It's a love/hate Relationship (sequel) After Amnesia

104. Nightmare

Harry's P.O.V

"Don't, please, I'm begging you" I could hear Caitlyn mumble next to me as we slept. Confused, I look over to see it's 3am in the morning.

"Let me go, please in begging you!" I was starting to get a scared when I noticed she was crying and shaking.

"Please I love him! Please!" She said squirming. She began To breathe heavily and scream into the pillow, her nose slightly began to bleed as she kicked her legs.

"I rather kill myself! Don't take him away, PLEASE! HARRY!" I quickly grabbed her and shook her to wake her up.

"CAITYN STOP!"

"Just let me die here!" She cried.

"CAITLYN" I shouted in her ear. She stopped kicking and squirming and shot up in a panick. She was breathing so heavily and still had a slight bloody nose.

"Caitlyn what is wrong with you!" She fearfully looked around the room and sighed of relief.

"I'm sorry just, a nightmare that's all"

"Well you scared the living hell out of me! I hate seeing you like that your bleeding for crying out loud!" She buried her head in her knees.

"I'm sorry I scared you H, it was just a stupid nightmare"

"It didn't look like it to me.. What was that" I said now feeling really anxious.

"Just a nightmare about what happened to you, that's all"

"How often do you have that nightmare Caitlyn?" She bit her lip scarecely.

"It's been happening every night since the accident..I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry okay? Just let's go back to sleep-"

"No Caitlyn, we need to talk about it"

"Can we talk about it in the morning?"

"Is that really what happened..did you think about k-ki.." I gasped.

"No Harry, I would never. But it's perfectly normal to have dreams like that when you see the love of your life dying." She half giggled.

"It was pretty scaring, but I'm fine Hazza don't worry."

"How couldn't i, it breaks my heart to see you that upset. Hell, I might have a
Nightmare now" she smiled. She kissed my forehead.

"I'm okay H don't worry. I love you okay? Goodnight" I pulled her into me and wrapped my arms around her.

"Your wound-"

"It doesn't hurt. Either way I can't go to sleep unless I know you'll be okay."

"Now I will be" she said digging her head into my chest.

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Caitlyn's P.O.V

"Good morning beautiful" Harry said brushing some hair out of my face.

"Hi" I said nuzzling my head into his chest.

"How's your wound.."

"It's okay" he smiled.

"Don't lie to me Harry" he chuckled to himself grabbing me and pulling me into him. Grabbing my face and gently caressing my cheeks with him thumbs.

"trust me love, I feel fine. More importantly, Did you sleep okay?"

"I did" I said kissing his cheek.

"I really don't like that Caitlyn, I want those nightmares to go away"

"I know me too, I mean It was hard enough the first time. I really did think you got hurt and.."

"No, you don't have to to talk about it if you don't want you" he said sitting us up. Holding me in his arms as he played with my hair.

"Harry I thought you were dead" I said trying my absolute hardest not to cry because that would upset him more.

"And seeing you..like that...was the hardest thing i have ever had to experience. And I've been through a lot with Mickey which yes is hard.." I said breathing in an out to avoid total meltdown.

"But seeing you..thinking I had lost you...I just wanted to die right there" his grip on me tightened.

"Never" he whispered.

"And I hate that I'm haunted like that. I wanted the image to go away but now I have to deal with it EVERYTIME I close my eyes and I can't do I can't!"
I tried my best to avoid eye contact with him so he wouldn't see me cry.

"Caitlyn I don't know exactly how you feel. But just hearing the way you reacted in that moment-"

"You heard me!?" I said surprised.

"Yes the last thing that left me was my hearing and I heard the way you fell apart and I think that's what could've killed me" stop crying Caitlyn your going to look like a beat up piñata.

"Maybe if you go back to school, back to your routine, you'll start to feel better. Laying around here with me isn't gonna help anyone"

"No Harry I will not leave you alone like that. Not until your healthy enough to come with me!" I sniffled causing him to tense up.

"Caitlyn..look at me" he said grabbing my chin and making me face him. One he took one look at me he frowned.

"Baby, please don't cry" he said wiping my thumbs.

"Your just making me feel worse" he lightly smile.

"I know I'm sorry it's just-"

"Shhh just come here" he cooed as he held me in his arms.

"From now on your not aloud to feel upset about me. And your going back to school-"

"NO!" I said angrily.

"Yes you are"

"Your not the boss of me!" I wined.

"I am if I want to be" he smirked. I gulped as he suggestively pulled me closer.

"I'll make you go back to school" he said a little angry.

"I'm not scared of you Styles" I said tugging on his shirt.

"Well I don't care if your scared or not your going to school and that's final." He said forcefully gripping onto my shoulders.

"Okay fine" I like angry Harry..I like him very much.

"Good, now go make me a sandwhich!"

"Don't push it!" I said sternly.

"Sorry love, please make me a sandwhich?" He smiled cutely.

"Okay..I will" I said as he kissed my cheek.

"That's right, I'm the boss here" I said flipping my hair.

"Shut up you love it when I'm forceful" he smirked.

"Your pathetic" I said strutting out of the room.

"But I do love it" I giggled to myself.