ENDLESS

Baby Girls & Choking

November 7. 4 days til Harry goes on tour.

"My Darcy." I whisper looking down at the sleeping girl in my arms. Her deep purple lips are parted as she breaths heavily in her sleep.

Tears prick at my eyes as I look down at her. She's so beautiful.

"She looks like you ya know." I peak up at the owner of the deep British accent.

"She looks like you too." I smile up at him and scoot over motioning for him to lay with me.

He shifts beneath me on the small hospital bed, waking the small bundle of joy.

"Your hand fits in mine, like its mafe jist for me..." I begin off the song and Harry smiles before continuing.

"but bear this in mind it was, ment to be."

"And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks..."

"And it all makes sense to me." we both finish off the verse as Darcy quiets down her small screams.

Harry plants a kiss to my cheek and caresses my arm that's under Darcy.

"I promise baby girl, I will always protect you. I want you to always know that your daddy loves you with all his heart." Harry's voice cracks on the last word and he burries his face into the crook of my neck.

"I love you guys so much." he whispers and plants a butterfly kiss onto the expised skin on my neck.

"We love you too Haz" I say and mean it...

My voice fades into the back of my mind as I sit up in my bed. Harry's arms stay around my waist from when I fell asleep that night as he mumbles something about laying back down.

"Harry! " I whisper/yell smacking his arm.

"Babe lay down." he whines and rubs his nose against the skin on my exposed arm.

"Harry wake up." I say turning on the lamp by the bed.

"Im up." he says sitting up and rubbing his eyes.

"Harry, its a girl." I say, my hand pressing to my covered belly.

"We wont know until another few months." he looks at me confused.

"No Harry. I know. This is our Darcy. " I smile through the tears that stream helplessly down my cheeks.

"Babe, are you sure?" he asks.

"Yes. I had a dream about us and I was holding Darcy. That must be a sign or something. But I can feel it. I know she's a girl." I say and he smiles. He kisses my cheek and hugs me tightly.

"I'm getting my baby girl." he whispers into my ear. "Our Darcy." he smiles and kisses my tummy.

"I love you so much." I cried into his chest as he hugged me.

"I love you too. All of you. You mean so much to me." his arm wrap tightly around me.

LATER

"I want to go to the pool. " Jr says looking up to me.

"Go find your trunks and I'll go out with you." I say and he nods.

Harry had to get up early this morning to go into the studio for some recording. The boys have a new album coming out soon so they've been recording a lot.

Ava scurried into the room and jumped onto my lap, vigorously licking my face. I giggle a bit and try to push her off.

I scramble up the steps into my room, Ava hot on my trail as I search for my bathing suit. I end up finding it in Harry's underwear drawer for some reason. Dont ask me. I slide the red bikini on and thankfully its not too tight on my now huge boobs. My small baby bump jumps out at me in the mirror and I smile.

I tie my hair into a messy bun and grab some towels from the laundry room before meeting my son in the backyard.

"C'mon hun." he jumps into the pool with a green noodle and splashes water with his feet. Water splashes on me and goosebumps rise on my skin at the contact of the cold water.

"C'mon mummy!" Jr yells from the pool as I throw the towels onto a beach chair.

"Mummy's comming in!" I yell as I jump into the pool. Jr's joyous squeals sound above the water in my ears.

As I come up, I see his legs kicking in the water. I wrap my arms around his ankle and pull myself above water.

"Boo! " I say tickling him as he giggles. I smile as his legs kick out as I tickle his sides. The same way Harry does when I straddle his lap and tickle him.

I finally stop once he has tears streaming doen his face and he struggles to catch his breath.

"Mum!" he chokes out between breaths. I take notice of the air tone he holds and the panicked expression his face has. His face is a deep red as he struggles to breath deeply. His breaths come out as short struggled huffs as I frantically get out of the pool.

"Breathe in and out honey!" I yell as I scramble through the house sliding on wet feet to find his inhaler. Once I find it after emptying the entire drawer in the kitchen, I run back to the pool as he tries to get out of the pool. His hands settle around his neck as if he's choking. I remove the cap and place the nosel between his lips and press down so the oxygen travel to his lungs. His face comes back to its colour and he huffs for his breath. He coughs a little before breathing deeply.

"You okay?" I ask and he nods.

"I think so." he smiles and I breathe a sigh of relief.

"You still wanna swim? " I ask and he nods before jumping back into the pool. This boy never stops. Just like Harry.

Its funny how much they resemble each other. Their personalities are basically identical and they love and hate the same things. They're both so caring and treat me like the most delicate thing in the world. They both have such a passion for the world around them and its so fascinating to watch.

"Boo!" a deep voice says right next to my ear. I jump high into the air and large hands cup my hips.

"Harry don't ever scare me like that again!" I yell spinning around in his arms.

"Sorry babe." he smiles as kisses my face. "What are you guys doing?" he asks.

"Swimming! " I smile and kick a little water to him.

"Can I join?" he asks.

"Its your house!" I exclaim and he yells "Yay!" while jumping up and down like a little girl.

He changes into his trunks and comes back running and jumping into the pool.

"C'mon in babe. The water is fine." he splashes water at me and I dive in.

I splash him in the face and he smiles after coughing up the water.

"I'm gonna get you!" he yells.

"Gotta catch me first!" I say and take a big breath before diving under.

Sorry it's short and I'm a day late. We only have one more chapter in this book before moving over to *drum roll*.....

GONE.

I'm so excited to being the next book. If you have any ideas, leave them in the comments section below. Luv ya.

#funnything:

It was my friend's birthday on Sunday and my other friend sent her a text saying "Happy Pop that P*ssy day". My friends are very weird and that's why I love them so much.