It's a love/hate Relationship (sequel) After Amnesia

97. Breakdown

Caitlyn's P.O.V

"Oh my God..." Michael breathed.

"That couldn't of been real right?" Harry sniffled.

"He better pray on his sorry ass it wasn't!"

"Ash don't-"

"Let go of me Caitlyn!"  We all ran out after him to conceal his rage. When we stepped out Luke wasn't in the living room.

"Ashton stay here!"

"No, I'm gonna kill him!" As horn said through the tears.

"Niall please-" Niall pressure pointed Ashton to sleep so he wouldn't get anybody.

"Boys would you mind?" They nodded carrying him off to his room leaving me alone in the living room. I know Luke. He didn't mean a single word he said to Mickey. He's probably hating himself right now- he was In shock ask angry, does that make it okay? HELL NO! But does that make him Luke? Yes. I lightly knocked on the bathroom door.

"Luke...it's me.."
"Luke, c'mon let me in" still nothing.
"Luke?" I was starting to get worried.
"IM COMING IN!" I kicked open the door to reveal the horrific image. There was a razor covered in blood in the floor, with a piece of paper. It read-

Dear Caitlyn, your probably the only person who doesn't hate me..including myself. I can't believe I just did what I did..I screwed it up for good this time. Sure I was shocked and angry but that doesn't make a single thing I said okay..I'm such a terrible person. EVERYTIME a good thing hall ends to me I screw it up. Maybe that baby is exactly what Mickey and I needed. I wanted to marry her, then have our kids, love together for the rest of our lives. But she hates me, she hates me and it's all my fault. I don't deserve forgiveness, I don't deserve her, I don't  deserve life. I love you Caitlyn Horan. Your my absolute best friend. If you see Mickey tell her I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't a good enough man for her, I'm sorry I didn't listen to her and help her when she needed me, I'm sorry I wasn't a good enough father, I'm sorry I came Into her life. Tell her I love her more than anything I've ever loved in my life. And tell the boys thank you for taking me in and making them part of the family. Good luck to you and Harry, hopeful he wouldn't be the same coward I was. I love you Blonde..ps I -

It was all ripped after that. Oh my God, Oh My God, oh my God.

"OOHHH MYYY GOODD HAAARRRYYYY" I shrieked through the sobs.

"WHAT WHATS WRONG NOW!" Niall and Mikey reading the letter.

"Call the police.."

"Oh my god!" The cried.

"CALL THEM NOW!" I screamed.

"Do you think hell do it?" Niall shouted as Harry was on the phone with the police.

"I don't know but WE HAVE TO FIND HIM NOW!" I ran towards the door, opening it and tripping on my way out.

"Caitlyn!" A voice said, I turned my head to see a just the person I needed.

"Mickey! MICKEY"

"What..can't you see I'm falling apart?"

"LUKE IS GONNA KILL HIMSELF!"

"WHAT! OH MY GOD"

"We need to go!!! Now!!" Harry and Niall rushed out, Michael stayed to watch Ashton.

"Mickey your okay!"

"Yes I'm fine! Now let's go!" We rushed down the stairs into the car and sped forward.

"Where do we even look!!"

"Everywhere!!" We drove around campus four times and no sign of Luke.

"Oh my go he's gonna kill himself this is all my fault I can't" Mickey sobbed.

"No we will find him! Go for the highway Harry!!" As we sped through down the highway swooshing cars as finally we were open lanes. We drove and drove until a small figure was stand big in the middle of the road.

"HARRY STOP!" He hit the breaks causing everyone to hit the seat in front. Mickeys body slammed so hard into the seat I'm surprised she wasn't knocked out.

"IS THAT LUKE!" I  said running out of the car. We quickly rushed over in HUGE relief to see him laying on the ground with the gun in his hand, cuts in his arms and clothes ripped.

"LUKE STOP!" Mickey shouted.

"Why is she here! Keep her away from me I'm a monster!" He shouted.

"Luke your making things bigger than they are just PLEASE give me the gun!" She begged.

"After the way I treated you in surprised you don't want me dead."

"LUKE STOP SAYING THAG I LOVE YOU!" She cried. He got up with the gun.

"No Mickey your right, everything I touch I break! I'm no good, I deserve this"

"Luke!" I pleaded.

"Just give me the gun..please"

"I'm sorry you have to see this Mickey"
"Luke I forgive you okay? I'll abort!! I'll kill the baby I'll pretend none of this ever happen just GIVE ME THE GUN!"

"NO!"

*shot*