It's a love/hate Relationship (sequel) After Amnesia

27. I'm Done Caring

Harry's P.O.V

The look on Caitlyn's face was heart breaking. She resembled a shattered mirror, her skin drained of all color as her green-blue eyes faded to a light gray-  her face a look of horror and despair. The part of me that..knew I over reacted and should've given Caitlyn a chance to explain herself..wanted to run up to her and kiss the life back into her empty body- but the part of me that was hurt, angry and betrayed was glad. It was good to see her suffer, feel even a fraction of what I felt. The part of me that still cared..was nothing compared to the part of me that didn't give a damn about her. . . And nadine is just an escape from it all, we'll go on a few dates and see where it goes. Before anything I needed to talk to someone about all this- so I went in to Mickey's room taking the chance that she just so happened to by herself for the first time   All week. I walk in her room as she shoots me down with her eyes, I closed the door behind me and sat down in the bed I'm front of her.
"Why"
"Because I was..am mad"
"That's no reason to punish her like that, you know nothing happened!"
"For Gods same Mickey I came to talk to you not get yelled at" she rolled her eye as she breathed out.
"Harry...for the longest time you've been insanely in love with her- you can't possibly forget that in one instant we all know you still care it's not physically possible to just stop."
"Well then hey! I'm the first to make that possible"
"Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't still love her?" She stared into my soul- of course I still cared about her but I wasn't going to admit that. She doesn't deserve for me to admit that she's a liar and cheater and deserves everything coming her way.
"I don't love her anymore"
"You don't mean that"
"Oh I do, that girl is dead to me I don't want anything to do with her. Me and her are over" she frowned looking down as she twiddled we thumbs.
"I get that..but that doesn't mean you have to be so cruel with her.." I knew that, but I still didn't care enough.
"I have every right to be cruel with her, I'm going to make her suffer until it's crystal clear that I don't want her in my life anymore" Mickey stared at with a sick amazement type if look, as if she were looking my for my true emotion.
"Wow H..I've never seen you like this"
"Like what?"
"Hateful.....you were always the guy that felt bad when bad things happened to others..the gentlemen..now your just heart broken- so I forgive you for everything you've done to C, but I don't expect things to go any other way"
"Mickey..she really hurt me. And I wanna make her suffer" that was half true, because I did want to make her suffer- but when I did it made me feel bad....but not as much anymore.
"And if you don't mind- I have a date"
"What.."
"So I should get going-"
"Harry tell me your fucking around? A date! You just broke up!"
"Exactly! Which means I'm freshly single and ready to mingle." Before she could interrupt me I left the room as Luke was coming in. I walk by Caitlyn's room- she's still frozen in the spot I left her in, still pale and lifeless, still don't care. I walk out of the dorm as I  go venture into the single life.