Book 3: TWO WORLDS: The Beginning of the End (On Going)

BDC Chapter 79

Mar 29, 2016

"I don't know.." Taeyeon said as she stepped away from the window and looked at Yoona with her troubled eyes. Letting out a sigh, Yoona reached out for Taeyeon's shoulder and patted it a little before giving her a small smile. "I really want to stop you and not let you see him anymore.. you know.. but I know that I don't have the right to. Besides, it's your choice and it's between you and him" Yoona said as she shrugged her shoulders a little and Taeyeon sighed.

She's troubled, she's bothered.

She doesn't know what to do, she wanted Yoona to make the choice for her but the latter's right. It's between her and Baekhyun now and as much as Yoona wanted to fulfill her promise to not let Baekhyun see her anymore, Taeyeon knows that Yoona doesn't just want to meddle in her life and she understands that.

"I can't see him that way. Sorry Yoong but I can't bear to see.. a friend.. being in burden because of me" Taeyeon said guiltily and Yoona smiled a little before nodding her head. "I know.. you're Taeyeon after all. The good hearted lady that never gets mad at everyone no matter how they hurt her" Yoona said with a smile and Taeyeon smiled weakly.

"But.. I assure.. this means nothing. I'm just going to help him" Taeyeon said and Yoona chuckled a little. "Don't need to give me explanations anymore. It's your life, it's your own decision" Yoona said and Taeyeon nodded her head. "I'll just go inside your room and sleep. I don't think I can last another hour with boredom" Yoona said and Taeyeon nodded her head. Watching Yoona went inside the room, Taeyeon walked towards the door and helde on to the knob but then stopped when she heard her inner self calling out to her.

He doesn't deserve your attention anymore, her innerself sounded.

Closing her eyes, Taeyeon pressed her temple as she slowly removed her hand from the knob and stumbled a few step backwards. Walking towards the couch, Taeyeon dropped herself as she stared at the celing and shut her eyes tight while having a battle with her innerself and unconciously forgetting about something that she originally planned to do.

On the other hand..

Baekhyun felt himself giving up already, staring at his bleeding knuckles, Baekhyun clenched his fist even more as he kneeled on the cold pavement witha firm decision on his mind. He's going to do everything to prove Taeyeon that he's guilty and that he's wrong. He's going to prove her that he really loves her.

Closing his eyes, Baekhyun stayed there letting the raindrops fall over his head.

Not feeling the raindrops anymore, Baekhyun opened his eyes and looked up to see whatever's blocking him from the rain. Kneeling there in shock, he found no words to say as he stared at the person standing beside him while holding an umbrella over his head.

"You might get sick you know.. maybe you should go home" The person said coldly and Baekhyun swore that the voice he heard surely didn't come from the person he loves anymore. The person he loves has this warm voice that always make him melt, the person he loves doesn't stare at him the way this person looks at him now. She looks at him with eyes full of love, not with the eyes completely lacking of emotions.

"Get up now.. head home" The person said and Baekhyun looked down and shook his head.

"I won't leave here.. not until you forgive me" Baekhyun said and heard her sigh. Yes, it was Taeyeon and she's asking him to go home but seeing how stubborn he is right at that moment, Taeyeon knew she can't do anything anymore.

"I just can't easily do that. I'm not mad either.. I'm hurt" Taeyeon said and Baekhyun clenched his fist. Now, he's starting to hate himself even more. "I know.. I'm a jerk. But I just want to be forgiven" Baekhyun said as he tried his best to prevent his tears from spilling out. No, he doesn't want to gain her forgiveness just because he cried and Taeyeon felt pity of him, he wanted to gain her forgiveness because he did what's right and made up for the mistake he has done.

"Look.. I can't. Not now but could you please stand up and help yourself? I can't do anything for you anymore so please.. just please listen to me and get up" Taeyeon stated and slowly Baekhyun stood up as he stumbled a bit feeling that he's nearly losing all the energy left.

"Come with me" Taeyeon said as she hesitantly took Baekhyun's hand and dragged him inside the apartment. Arriving at her place, Taeyeon went straight to her room and motioned Baekhyun to sit on the couch. Going out again, Taeyeon handed him the coat he gave to her before and a towel before she left. "I'll go get you something warm to drink just wait" Taeyeon said and Baekhyun sighed as he held on the coat.

Returning back to the living room, Taeyeon handed him a cup of hot chocolate before sitting in a chair across him. "I'm sorry" Baekhyun started and Taeyeon sighed as she shook her head. "Just leave after you're finished.." Taeyeon answered coldly as she stood and up and made her way to the kitchen leaving Baekhyun alone.

Letting out a tired sigh, Baekhyun stood up as stared at the coat. "Take it" He heard Taeyeon's voice. Looking where it came from, Baekhyun saw Taeyeon standing at the door frame of the kitchen. "I.." Baekhyun said trying to find the right words to say.

"Just take it" Taeyeon said coldly causing Baekhyun to withdraw and nod his head.

"I'm leaving now" Baekhyun said and Taeyeon nodded her head and walked him towards the door. Turning the knob, Taeyeon opened the door and Baekhyun came out before standing right infront of it while lookingat him with his eyes full of guilt.

Letting out a sigh, Taeyeon held the knob tighter as she closed the door right infrot of him who's still standing infront of her. Leaning her back against the door, Taeyeon cried and wasn't able to control the sobs that are making it hard for her to breathe. Baekhyun on the other hand stood still infront of the door as he reached out for the door and lightly touched it with his fingers as tears rolled down his face, he cried when he heard the sobs on the other side and it pained him.

Clenching his fist, Baekhyun looked down as he covered his eyes with his arm with the other touching the door.

"I'm sorry.. I really am"

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A/N: I can't explain what I feel. Srsly.

I hate that feeling when you're so happy and giddy and all and something pisses you off. Urgh.. just.. I can't explain. I can't continue this anymore can anybody tell me what to do? Cause seriously I feel like giving up already, I feel hopeless.

URGH. the drama -_-