41. Living with the Devil

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Caitlyn's P.O.V

I woke up, next him, in my arms. I truly didn't think I would get to experience such a feeling again. But here we are..it was like a extended nightmare or vacation. But that's just how we are, our relationship was based on a fight, it's inevitable but beautiful. It's been two days since the guys have tried to find Mickey, yesterday Luke went out and didn't come home till two hours ago with a hangover. If it weren't for Harry and I getting back together I do t know how I would handle all of this. My favorite people becoming the worst versions of themselves..Harry and I were sitting in the couch, hand in hand, waiting to see if the guys came home. Like was sitting across from us on the floor not caring if she appeared or not.
Suddenly my text message tone went off.

From: Nini🍌
We found her...you might wanna prepare a shower, first aid kit and a hella good amount of patience and strength. It's bad C, really really bad..don't know what to do.
"Do you think it's really that bad"
"Hazza, she's been missing for two days"
"Hazza...I missed that" he smiled.
"Whoa whoa..did you two get back together?"
"Luke..you were the one to help"
"Oh right, yesterday was kinda a blur"
"Seriously lie of the booze"
"Nah man, it makes me feel better."
"Do you even care that she was missing?"
"No not really, better for me. She's not a constant reminder of my mistakes"
"Watch it Hemmings, that's my Michelle your talking about" Harry scoffed as he started pacing. Soon enough we heard the car pull up outside. We could see her fighting them to get out of the car. From the widow I saw Ashton throw her out of the car on to the floor and start yelling at her as she screamed at him to fuck off. God, sadly to say but I don't think I wanna see her right now. Not like this.
"Is that her?"
"Yup..."
"Oh no" Ashton bursts through the door angrily.
"There, I found her. Bitch is pissing me off and it hasn't even been an hour"
"Join the party!"
"Shut up Luke this is your fault"
"God you should've seen the trouble to get her out of the house. I almost lost an eye!" Michael sat down in the couch.
"Why are you two holding hands?"
"Long story..no time to tell it"
"Good, It was probably gonna be boring AF anyways" Mickey said stomping in.
"I don't wanna be here"
"Trust me we know..but we want you here with us because we love you"
"Whatever, your all just liars" she scoffed walking over to her room.
"Hey Mickey! Come here!" It was weird, as if Harry had this spell over her that controlled her oddly.
"What H"
"Can we talk"
"Ugh fine!" He dragged her over to our room where he shut the door.
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Harry's P.O.V

"What the hell is wrong with you"
"Nothing! Isn't this what you told me to do! Fake a smile! I'm doing perfectly fine on my own!"
"You don't look fine, your eyes are bloodshot, your nose and lips are bleeding, and it's obvious that you miss him clearly based on the fact that you rage EVERYTIME your near him love. Maybe you should just talk to them"
"Please don't, I don't wanna talk to any of them right now.."
"Why? What did they do to you"
"Nothing H, I love them...but I can't be weak anymore. Not with him around- and if that means hurting the people I love then fuck it, maybe they'll feel a fraction of what I've felt my whole life"
"Mickey.."
"And it's what he did to me. He's a monster, he doesn't are about anyone but himself and he'll completely destroy another human being if it means his happiness is fuffilled. But Hey he's happy isn't he? Maybe that's what I need to do, stop caring"
"Mickey, he isn't happy. He's just too drunk to feel any emotion right now"
She just looked at me with a brink expression as she looked down.
"He's drinking..out of heart break"
"That never ends well- you guys need to fix things Mickey your both depressed enraged psychopaths without each other"
"Well I don't want to, I'm glad he's suffering. I wanna be there when he completely collapsed like I have. Maybe  then I can get a sentence out of my mouth wanting to rip him apart"
"M..this isn't you. Stop being so angry and just let yourself be sad, were all here for you"
"Well I don't want you to, I want you all to just leave me alone." And with that she stormed out of the room. I ran out but I was too late, she was already gone.
"Harry what happened"
"She's so messed up right now"
"Is she as messed up as him.." Michael said painting over to Luke in his room, passed out surrounded by bottles of alcohol.
"I don't know- I mean when we were apart it was really bad but..it never got to this. "
"What do we do?"
"I think we just need to give them time"
"But I want my Mickey back, I can't stand seeing her like this he's a different person"
"Well according to Luke she's been a different person for a while now. It's the whole resin all of this started"
"Could you imagine the four of you broken up still? What a wreck"
"That would suck for me" I said grabbing her hand and kissing it.
Low grunts came from the room as Luke wobbled out.
"Hey..Erm"
"You look busted..take a shower"
"AH! STOP TALKING SO LOUD!" He said angrily running his fingers through his hair. Ashton went over and guided Luke towards the shower as Luke would hit him away violently.
I didn't think it was possible but things are even worse than yesterday-but I'm glad I have my Harry to help me along the way of fixing two in fixable idiots.

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