[Undertale] Sans X Reader - Repeat, Eternally

Chapter 41 ~ Chara's Past

There was simply nothing. A spotlight in the middle of a dark field, you being the only thing in sight. You didn't remember how you ended up here, but the darkness scared you. It was creeping closer with every second.

"Hello?!" You called, but nobody answered. A spotlight lit up another area of the field, and there was a brown haired child sitting there. "Hell...o...?" 

Bruises littered the child's arms and legs, and they had a black eye. Their sudden movement to stand shocked you, and you backed up. They began to walk towards you, and then, right through you. 

Their eyes were cold, dead, and emotionless.

"Chaaaaaaaaaaaaaara....?" A deep male voice called. You couldn't see a single hint of fear in the child's eyes...who you assumed to be Chara... despite the way it was called. It sent shivers down your spine. "Chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaara, where are yoooooooooooooou?" 

The child looked back, and this time, it's eyes were filled with something. What you thought it was was irrelevant, because it was pure hatred and insanity. The child broke into a grin, and you saw the glint of a knife. You reached out to take it from the child, but your hand went right through.  You could feel this child was about to do something sick, wrong. 

And then you saw the resentment in it's eyes, and your hand fell. A dark shadow came forth. You watched as Chara cut down the adult searching for them. 

"Eye for eye, tooth for tooth....eye for eye, tooth for tooth..." Chara muttered. "Eye for eye, tooth for tooth!" Despite his angry voice, the child began to break out in tears. "Why me?! Why does this world target me?! I've never done anything wrong! Never, ever, never! Why do I have to be the one to suffer?! This isn't fair...All I ever wanted was love. To be loved. And now I can't because THEY TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME!" The main emotion coming from the child was rage and hatred; but you could see that he was sad. "That's it...humanity...I have to destroy humanity..."

A terrifying grin crossed the child's face.

"Wait, no..." You reach out to the child.

"I hate it. I hate everyone. I hate everything." Chara murmured. "Humans are corrupt, evil beings. Humans are disgusting, filth. And so I'll fix the problem...by making another one. Monsters....monsters...! It's perfect. All I have to do is ignite a war between humans and monsters...." Chara laughed.

The entire world broke, and you were standing next to Frisk. Chara glared at him from his grave, exiting the soft earth beneath Frisk.

"You....you woke me up. Those ungrateful... Those monsters... Hahahaha, they're gonna get what's comin' to em...they're just as bad as the humans.... and you, my friend...~ Are going to help me. That worthless Asriel wasted the opportunity I GAVE HIM! I WAS GENEROUS, GOD DAMNIT! I GAVE HIM THE WAY AND MEANS TO DESTROY THE WORLD AND HE GAVE IT UP! I WAS GOOD! I....WAS....GOOD! I DID EVERYTHING FOR THEM! EVERYTHING..." Chara began to sob. "All by myself... I did everything..."

Your vision faded to black.

And then, you were watching through your eyes...but unable to move. Your knife raised above your head, Uf!Toriel's terrified face...and you felt like you understood why Chara did what they did. It didn't make it unacceptable.

You closed your eyes in the void, refusing to move.

"Wh.....at...? Why the HELL won't my hand move?!" Chara, as you, screamed. 

I̞̖̤̝̕ ̧A̦M̰͇̹̻ ̴̦͍͍ͅIN̳̙͝ ͈̬̖͖C̴̹͉O̴̠̪̞̳̰̰͉N̷͕͕͓TR͇͙̗̘̤̬̀ͅO̩̮͝L̺̝͉̖͍̹͠!̶ I̭ͅ ̣̻̝̱͜A̛M̡ ̜͇̥G̥̭̦͡ͅO̵͓̥O̢̦̝̪̦D͡!̺ ̮͔̙͈̙͝ͅI͕͍̞̱͈ ̸̠̱̳͕A̟̲̠̭̫̺̪͢M̢ ͍͖̭̻͇̖I̶̘̗̝͔͓N̙͎͇͓ ̦͡C̝̩̩̟͚ON̲T̨͓R̜O̢̖̯͕L̴͖͓͈͙͓͓,̮̼͍͙̻̜ ̹͕̤̝̲͠ͅD̘̤̭A̛̦͉̱̖̖̙M̢N̕IT!̜͙̭

Everything inside you was peaceful.

  S̨T͢OOO̧OOǪOO͡ÓOO̷O̧OOƠO͠O̵O̢OO͠P !

You opened your eyes.

I̞̕'̬̠̤ͫͫ͑L͚͓ͪ̔̾͆̑ͯ͘ͅL̺̮͈͔̘̆ͧ͟ ̷̏̇̑͊K̡͊̊ͩ͒͐I̖̮̝̟̱̥͓͋ͩͥ͐̑L̗̪͖̳̳̋́ͅL̴̖̍̊̃ ͎̏͌ͮ͑́Y̹͎̬̥̋͡Ȍ̭̱̬̫̾́Üͪ̒̎̉҉͎̫͎̗!̛͇̤̖̾ͭͭ̄ͨ ͓͈̌ͤ̌͂̽̚I̟̘̖̥̾̊̆̈͗͝ ͖̮̓̊͊S̟̺̟͉̆̓ͅW̜̙̤͍̫͔͒̂ͅE̲̤̹̬̝̬ͨ̆̈ͥ̈̃̿A̙͇̮͖̪͉͜R̺͇̬̹͗ ̿̂̄̿̓̄I̢̗̤̠̎̐̂̏͗ ̸̝̲̰͕͇ͣ͑̔͒ͯ̓͗Ẇ͑ͬI̡̤͙̤ͥL͚̹̥̠̈L͚̦̀͂̏ͩͮͪ́̚!̛̰̮̤̞̆̾ͣ̌̎

"No, you won't." You spoke as yourself now, and the knife slid from your hand, clattering to the floor. "You won't kill me, Chara, because you can't. You can't kill me."

  Ị̠̥̖̫̎ͯ̀͆ ̣͉͕͜A̺̜̫̭̥͠M̩͡ ̡̣̽̀̏̈̒S̖̣̞̙̙̅T̝͎̣͢R̰̩̼̳O̳̙̞̎͗́ͅN̶͎͓̝͙̻̻G̮̅̓ͣ!͈͕̼̋̚ ̩̜̞̗̙ͅͅǏ͔̩͚̲̾͒ͤͩ ̡̼̖̝̜ͦ̋͂̑͗̃A̢̜̘͇̾̈́M̘͔̜̯̭ͥ̔̎ͧ͛ͬͥ̕ͅ ͈̳̊͋͞Ị̰̯̤̼̫̮̽̿ͧ̆̽̆N̪͓͈͔͚̩̺͆́̓̆͊ͣ ̟͓̣̻̯̘́ͤͅC̛̔͐̐͋ͫO͉̠̮̰̲ͦ̆ͫ͗̚͠N̲͙̜͈̅ͅT̡͕͆ͤ̋̿ͩ̆͗Ŕ̸́̓͗̉Ȯ̪̤̟̩̯̾͒ͫ̑̊͟ͅḶ̢͔͖̲̺͚̅̾̚!͖̺̼͉ͅ 

"Not anymore. The dead should just stay dead." You mutter. Chara screamed, and you saw in your head, the ashes spreading, far and wide. "Rest in peace, Chara."