ENDLESS

"Tick tock. Tick tock."

Its been five days since my birthday and honestly, I'm trying to forget that that entire night ever happened.

I've been getting endless phone calls and text messages from Harry, Zayn and Liam. He wants to talk but he knows I won't answer to him.

Right now I'm cleaning up the apartment. music blasting through the speakers and I run throught the house with a vacuum cleaner.

One of my favorite songs comes on that explains exactly how I'm feeling right not. I sing the lyrics into the broom that I'm using on the kitchen floor.

"I got this feeling on a summer day when you were gone,

I crashed my car into a bridge I watch I let it burn,

I threw your shit into a bag and pushed it down the steps,

I crashed my car into a bridge,

I DONT CARE!!!!!" I sang through the house.

I hear a banging at my door and I'm guessing its a security guard or a neighbor coming to tell me to turn my music down.

"Sorry it won't happen ag-" I pause when I realize who it is.

I click the music off.

"Harry what are you doing here?"

"I came to apologize. " he said looking into my eyes.

"And to talk. Can I come in?" he asks.

"FIRST, there's nothing to talk about and second, I don't think that's a good idea." I whisper, hurt.

"At least let me say something. " he says.

I roll my eyes and motion him inside. He walks in and sits on the chair in the dining room. "You have three minutes go!" I say sternly.

"I'm sorry. I love you, I really really do. But, when I get drunk I do a lot of crazy shit. I don't mean to do it but its the effect alcohol has on me. For the last five days I've been crying into a pillow trying to reach you. I fucked up. I fucked up really fucking bad. But all I want is you. I would do anything to have you back. I love you more than I love myself, Gab. I would do anything for you. Please take me back and I will do better!" he says a few  tears rolling down his cheeks.

"Tick tock. Tick tock" I say annoyed at him.

"I love you Gabrielle Hudson." he concludes.

"Nice. Now get out!" I yell pointing to the door. He walks closer to me. "C'mon you don't mean that." he says just above a whisper. He connects our foreheads. "Get o-" I'm cut off by the connection of our lips. after a few seconds I kiss back.

He pushes me up against a way wrapping my legs around him. He asks for entrance but I deny which he doesn't like. He yanks my hair and take that moment to slip his tongue into my mouth. After a few seconds of getting lost in his mouth, I snap back into reality. I push off of him. "Stop doing that." I yell. he looks confused. "Stop trying to charm me over." I yell while slamming the door in his face.

"Tomorrow I'm going to tell security to not let him up here" I note in my head.

Harry's POV

I really thought that would work this time. Guess I was wrong. I need her back. Yeah I fucked up but relationships are about sticking together through thick and thin. I love her with all my mind, heart, body, and soul. 'Smooth Harry why didn't you tell her that?' I think to myself.

Getting with that other girl was a drunken mistake and I don't know if I can get her back this time. Does she hate me now? Will she move on from me?

Why can't I just face the fact that I'm no good in relationships that's why they never last for me.

"Mate, you okay?" Niall asks as he enters my room.

"No. she threw me out!" I said burying  my head into my pillow.

"Let me know if you need anything!" Niall yells before leaving.

Niall's POV

Poor guy. Poor girl. It seems like they both need comforting.

I pick up my phone and dial.

"What Harry!" she yells through the phone.

"Sorry it's Niall."

"Oh sorry. Its just that Harry has been calling from everyone's phone lately." she says hinting the anger in her voice.

"You seem a little tense. need a friend?"

"Yes." She sighs. "Come over in twenty?"

"Works for me, see you then." I say before we both hang up. I feel bad for doing this to Harry but this is my chance with her.