Book 3: TWO WORLDS: The Beginning of the End (On Going)

BDC Chapter 61

Mar 5, 2016

"We seriously need to do the project now. I've given you several days already" Yoona said as she gathered all the books at the living room table. She and Kai both decided to do the project at her place but it seemed like Kai wasn't interested in doing their report anymore, all he did was stare at her and smile. Of course, she likes that but as much as she does, she knows that they have to pass the report and do it as proper as they can. 

"I seriously hate that professor" Kai muttered under his breath as he slumped himself at the table while lazily staring at the laptop screen. "We'll fail if you don't do this. I'll fail too" Yoona said as she frowned and slowly a smile appeared on Kai's face causing Yoona to furrow her brows and gave him confused look.

"Then let's fail together. That'll be fun! Wait, let me call Baekhyun and tell him not to do it anymore, you call Taeyeon too" Kai said suggestively. "He's doing the project Kai. He and Taeyeon went in an island where a tsunami occured to interview people and probably they're done now" Yoona said and his eyes widened when he heard his girlfriend's statement. 

"He did?!" He asked in disbelief and Yoona sighed as she shook her head before pinching the bridge of her nose. "He did and they're coming back this Sunday, I thought you knew. So, if I were you, I'll do the project now" Yoona said and Kai pouted as he dropped his shoulders.Yoona thought that Kai did that because he doesn't want to do the project but his next words caught her off guard. 

"He didn't took me with him. That scumbag" Kai said as he pouted and clenched both of his fist and Yoona just groaned. She, herself just can't believe that she got a dork as a boyfriend. Moreover, he's worse than her.

"Can you just let your friend do what he wants? He went there because he has the effort to do the project unlike you" Yoona said as she slightly glared at him and Kai pouted even more as he flailed his arms and legs. "But still! I should have had some free time! Alone!" Kai ranted and sulked and Yoona felt a bit hurt by his statement. 

What's the reason why Kai wasn't able to know that Baekhyun went out of town? Oh right, as far as she remembers Kai was too busy sulking about her and Luhan and now he said that he wanted to be alone? What does he really want? Yoona thought. It seems like she's the one at fault why he wasn't able to come with Baekhyun. 

Did Kai really wanted to be alone when she approached him back before they got together? She felt like Kai only dated her just because she's the one who did the offer of them reconciling again. She felt like she just forced him to return back to her and it wasn't out of love anymore, she felt like Kai doesn't want her around any longer and was just afraid to hurt her that's why he stayed and accepted her. 

"Really? Then I'm sorry for ignoring you then suddenly be clingy to you" Yoona said curtly and Kai furrowed his brows and slowly his statement sand inside his mind. Of course, Yoona would be hurt, he just said that he wanted to be alone and it's only a few days since they started dating.

"Y-Yoona" Kai called but at the same time, Yoona's phone rang so she turned away from him and answered the call. Kai just frowned, he knew that Yoona's mad at him now. After a minute or two, Yoona turned and Kai opened his mouth to talk to her but before he can, Yoona already dropped herself on the floor.

She started typing the report on her laptop without even sparing Kai a glance. Letting out a deep breath, Kai pinched the bridge of his nose and shook his head in disappointment. Thinking about a way to make it up to her, Kai stood up and sat behind her and hugged her from the back, resting his head on her shoulder, Kai hugged Yoona tight. "I'm sorry" Kai said and Yoona kept mum as she continued to do their report. Letting out a sigh, Kai moved closer and kissed her temple."Hey.. are you going to keep ignoring me?" Kai asked and still the silence answered him. Letting go, Kai moved away and packed his things instead, after doing so, he looked at Yoona again

"I'll do the video for the project. Sleep early and eat dinner" Kai said halfheartedly and Yoona didn't say anything as she continued being busy with the laptop. "I'm sorry" Kai said as he leaned in and kissed Yoona's cheek, going out of the door, Kai looked back at her one last time before letting out a sigh, as much as he hates to sleep this night without her being mad at him and without them arguing, Kai knew that he can't force her to forgive him easily, after all, what he said is hurtful. 

On the other hand. As soon as Kai went out of the door, Yoona put both of her hands against hew face and breathed a few deep breaths while trying to prevent herself from crying. She hated how she overreacted but her mind seemed to be opposing her guilty heart, she knew that it was normal for her to be hurt but she still felt guilty.

Shaking her head and battling her thoughts aside. Yoona reached her phone out and dialled Kai's number, just one ring and he picked up. "Hey.. you need something?" He asked with his voice full of care and worry and it took a full minute for Yoona to answer him but he never hang up.

"I-I'm sorry" Yoona said as she bursted into tears and suddenly heard the door creaked open and there was Kai walking towards her, ending the call, Kai walked near to her and sat beside her as he hugged her tight. "Shh, it's my fault. It's my fault. Stop crying now" Kai said with a soothing voice as he hugged her closer and Yoona on the other hand buried her face on his shoulder as she continued to cry. Seeing her like this made Kai feel guilty too. "I'm sorry" Yoona said and Kai kissed her head and said soothing words to her in hopes of stopping her from crying already.

"Shh.. it hurts me seeing you like this. It's not your fault alright? I'm sorry for making you cry. I really am" Kai said sincerely and Yoona looked up. As their eyes met, Kai sighed heavily as he wiped her tears away. "Stop crying now alright?" Kai asked gently and just like a little kid being forgiven, Yoona nodded her head as she hugged him back tightly. 

"Stop crying now.. let's just forget about it" Kai said as he ran his hands through her hair and kissed her forehead and Yoona nodded her head as she closed her eyes and let her sobs decrease. "Can you not leave me if this happens again?" Yoona asked making Kai pull away from her while looking at her in surprise.

"W-Why?" Kai asked and Yoona looked down. "I might not be able to take it. I don't like what happened to us today.. I don't know that getting mad at someone you love can be more painful than anything else.. I just don't want this to happen but if it ever does--" 

"--Then I won't leave you. I've waited long enough to have you Yoona, and I won't let go of you. I'll love with with all that I am.. no less" Kai said with an assuring smile and Yoona bit her lower lip as she nodded her head.

"So don't be afraid of losing me... because I can't bear to lose you too"

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