voice. She doesn't want her brother to worry, she doesn't want to still be a burden to him.
"What happened to you? Why are you rejecting my calls?" Jiwoong asked with a worried voice on the other line. Taeyeon bit her lower lip trying to prevent herself from breaking down, the news of her being sick with an uncurable disease still plays on her mind.
It hurts her.
"Sorry.. Boa unnie needs to run some tests for me" Taeyeona said and hshe heard her brother sigh on the other line.
"Taeyeon.. it'a going to be fine. Boa told me ever--"
"Who said I'm not fine? I'm safe and sound you know, you don't have to worry about me" Taeyeon said as she faked a chuckle to make her brother believe that she's alright.
"Taeyeon.."
"If you don't believe me come here now and see me.. I can even give you a concert. Want me to dance? I can dance, want me to sing? I can sing" Taeyeon said with her fake cheerful voice leaving her brother speechless probably buying all her lies.
"Are you sure you're okay?" Jiwoong asked again with his voice full of worries and Taeyeon slowly shook her head as the tears again, for the second time of the day, flowed down on her cheeks.
"I-I'm fine! Haha, how's work?" Taeyeon said and faked a laugh as she wiped the tears away and forced a smile as if he can see her.
"It's fine.. nothing hurts right?" Jiwoong reassured and Taeyeon bit her hand to prevent herself from sobbing. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
How could she feel pain when her knees and her legs are slowly getting stiff and numb?
Could she feel pain when everything she feels are getting bigger and bigger than she can't feel anything anymore?
"No.. nothing hurts" Taeyeon said as she took a deep breath to prevent herself from sobbing hard.
"Hey.. are you alright?" Jiwoong asked again and Taeyeon sighed before she sniffed.
"Yes.. I'll hang up I need to rest! Bye!" Taeyeon ended the call with a cheerful voice but soon her voice cracked and she broke doon.
She put both pf her hands against her face and muffles the sobs she's making. She knows she have to show hee brother and Baekhyun that she's strong so they would worry less about her.
"Hey.."
She heard Baekhyun said so she wiped her tears and smiled. Smiled like nothing is happening, smiled like there's no problem.
"Why are you crying? Is it because of me? Are you still mad?" Baekhyun bombarded her with questions and Taeyeon shook her head before letting a chuckle.
"No.. Jiwoong called he's worried about me and said that he misses me that's why I felt touched and cried. No, I'm not mad at you.. I just felt like having some mood swing so.. yeah.. I'm sorry" Taeyeon said while slowly scratching her nape while giving Baekhyun a smile.
Confused. That's what Baekhyun felt right now, he felt like Taeyeon's masking all the pain right now but he doesn't want to ask her anymore.
"Alright then.. I have something to tell you"
"What is it?"
"Let's runaway.. I'll take you away from here"

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A/N: I felt like doing a hiatus again lol
THIS IS KILLING MEEE~