It's a love/hate Relationship (sequel) After Amnesia

100. Holes

Mickeys P.O.V

"Knock knock...can we come in?"
"Yeah but he fell asleep" we all walk in an I honestly don't have the energy to cry anymore. I see my best friend laying in a hospital bed, a huge bandage covering his stomach. My other best friend covered in dry blood tainting her skin, my friends all surrounded in sadness at the sight...and my poor heartbroken boyfriend who I fear never once in life will forgive himself.

"Is he okay?" I say trying to be strong.
"He's perfectly fine, he will be doing his homework from him bed for a month and I know he's gonna take advantage of the fact that I'm basically his servant for the time being but...he's okay-so it's worth it." She smile looking at their hands intertwined.

"I really thought we'd lost him.." Ashton said sighing in relief.

"I thought we'd lost everything..I mean Caitlyn when you saw Harry drop to the floor just by the look in your face I though you were gonna shoot yourself"

"Well Mikey I almost did..but we don't need a third suicide mission now do we?" She chuckled.

"I'm just glad everything is gonna be alright, you know all this drama is over" I smiled.

"Mickey are you sure your okay? I mean with everything that's been going on you haven't said anything"

"I mean what happened happened, I guess it just wasn't meant to be now" I half smiled. To be honest,... Part of me was just a little excited to have the baby but..seeing how it all turned out I'm glad I didn't.

"And never again are we trying to prank Luke haha" I grinned.

"Luke?" I look over to Luke who is red in the face, tears are racing down his cheeks as he just stared at Harry in horror. I see in the corner of my eye him start to lightly scratch in the cuts he made earlier. Caitlyn noticing his pain, gets up to console him.

"It's okay Luke it wasn't your-"

"I'm sorry I need to go" he chokes as he storms out of the room.

"I'm sorry C but I have to-"

"It's fine, go" she smiles. I sadly place a kiss on my H's forehead. I'm so happy everything is gonna be okay..as for Luke I'm not so sure.
I run out of the room and into the main lobby, no sign of Luke. You don't think he'd try again right? Naturally I began to worry like hell.

"Excuse me have you seen an upset tall blonde?"

"Ma'am I've seen them all day" the lady sassed me.

"I mean like just two seconds ago!" I said beginning to get irritated.

"Last I saw he was out the door." I gave her a nod of appreciation as I ran outside. There he was, sitting under a tree with his head buried in his knees.

"Luke..." I sighed, walking over to sit next to him. As I stood I front of him I could feel his pain from just looking at him.

"I could've killed him" he whispered.

"But you didn't" I said sitting next to him.

"Mickey there's a whole in his stomach, I put it there!" He yelled.

"I literally destroy everything I touch...I hurt my best friend. Harry is the only person who stuck by me even though I was a pain in the ass he never left my side. He was my first real friend....and I almost killed him"

"And I know Caitlyn secretly hates me now...and so do you. Everyone does, and I deserve it!"

"Stop it Luke! You don't, and nobody hates you. We all love you so much, and I know Harry forgives you. But do you forgive you?" I took his hand in mine.

"I'm sorry about the baby.."

"It'll be okay-"

"No stop lying to me, I know deep down your hurting."

"Yes Luke your right. Deep down I'm seriously hurting..I'm hurting because you don't let yourself be happy, you don't forgive yourself." He lied in my lap just crying and crying. Finally he got back up and engulfed me in a hug.

"Without you, I wouldn't know what it's like to be a man" he said kissing my forehead.

"Are you ready to talk to him" he took a big deep breath.

"I'm ready to try.." He half smiled.

"Okay baby, let's go-"

"Wait" he tugged my arm, pulling me in closely as he cupped my face.

"I just want you to know that I love you. And in the future there is nothing that will make me happier than knowing your the mother of my child."

"Luke-"

"I love you, and if I don't say it enough I'll say it again, I love you Mitchie" he said kissing my lips.

"Okay..now I'm ready-"

"Wait" I said pulling him back and cupping his face.

"I love you too..and nobody would make a better father to my child"