It's a love/hate Relationship (sequel) After Amnesia

34. Goodbye Luke, Hello Stranger

Mickey's P.O.V

I was done taking my shower, fully dressed I was doing my hair as I finished up getting ready to go buy some stuff for the dorm needed. I slowly open the door when I hear voices. Caitlyn and Luke were taking, I'm glad She has Luke to talk to since I'm pretty sure Rider right now isn't a good option and Luke knows about these kinds of things. But I wasn't sure if I liked what Luke was saying. He sounded disappointed and dull.
"-Eventually we all have to face the reality of Love."
"Which is?"
"No matter how much you think their the one..sometimes their not. Their just the experience preparing you for it."
What...does Luke not love me? Am I just his training? Oh I see! I start hanging out with other people a little and he stops loosing interest. Sure be he could hang out with Savanna! No! Is he joking right now? Why would he say something like that! It felt like a dagger to my stomach as the tears fell down my face. I walk out of the bathroom catching his attention as his expression drops. Obviously he knew I heard everything- if he didn't mean it towards me he wouldn't of looked so scared. I run out of the dorm Ignoring him screaming my name. I'm running down the dorm street when his voice gets louder and louder- suddenly an arm forces me to turn around.
"Where the hell are you going!"
"Out....sound familiar?"
"Okay Stop! You know I didn't mean it"
"Funny! I've said that a million times and I'm starting to understand why you never believed me"
"Mickey I meant that as advice to C!"
"Yeah! I know advice about how I'm slowly leaving you to be with Kaleb? Well your wrong Bc I value our relationship! But hey, good to know you thought we weren't gonna last.. I'm just preparing you for your next Slut!"
"STOP! Why are you making this such a big deal! I wasn't even talking about you."
"Than admit it! You haven't even once considered breaking up with me since we came here!" He stayed silent.
"That's what I thought.."
"You know what Mickey.. I have! Because we never talk and all you do is walk around with Kaleb. And I'm the one who tried fixing things you didn't even make an effort!"
"Because there was noting to fix!"
"Me! You needed to fix me! I was becoming a jealous freak and all I needed to hear was that you love me and I was always the one to remind you that you did!"
"Right..fill your ears with I love you's so you can prepare for future people"
"OH MY GOD! Did I say that! No! You always ducking reverse what I say! I'm tired of it!"
"Apparently your tired of a lot of things! Guess what Luke I'm tired of fighting with you or about you. Because according to you I waiting my time thinking were going to last when lately all you've some is be with Savanna!"
"THIS ISNT ABOUT SAVANNA OR KALEB MICHELLE ITS ABOUT YOU AND ME! "
"If that even exists in the future"
"Okay you know what I'm done..I'm exhausted! These months have been tiring! All you do is get mad at me- you over react about everything. SO YES! I look at you and I love you..but not the you you are now..you've changed"
"So you admit you were doubting us"
"No..I wasn't. But looking at the way you've been acting I'm starting to realize that maybe I should have. You ruin everything! We just fixed things..but I say one thing and that gets shot to hell. Why? I shouldn't have to watch what I say around you"
"Neither should I but I've caught myself doing that a lot lately"
"You know something I noticed you and Harry have in common?"
"What.."
"When it comes to relationships, you both only cared about yourselves"
"Are you serious? I LITERALY gave my  life to you on a SILVER FUCKING PLATTER LUKE!"
"Name one time you've been there for me!"
"EASY! The day we became best friends! The time you thought you didn't get accepted to AAAP-"
"I mean recently!"
"Recently you've been doubting our relationship! You dint think that hurts"
"Whatever Mickey I'm done fighting with you!"
"You know what Luke I truly believe we were gonna last forever. You said you wanted it to be me for the rest if your life..so what happened? What did I do wrong! Where did I mess up! Bc yes I could be annoying at times and he's I get wallis or over react! But I bet by tomorrow I would've come back knowing I overreacted and let you explain...something Harry didn't do. So that's where your wrong Luke!"
"Well what the hell do you want me to do! Listen to us Mickey! Were fighting! Again! And I'm so Over it! It's getting old! And you know what so are we!"
"What's that supposed to mean"
"This isn't a relationship anymore! It's a catastrophe! Our good times are not worth all the shitty times you've created Michelle!"
"Why are you blaming everything on me! Can you tell me what I did to deserve all this! What is making you want to leave me so terribly!" He shook his head backing away slowly.
"You are" I could literally feel my heart ripping apart into two at that moment.
"Luke..we love each other so much. This fucking morning at least I thought we did..I learned other wise. I'm aloud to be upset for the night okay! Don't throw everything we've been through away because of that!"
"I don't feel like having this conversation anymore..I'm over it. We aren't the same anymore. You aren't the girl I fell I love with..." I didn't care anymore, I let the waterfall flood gates open as the tears steamed down my face.
"Yes I am! Nothing's changed Luke! It's been two years don't take those memories away from me like this!"
"You know what..now that I'm looking at you clearly I realize just how much we've drifted since we came here"
"Luke...look at me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me anymore and that will be the most shocking thing I've ever heard in my entire 21 years in this planet. 2 years Luke..2 years worth of memories- we can get through this it's just another petty fight right! You don't mean any of this!"
"I do mean itMichelle..I do. You've been hurting me so much"
"Why didn't you just tell me! We could all thing out just tell me what's been going in! You told savanna but not me! It's Mickey and Lucas..Lucas and Mickey! Don't do this to me. Don't leave me like this!"
"Well it's easier to tell Savanna than you- everything is harder with you now" tears were streaming down his face now and I wanted to wipe them away but every step I took he took back.
"Please don't do this to me"
"I'm sorry Michelle but....I'm not sure if I love you anymore"
"Why would you say that..you don't mean it. You don mean any of this! I. Fact this is all a big miss understanding ! Or a nightmare! It's not real..you would never say that to me"
"Well that's the whole Reality if love..but clearly you've already heard that now haven't you"
"Luke.....but I love you. So much, I know you love me too"
"You were always so conceited.."
"Stop it! Why are you acting like such a stranger suddenly!"
"Because what you've become to me, and it took this to make me realize it"
I drop down at his feet refusing to look at him any longer. 15 minutes..that's all it took for my whole world to change.
"Luke..please don't leave me.
I LOVE YOU! YOU KNOW THAT!" He simply brought me up to meet his gaze.
"Well guess what Michelle..I don't." With that said he brushed me off and walked away. It's like a switch went off inside him he just completely changed his entire person In an instant. It was like a spell- it doesn't feel real. It all is happening to quick for me to handle. I don't even know what I did that was so terrible to make him hate me so much! Out if no where he drops this bomb on me saying that I've wen hurting him- so badly that he's becoming a different person and I didn't even have time to realize how quickly I'm lost him.
"LUKE COME BACK HERE!"
He kept walkimg.
"LUKE IF YOU LEAVE NOW WE ARE OVER!" He stopped, turning around and facing me he said.

"We've been over for a while now, I just happened to realize it a little late"