It's a love/hate Relationship (sequel) After Amnesia

37. Mistakes

Caitlyn's P.O.V

With all the crap going on around here with Luke and Mickey, things with me am Harry have kind of frozen. He's gone out with Nadine four times now and Rider still isn't talking to me. Mickey has become a depressed dog that refuses to leave her room while Luke is acting like everyone and everything around him isn't happening and randomly just starts hanging out with Savanna for who knows what reasons! I mean God knows what went down between those two that made him so against Mickey. Luckily, Harry has been around more because of all this and I'm hoping it helps bring us together. Wrong. We were sitting in the room in complete silence as he glanced over occasionally giving me dirty looks.
"Okay is there a problem? What is your problem!"
"What? Did I say something Caitlyn, or is my presence just too much for you"
"Stop it with the sorry looks okay?"
"Scoot over then, your sitting way to close it's annoyingly bothering"
"Your annoyingly bothering, and immature, and a liar, and I can't stand you"
"Well them sit down Bitch" it's incredible how the person that mattered to me most is now the person that most easily gets on my nerves.
I scooted over and tucked my feet under the blanket.
"Is that better for you Harold?"
"No..scoot over. Off the bed would be nice, better yet outside the room!"
"Okay could you just stop! For the last time I did nothing to you. Could you just stop torturing me about it! It's enough with you being mean to me 24/7 or rubbing your new sex you in my face but it gets old Harry! Now if your so damn uncomfortable get up and leave yourself Bc I'm staying."
I felt very proud of myself.
"So what your saying is that your jealous of Nadine.." Duh
"No, I'm saying that unlike you I really cared about our relationship and I wouldn't of just moved on to someone else the next day! Especially have sex with them that just hurt" he frowned as he sat back down on the edge of the bed
"Well you kissing Rider hurt Caityn, so you didn't care about the last two years Bc you ruined them. I don't care if your feelings get hurt Bc your hurt mine first" he said standing up.
"And who I'm with, sleep with, who I spend my time with is none of your buisness! Were not even friends so back off with that bullshit" he said storming away. What the hell is happening to everyone....
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Luke's P.O.V

Mickey doesn't get it. Ever since we came here it's like my feeling don't matter, I've been feeling really neglected lately and she didn't even notice. There's things I wanted to tell her but I just didn't feel comfortable saying them to her- I shouldn't of felt that way about my girlfriend. But when I talked to Savanna it was like a fresh start, it just felt good talking to her...but then again when I saw Mickey this morning, last night, I couldn't help but elder if I made a mistake. Maybe there were things she felt and wanted to tell me, maybe we should've talked more...but breaking up with her felt good. In an odd way hitting her felt good. It was like revenge for every moment with Kaleb, every time she would just push me off to the side when I needed her. She was just a lousy girlfriend and I was wasting my time. The feeling I had for her just weren't there anymore, they disappeared and seeing the way she looked at Kaleb as they sang together made me realize just how much I stopped loving her, and how much I started despising her. She was a reminder of all my wasted time, all my broken hearts, everything bad in my life- I needed to get rid if her. She isn't the girl I fell in love with, she's just another's one of my many mistakes.
I was about to meet Savanna at the park and I was really excited! This would be my first date since Mickey and Savanna seems like a good fresh start. I pull up in the parking lot and I could see her in the distance, I wanted to feel butterflies like I did when I first saw Mickey but, she looked the same as always. I got out as she ran towards me hugging me, it was a normal hug like any other but it was something.
"Hello there Luke"
"Hey Savanna, you look nice"
"Thanks, you look great" she said kissing my cheek, I smiled. We got our roller skates and rode around for a while, her hands were cold but soft and small to hold. Before we knew it, it was getting dark.
"We should probably go now before it gets too dark to drive"
"Alright, I just wish we had more time"
"You know..you could always just come back to my dorm, rumor has it Mickey and the gang are going out for ice cream and won't be home till later" a big smile appeared in her face.
"That would be perfect" we walked back to the car, driving home where there was no sign of anyone around.
"Nice dorm..it's huge"
"We wanted a family arrangement, but things change, it's not the same"
"Hey! Remember what we talked about! Your better off without her, your better off without all of them" she's right, I was better off. All I needed was a confirmation, something to conclude my separation from Mickey, something that proves it was officially over.
"So what do you wanna do now?"
"I have an idea" she slowly reached her hands around my waist, pulling at the hem of my shirt. She started viciously attacking my neck with her lips.
"Whoa whoa Savanna! What are you doing?"
"Oh c'mon Luke, it's not like your in a relationship..plus your a guy I'm a girl we like each other..there's no harm!" If Mickey found out I think she would literally kill me, she would be so hurt...but then again why do I care?
"I don't know..it's too soon" she collided our lips as she ripped off my shirt, my manly needs slowly over powering my good judgment. I pined her against the wall as I bit down in her neck, taking all my anger out on her body. I ripped off her shirt between sloppy kisses, walking over to my room, pushing open the door as she tackled me into the bed. She rammed my pants down as I did to her, her forcefully straddling me onto the bed.
"I've been waiting for this since I first laid eyes on you hemmings" she unhooked her bra revealing everything. She pulled off my boxers throwing them across the room. I flipped us over as she smirked at my bare chest. In the moment I was too over come by my hormones to process what I was about to do, but who cares.
I'm single aren't I?