It's a love/hate Relationship (sequel) After Amnesia

40. Breathe

Caitlyn's P.O.V

I couldn't stop him, he was drunk and angry. He wobbled over to Savanna's dorm to do God knows what. The guys left to find Mickey, and I was just sitting here on the couch thinking what the hell is happening around here. Suddenly Harry walks back into the dorm.
"Where is everyone"
"I don't know..I don't care" I sigh out.
He sits down distantly next to me.
"Everything is so fucked up it's like I have nobody left."
"Tell me about it"
"I mean Luke is just an angry idiot, Mickey is a broken rage box, Ashton and the guys aren't around enough, you hate me for something I did me even do..I'm all alone now."
"Where Rider now huh?"
"We aren't talking right now"
"Right...serves you right"
"Okay Harry! What do you want from me! Do you want me to get down on one knee and beg for forgiveness! Okay I'm sorry Rider and I kissed! I'm sorry I hurt you! And I'm sorry I let everything go to far okay! I'm sorry! But I don't deserve to be left alone. "
"Yes you do, I wasn't enough to keep you satisfied, so now our left with nothing"
"And what you hate me so much? If anything I should hate you! But guess what harry I don't! Because I'm a decent person that doesn't hold grudges- and right now there's too much going I'm around me and all I needed was to know that I could come to you and tell me everything was going to be okay!"
"Caitlyn I'm not the person to do that anymore. I told you I wanted NOTHING to do with you. EVER AGAIN! GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK BLONDE HEAD!" He said cornering me against the wall.
"Harry Calm down."
"NO! I don't think you understand fully that we are OVER! We have been over for a while I have MOVED ON!!"
"Harry back up, I can't-"
"AND DONT think that every thing going on around us is going to team us up because it's not! If anything it's reminding you just how mad I WAS, I AM, I ALWAYS WILL BE! Because you WASTED TWO YEARS OF MY YOUTH-"
"Harry stop yelling at me, back up please"
"You were always so bossy! GOD!"
"HARRY I can't breathe!" Suddenly his angerful voice softened up as his Red face faded to white.
"WAIT what! Caitlyn!!"
"I'm cloister-" and with that everything faded to black.
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Harry's P.O.V

"Caitlyn? CAITLYN!" Damn it, I forgot. This would always happen when we were together. If I got mad and yelled at her too much she would freak out and collapse. Was I really coming at her that much?
"I'm sorry Caitlyn" I said caressing her face as she lie on the couch. It's the stress, it's getting to her. I honestly don't know why I'm still such a monster towards her, we all know we still love each other, and I know she didn't mean for the whole Rider thing to happen. I'm just..I can't be the one to apologize. But she did, because she needs me. Maybe I just need to end all this ridiculous banter and just be there for her. I miss her, I miss her cuddles am kisses and I hate seeing we like this. I don't know what I've become, but if it's anything like Luke, this needs to stop and it needs to stop now. I need to fix things with the woman I love if were going to stop all this crazy around us. It's been long enough, a man can long go so long without love, and I hate being the reason of Caitlyn's sadness.
Luke comes tumbling in through the door as he trots over to his room.
"Where have you been?"
"Thinking.."
"Well can you watch her, there's something I need to do"
"sure, what's wrong with her?"
"She's just resting..she deserves a rest. When she wakes up tell her to go to the auditorium."
"Sure"
"And Luke..stop being an idiot, quit it with the Alchohol" with that I rushed out to the auditorium to fix things with my girl. On my way there I was interrupted by Nadine running up to me and hugging me.
"Hey babe"
"Hi um....how do I put this. Were done"
"Whoa who's WHAT! Why!"
"I realize your nothing compared to my Caitlyn...really, nothing at all" and with that i went in if print her screaming my name behind me. Hopefully this works, hopefully this makes up for all the damage I've done.
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Caitlyn's P.O.V

I arrive to the auditorium I don't know why, but Luke practically forced me in here. All the lights were off except for one on the stage, I was pretty Terrified. I didn't have the time or animation for this, so whatever it was I hope hurries up. Out of no where, I hear a light guitar strumming in the distance, and a quiet voice capturing my attention. Suddenly I see him..
[insert track here]
If I could fly
I'd be coming right back home to you
I think I might give up everything
Just ask me to
Pay attention
I hope that you listen 'cause I let my guard down
Right now I'm completely defenseless

For your eyes only
I'll show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me
For your eyes only
For your eyes only

I've got scars even though they can't always be seen
And pain gets hard
But now you're here and I don't feel a thing
Pay attention
I hope that you listen cause I let my guard down
Right now I'm completely defenseless

For your eyes only
I'll show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me
For your eyes only
For your eyes only

I can feel your heart inside of mine
I feel it, I feel it
I'm going out of my mind
I feel it, I feel it
Know that I'm just wasting time
And I
Hope that you don't run from me

For your eyes only
I'll show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half for me when we're apart
Now you know me
For your eyes only
For your eyes only
I'll show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half for me when we're apart
Now you know me

For your eyes only...
For your eyes only...
For your eyes only...
"For your eyes only Caitlyn..I know I don't deserve your forgiveness but I just want you to know that underneath the hurtful words was just a man, who loved a woman who knows he messed up. Caitlyn I should've believed you, u should've trusted you and I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry for everything Caitlyn because I'm an idiot I'm, i am worthless without you...and I love you, I love you so much and I don't deserve your forgiveness after everything I've done but I love you and I am so sorry for everything." He came down from the face walking towards me as the tears fell from his face.
"I am the worst man, I am a beast..all I'm doing is begging for my beauty to love me again" he said wiping my tears with his thumbs.
"You really hurt me Harry..I needed you so much and all you did was insult me and treat me like I was worthless"
"I'm sorry..." He whispered through his sobs.
"I'm worthless okay, I am nothing without you and I want to be there for you..and I'm going to need you if were going to get through whatever all this is- and I know it's only been a few weeks but it's felt like eternity. I need you Caitlyn, and I'm sorry" he said dropping to his knees.
"Harry get up your being ridiculous" he slowly got up connecting our eyes as he caressed my face.
"I miss you Caitlyn..I need you. And never, not once did I stop loving you" and with that he collided our lips, I've missed his soft lips, my body finally receiving all of it's life, returning home were all the emotions that left with him. I missed the way his hands protectively wrapped around my waist, his Lips caressed mine with such tenseness as his body mourned for mine.
"Sorry..I couldn't contain myself"
"It's okay, I was waiting for you to shut up and kiss me" and so he did, and even though when we got back home everything was falling apart, right here, right now..everything was perfect.
And I couldn't be happier