It's a love/hate Relationship (sequel) After Amnesia

60. Please forgive me

Mickey's P.O.V

We talked about the conference for a solid hour dreadfully.
"Are you sure everything-"
"Yes, I am sure." I said getting up to hug Harry. I couldn't help but silently sob as I held him in my arms.
"I love you H..just felt like saying that"
I look over to Caitlyn who is just as wrecked as I am. I look her in the eyes as we wrap our arms around each other .
"Mickey I-"
"I know..me too" they walked off to their dorm room. I hugged Michael and took in his smell of waffles and smiled, I have Niall a kiss in the cheek leaving a few tears on there...and them came Ashton. He was going to be so angry with me tomorrow, but right now I just wanted my big brother to hold me.
"I love you Michelle, I'm glad your okay"
"Yeah I'm okay, I love you so much Ash" I say as I brush a strand if hair behind his ear. He places a soft kiss in my forehead and wipes some tears. As I watch my brother walk off I take Luke's hand as we walk to our dorm room. He shuts the door as I instantly collide our lips. I don't know what gonna happen to me in the next few days but all I know is that I'm gonna miss him like Hell, his kisses, his cuddles, his flat hair and cheesy jokes, his voice his laugh his smile..him. He passionately  depends the kiss as he wraps his arms around my lower back as my hands caress his soft cheeks he smiles. I pull apart staring at those beautiful blue eyes that I love so much.
"Lucas....I love you."
"I love you too, I'm so relieved your okay I was literally mortified!"
"Yeah..I just really need you to know how much I love you. So much Luke I love you so so so much."
"Trust me Mitchie I know the feeling he says wiping the tears off my cheeks with his thumbs."
"And I'm so glad your in the clear"
"Let's just not talk about it anymore okay? It's been a rough day..week..can you just hold me?"
"I'm glad it's over, I get to hold you all night and all day until your sick of it"
"Trust me, I won't be" as we lied in bed Luke's arms drowning my small body as I rest my head nuzzled to his chest his hands caressing at my hair, soft tears dripping my pillow. I watch his beautiful blue eyes flow shut....
•••
It was 8 am in the morning, they would be coming for me at 9 am sharp. I packed a few things and was wearing a simple black tank top and old jeans. I sit at the counter writing a note on what to do while I was away on the counter, so that they could help my plan. I leave an individual goodbye on everyone's mirror. I would be back soon but I know it's gonna feel like an eternity without them. I'm sitting in the kitchen eating a cereal when Ashton and Michael walk into the kitchen.
"Hey M! Why up so early...and dressed?"
"Umm I couldn't really sleep last night"
"Rough day?"
"First of many.."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Nothing, I love you guys" I kiss their cheek. They looked confused but smile.
Soon enough Cailtyn fully dressed runs into the kitchen attacking me with a hug.
"I was so scared I was gonna miss saying good-"
"Don't say it.." She silent sniffled. Soon enough Niall, Harry and Luke joined us. They were all here and smiling, that's a good image to remember.
We took a picture because I claimed it was a cute morning but obviously we both knew the real reason. It was exactly 10am and I felt my heart beating out of my chest.
"M are you okay? You seem worried"
"All I'm gonna say is I'm sorry, and that I love you guys"
"Wait why are you so-" I could hear the sirens bopping in the downstairs parking lot. I run over to Luke and Kiss him.
"I hope you'll forgive me" I say as I run to hug Caitlyn who is now sobbing.
"What's going on.." I could hear them matching up the stairs.
"Caitlyn will explain everything later" they knocked in the door Ashton running to get it. As he swung it open four police men stepped inside.
"Michelle Irwin"
"Present..."
"WOAH WHAT THE HELL!" Harry said walking to them.
"Is there a problem here Officer?"
"Michelle you are under arrest you have the right to remain silent, you are aloud a legal attorney-"
"Mickey WHAT IS THIS!" Luke said now lightly sobbing as the officer cuffed my hands behind my back.
"You are aloud visitations only on a condensates notice-"
"MICKEY I LOVE YOU" he screamed as Ashton and Harry held him back.
"DONT LEAVE ME!" I heard him scream as they shut the door. I could light hear the offer move better em Ashton and Luke's cries, I look up to the window were I could see Luke running around teeing things while Cailtyn waves to me shutting the blinds so I couldn't watch anymore. They place me in the Squad car as tears were clouding my vision. As they drove me away the campus got smaller and smaller and I thought to myself.

"I'm doing this for you Caitlyn..."