30. Bad Bitch

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Caitlyn's P.O.V

We spent the rest of the day on the roof, talking about everything and just being together, and I truly feel ready to face life and face him. Ready to face him as not my boyfriend, not my Friend, but a random dorm mate. It was around 8pm when we walked back. Mickey went to her room because she was suffering 'major Luke's Withdrawl'.
Michael and the guys were out buying groceries which left just me and him. I finally have the courage to enter my room and it looks the same, feels the same..it just isn't the same. He practically proclaimed his hatred for me on our own bed..and I had no choice but to be okay with it. As I entered the room Harry looked at with a shocked expression.
"Whoa! You look different.."
"Yeah it's called a shower and food, and soaking in the light that is Mickey all day" I could tell he resisted laughing because I was being adorable. For a second it felt like us again- but it wasn't   At all, his expression was much duller.
"Well glad to know your not dragging in your own depression anymore" he chuckled. Rudely.
"Yeah, I realized you weren't worth the time I was wasting"
"See there it is! You know what I'm not gonna miss? Your bitchy attitude. You were such a bitch sometimes being all sassy at everything, it got annoying"
"Oh because all your stupid habits weren't? Oh look at me I'm Harold, let me use the bathroom and not flush to annoy Caitlyn, meeeerrrrpp!"
"Please! Oh I'm Caitlyn let me me be all my fucking makeup on the counter sink so that Harry can't fucking brush his teeth because all my SHIT is in the way" now that I had the energy and confidence for comebacks- I was in.
"Oh I'm Harry! Let me brush my hair and leave hair all over the damn carpet!"
"Oh I'm Caitlyn, I'm gonna leave empty Nutella cans all over the fucking room!"
"Oh I'm Harry let me throw all my clothes randomly in the closet to PISS OFF Caitlyn!"
"Oh I'm Caitlyn! Let me nag Harry about every little fucking detail in life because I'm annoying as Hell!"
"Oh I'm Harry! Let me loose shit everywhere and annoy Caitlyn to find it CONSTANTLY!"
"Oh I'm Caitlyn! Let me be a bitch and guys other guys whole being in a relationship!" Ouch.
"Oh I'm Harry! Let me break up with the girl I lied to saying I love her for two years and two fucking days later bring a random SLUT over and Have sex with her all over what was OUR bed and whenever I see Caitlyn falling apart bit give a damn because I'm a jack ass like that! And them let me CONSTANTLY remind her what a whore and bitch she is even though she already knows that, even though she can love perfectly fine without me because she has people in her life that actually CARE ABOUT HER!" He wouldn't dare speak, he just sat there In silence staring at the ground.
"Yeah...yeah that's what I thought." I said going to the bathroom I change. I felt good, I felt confident, I felt the fucking female empowerment. And I was going to sleep in that bed with him tonight and from now on- I'm gonna make him realize the sexy bad bitch he let go off. I'm gonna make him realize the treasure she lost, regret everything.

Missed me missed me, he gonna wanna kiss me...

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