86. Peachy

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Caitlyn's P.O.V

"I couldn't, it was too much. I still feel to embarrassed to be near him! And he's acting all innocent like he doesn't even care which just makes me more mad-"
"Maybe because be doesn't think he did anything wrong" Luke says as she lies in between us.
"Ugh I'm just so done, I always forgive him right away I wanna make him come crawling back for once. And not like before where I just room him back like that no he has too earn it."
"Are you actually mad though?"
"Yes! I'm humiliated and angry and right now he's not exactly someone I want to talk to- he could just go talk to her" everyone thinks I'm over reacting but I'm not- they aren't me, they don't know how it feels to just be forgotten like that. Especially by the person they most trust in this world.
"Caitlyn, He feels sorry"
"Good, I hope it stays that way"
"Your gonna make things wors-"
"Fine, I'll go back! Clearly neither of you are on my side"
"C, that not what we meant"
"Whatever I'll see you tomorrow" with that I grabbed my stuff and went to their small walk in closet. It was big enough to sleep in, and smelt like mickey so it wasn't too bad. The lengths you go through to avoid your jerk boyfriend..
"That's not you room Cay"
"I KNOW!" I said locking it. To relieve my anger, I scrolled through I funny for about an hour until I was knocked out.
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It's currently 8am WestEuropean time. Mickey and Luke are still entangled together in deep sleep and knowing Harry he is still asleep too. That gives me a chance to grab some breakfast I return to M's room without awkward interaction. I quietly stalk out to my room and close the door. I turn into the room to see Harry fast asleep, the usual butterflies of his hair over his face surprisingly faint. But before I could reach to the bathroom he was waking up rather quickly. I stood frozen in the middle of the room not knowing what to do but to just death stare him. As he rises I see small tear tracks on his face, but I doubt that's what it was. The second he sees me I wait for the awkward attempt of conversation to start but he just looks at me and goes back to sleep. Okay. Cool.
"Now you have nothing to say?"
"Morning Caitlyn" he mumbles. I absolutely hate when Harry does this. EVERYTIME we get in a fight he acts all innocent like I'm the bad guy.
"Whatever" I scoff as I pour myself some cereal.
"W-where did you sleep?"
"Not next to you" I sass before returning to my silent ways. He gets up, rubbing his face and going to the bathroom. I calmly eat my cereal as he steps out into the kitchen, but when he sees me sitting there he slowly walks into the bathroom.
"I'm sorry am I bothering you? You know your aloud to eat breakfast" I sass rolling my eyes as He frowns silently grabbing a banana and lays back in bed. Unbelievable, he's trying to guilt me into forgiving him but I'm not falling for it one bit. He silently scrolls through his phone, the tension in the room very pestering as he sits there in total silence. Suddenly Mickey bursts through the door.
"Holy Fuck it's negative in here" she chuckles to herself.
"Hey, blonde! Why so glum?" She frowns at me.
"Nothing" I spit at her.
"Hey H, rough night?" He just looks at her, then me, then shakes his head at her.
"Oh...Gotcha."
"yes, poor Harold was abandoned by the insensitive bitch- wouldn't be the first time-"
"Do you want me to go?" Harry sassed a bit angrily and scaringly.
"What are you talking about?"
"I mean if this is what it's gonna be like the rest of the trip, you making me feel more pathetic and shitty than I already do! I've apologized,  I've tried giving you your space, I-I talk to you it makes you mad if I don't it makes you mad! There's no winning with you!"
He yelled.
"Because this isn't my fault"
"Why are you making such a big deal! Okay I can't go back and change that night the best I can do is apologize which I have. And clearly you don't want me around so I'll make it easier on you I'll just go! Is that what you want!" He said getting angry.
"Stop yelling at me" he breathed out.
"I'm not yelling at you, unlike you I respect your feelings"
"RESPECT MY FEELINGS? Don't you get it! My feelings didn't mean shit to you that's why I am so angry at you! And I'm not making things bigger than they are!" I sassed.
"Okay fine Caitlyn, what's it been- less than a day? And I'm already tired. This is the most you've talked to me all the last two days. You don't think that hurts?" He sighed.
"Whatever Harry, let me know when you get over it" I retorted.
"Fine I will, but let me remind you of who is mad at who. Who is ignoring who. I've apologized a thousand times and I'm the one that is being pushed aside now- not you. " he frowned. 
"So if you want me to stay away until you get over it I'll stop bothering you, I'll get a separate room, Hell I'll just go back to Australia! Maybe then you'll actually talk to me"
"Harry.." Mickey went to talk to him.
"No M it's fine, clearly I'm not wanted here anyways. I'll call you" he stormed out, red in the face but not angry- just sad. A part of me felt absolutely terrible but the other felt angry that he's making me feel guilty.
"Well you got what you wanted, he's leaving you alone"
"Exactly, I win" am I really winning?
"See what I mean!" Mickey sassed.
"He's sorry, and your making things incredibly worse do you seriously wanna ruin this trip! Were in Europe Caitlyn- stop this whole stupid thing before someone really gets hurt." With that she went over to her room. I guess I do feel kinda bad, Harry has apologized and he's done everything to make it up to me. And I so feel absolutely terrible that I'm making him feel upset- I'm doing it on purpose and he wasn't. And in all Honesty, I want to enjoy the rest of this trip with him..so put your stubbornness aside Caitlyn! Do what you do best, get what you want. What I want is for everything to be okay again. This ends here. I ran toward the door to look for Harry, rushing outside the room.
"Harry Wai-" before I made it out I saw Harry sitting right outside next to the door, legs brought to his chest, face buried in his knees. I sat down next to him tapping his shoulder. He looked up and he has small tear tracks on his face, but the second he realized it wasn't Mickey he bolted up and looked away trying to cover his face.
"Sorry, I-I'll go somewhere else"
"No, Harry just sit with me for a second" he looked confused but he sat back down next to me and it was quiet for about two minutes.
"I'm sorry"'we both said, causing a slight giggle to escape his mouth.
"You go" he half smiled.
"Look H, I'm sorry I over reacted. You know I always want you around and I know you didn't do it in purpose it just it really hurt coming from you.."
"I know Cay, I'm so sorry. I deserve all of it I was jerk. An idiot. A dingus." We giggled.
"But I would never hurt you on purpose you know that"
"I do, and I'm sorry I was such a bitch"
"It's okay, I'm used to it by now" he smirked at me.
"Hey! Rude" I said slapping his arm playfully.
"Just kidding love, you know I love every little thing about you"
"Me too Hazza" he smiled.
"Finally" he said wrapping an arm around me.
"I'll have you know though, I didn't watch any episodes of the 100 without you"
"You truly love me!"
"I do" he smiled kissing my cheek.
"And now that everything is peachy"
"Peachy?"
"Just go with it C- now that everything is peachy, there's something I wanna show you" he lifted me up bridal style an threw me inside into the bed. He locked the door and jumped on the bed next to me.
"You can't say anything yet!"
"About what?" He smiled.
"Okay so, yesterday in the bath tub with M and L, when I went underwater I saw something on Luke."
"Oh God-"
"No not that..well yes that but something else!"
"What?" He pulled me closer to whisper.
"Okay so you know that Luke is a little edgy punk life bla bla bla"
"Both of them, yes"
"And he's gotten tattoos before.."
"Yeah so?"
"There's one on his lower hip, a new one" he smiled widely.
"And this is a big deal because..?"
"Because- it's about Mickey!"
"NO WAY!"
"YES!" We both squealed.
"I don't think anyone is supposed to know so I shot up quickly not being able to get a good look but- I saw a small music note, an infinity and if I'm not mistaken something along the lines of Mitchie!!!!"
"That is SO CUTE! But isn't that kind of extreme?"
"I would do it" Harry smirks.
"You would?" He laughed.
"You sound so surprised!"
"I mean I guess- when is he gonna show us?"
"Knowing him wants it to be a big surprise or something- so don't let him know we know!"
"I'll try.." I clap excitedly.

Oh Harold..you told the wrong person....

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