It's a love/hate Relationship (sequel) After Amnesia

39. Monsters

Mickey's P.O.V

I pulled up to the driveway so quickly I ran into the garage door, slamming the breaks as I hit my head on the wheel, busting my lip. The tears clouding my vision as I angrily ran inside. I stopped to take it all in, this place was everything I was running from- every memory, every kiss, every hug, ever dinner, everything I was. All I could do Is sit in the couch and stare at the static tv, blankly. Images of Luke's nude body on hers made me sick to my stomach. Luke. Lucas Robert Hemmings, they very reason do my agony. He's a liar, he promised to protect me, he's lied everyday since. All he's ever dome is hurt me, well I'm done being hurt. Suddenly my arm began itching my for release. I rip open my backpack and reach for the razor. I angrily run it across my wrist 4 times, watching the blood run cold down my arm, burning as I whimper in pain, letting me escape in the screams of my own agony. I wash off in the upstairs mirror of my old bathroom, a used bottle of hairspray and broken lipstick still in the counter. I angrily throw the can of spray shattering the mirror into a million pieces. Just like my heart.
"SHES JUST A RANDOM SLUT" I yelled at it.
"WHY DID SHE HAVE SO MUCH POWER OVER MY LIFE" I say Angrily throwing things all over. Suddenly the front door of the house starts violently pounding.
"WHAT" I scream as I stomp downstairs.
"Mickey..I-it's me Caitlyn"
"GO AWAY!"
"No..open the door"
"LEAVE ME ALONE"
"Your hurting..I know, let me help you"
"I don't want your help I want you to GO THE HELL AWAY" she kicks open the door, slamming it shut when she enters.
"What the Hell is wrong with you! Your bleeding it's obvious you've been crying and you randomly run off without telling anyone!"
"Well maybe I didn't want to be found!"
"Well too bad! We aren't going to leave you alone! Not now or ever"
"God your all so annoying!! Get the hell out of my house. I don't want you here, now or ever"
"Why are you mad at me, I didn't do anything to you"
"Right, but you will. Everyone does eventually, I don't want anything to do with you!! Or anyone. So GET OUT NOW BEFORE I KICK YOU OUT MYSELF! And don't come back!"
"Okay I'm not going to take that personally because your upset, but your being a birch right now"
"GOOD! Maybe that way you'll actually leave me alone!" She looked me up and down upsetly.
"What did he do to you.." She said stepping out. God, I just wish everyone would jut go away, and let me slowly die in peace....
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Caitlyn's P.O.V

I stomp up to the dorm, tears clouding my vision as I slam the door shut.
"What wrong with the princess now?"
"NOT NOW HARRY!" For a second, I felt as if he wanted to come hug me and help me, but that second ended when he rolled his eyes at me.
"Did you find her, where's my sister"
"Back at the house..she didn't want me or anyone around. She practically kicked me out. She was bleeding and crying and she wouldn't stop screaming at me to leave her alone and....god it was too much to watch" I say as Michael sits me down on the couch.
"Never in my life have I seen Mickey this...this....what did you do to her" all eyes where on Luke. I could see his eyes water as he cleared his throat.
"I ....slept with Savanna."
"You didn't, you wouldn't"
"You know what I did, and I have the right to"
"YOU SON OF A-" we all had to hold Ashton back before he murdered Luke. Niall had to take him outside for a bit.
"Luke..why would you do that"
"Because I'm a single guy with needs."
"That's low Luke, even for you"
"Oh please shut up Harry, you did the exact same thing. Your just lucky that in like Mickey, I don't break that easy"
"And what happens when she does?"
"Well...she just changes"
"Nothing new for her"
"Listen Luke! Mickey is my best friend okay! I might not be very much wanted around here anymore but she is still my best friend! And stop acting like a dick because you've some enough!" Harry says walking out. Leaving just me and him. Now that it was just me and Luke, he sat down next to me revealing his true feelings. We sat in silence for a solid ten minutes- until heavy sobs escaped his mouth.
"Wha the fuck did I do...Who am I kidding! I fucking love her! Seeing the look on her face today broke my heart. I know I fucked up but I have too much pride to admit that.." He just sobbed into my lap for a bit.
"You don't understand Caitlyn, she hurt me. I had to get her back I just..I didn't know it would go this far"
"Well it did, and you fucked up. You ruined her..I've never seen her like this" suddenly, he went from sad to angry.
"Well now that I think about it, she deserves it! She didn't appreciate out relationship so what's it to her who I sleep with! She's overreacting!" He said getting up and grabbing a beer from the fridge.
"Since when do you drink!"
"Since I stopped loving her, or caring about he well being..a couple months now."
"What! THIS is ridiculous, your both a mess without each other. "
"We were a mess when we were together..now I'm a happy mess."

What the hell happened around here.
The wrist in everyone has been brought up and my whole world is changing.
I absolutely hate it, I have nobody stable enough to help me fix this...all I can do is sit and watch everyone I care about fall apart.