Book 3: TWO WORLDS: The Beginning of the End (On Going)

BDC Chapter 56

Feb 27, 2016

"What have you done Taeyeon. What have you done?" Taeyeon whispered to herself as she walked down trying to forget everything that had happened a few moments ago. She sighed before shaking her head, looking down on her hand, Taeyeon saw the cosmos Baekhyun picked for her earlier.

Closing her eyes and groaning again, Taeyeon continued to walk.

"Taeyeon"

A familiar voice called her making her stop. Holding her breath, Taeyeon felt frozen on her place, she wanted to walk away from him but it seems like her whole being doesn't want to. It was only her brain that wanted to walk away but everything that was there left on her being doesn't anymore.

"Stop running away please" Baekhyun said or more like pleaded and Taeyeon breathed in guiltily. "I'm sorry but can't we just forget everything that had happened earlier? It was all a mistake Baekhyun, it was all a mistake that we should never try to do again" Taeyeon said remorsely not knowing that her words are hurting his heart already.

"So you mean what we're about to do back there was wrong?" Baekhyun asked painfully and Taeyeon looked down before nodding her head still afraid to admit the fact that she's not confused about what she feels for him anymore. She's not confused but she's afraid.

She's afraid to get hurt.

"It was wrong" Taeyeon said while looking away and Baekhyun took a deep breath.

"Tell me what's wrong with it then" Baekhyun dared and Taeyeon sighed before shaking her head. "It was just wrong.. It's wrong" Taeyeon repeated as she walked away and Baekhyun held her wrist pulling her back to him. With the sudden forced, Taeyeon stumbled back to him and Baekhyun hugged her tight not wanting to let her go.

"Then what if it felt so right to me? What would you do?" Baekhyun asked and Taeyeon tensed up. "I.. it's wrong" Taeyeon said before trying to push him away but that only made Baekhyun hug her more as he buried his face on her shoulder inhaling her addicting scent.

"It's not wrong.. especially if I like you" Baekhyun said as he let go of her and looked straight into her eyes. Running his hand down on her arm, Baekhyun held both of Taeyeon's hand while still looking straight into her eyes that are giving him a confused look.

"Baekhyun.."

"I like you Taeyeon.. no.. I love you and I won't regret anything as long as it's about you. You may not be having those same feelings as mine but let me teach you how to love me too, it may sound crazy.. I don't know when I started liking you but I just don't want you to see with anyone else other than me. I can't picture myself without you anymore" Baekhyun said sincerely and Taeyeon stared at him with her eyes portraying nothing.

No emotions at all.

It was blank and it was her defense mechanism.

She knows that she can't let him see what she really feels inside or else she'll be the one who will end up hurt.

"Baekhyun.."

"Taeyeon I love you.. and it... it will be alright if you don't feel the same. I can wait" Baekhyun said he let go of her hand and turned to walk away. He walked with a heavy heart on, he felt like he wanted to cry but there were no tears coming out, midstep, Baekhyun stopped as he felt something warm wrapping around his body from the back and let out a deep breath.

"Can you.. can you give me some time? I don't want to get hurt nor I want you to get hurt too" Taeyeon said from the back and Baekhyun smiled before removing her arms around his body and turning around to face her. Smiling, Baekhyun nodded before taking both of her hands in his.

"I told you that I can wait right? Even if it's forever" Baekhyun said and Taeyeon smiled before reaching out on his cheek and patting it gently. "I'm not going to make you wait that long" Taeyeon said and Baekhyun chuckled before nodding his head but slowly his smile disappeared as soon as he remembered something.

"Taeyeon?" Baekhyun called and Taeyeon hummed as an answer. "What is it?" Taeyeon asked before retreating her hand back but Baekhyun held it in place with his other hand still holding hers too. "You don't like Kangta hyung right?" Baekhyun asked with his voice sounding a bit insecure and Taeyeon furrowed her brows before chuckling causing Baekhyun to furrow his brows an frown even more.

"You don't like him right?" Baekhyun asked again and Taeyeon took a deep breath before shaking her head and smiling again. "I don't.. what are you afraid of?" Taeyeon asked and Baekhyun frowned again before looking down and shaking his head.

"I'm afraid that I might lose you to him" Baekhyun said with a worried tone and Taeyeon smiled before patting his cheeks with both of her hands.

"You won't" Taeyeon said with a smile but the frown on his face was still there. Noticing this, the smile on Taeyeon's face vanished as she gave him a worried look.

"I'm still afraid" Baekhyun said and Taeyeon weakly smiled. "I assure you.. don't you trust me?" Taeyeon asked and Baekhuyn sighed before shaking his head.

"No.. it's not like that.I trust you" Baekhyun said and Taeyeon smiled before nodding her head.

"Listen.. I can assure you some things starting from this day on and that includes that you shouldn't be afraid about losing me to any other guy. I gave my word to you already that I'll think about this, about your confession so you don't have to be afraid of anything anymore. You won't lose me and I can assure you that" Taeyeon said with a smile and Baekhyun smiled a little before shaking his head.

"Why can't you just be my girlfriend now" Baekhyun said as he pouted and Taeyeon chuckled.

"As what I've said I need time.. that's all I'm asking" Taeyeon said before removing both of her hands from his cheeks.

"Then what should I do to make you say yes to me sooner?" Baekhyun asked and Taeyeon shook her head as she walked away.

"Figure it out yourself"

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A/N: URGH! I think it's lame ><

*cries* I don't know what to do anymore -_-