2016 April Collection

Request - Drabble Simon Lewis

"Simon?" You were out of breath and your heart was racing in your chest. You had just hung up the phone, scared by his phone call, scared by the sound of his voice.

"(Y/N)?" Simon turned around. His eyes were filled with panic and you could see how his entire body was shaking and trembling. "I thought I had told you not to come? You really shouldn't be here, there are a thousand things that..."

You leaned on the tips of your toes and you pressed a soft kiss on his lips. "I just want to see you one more time." You wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him again, feeling how he kissed you back before he pushed you away.

"No, you can't..." Simon shook his head. "You can't kiss me like that right now, please." He was whispering now and you frowned your eyebrows.

Carefully you placed a hand on his cheek. "What's going on with you, Simon? First you leave me a voice mail that sounds like a good bye, now you push me away when I try to kiss you."

Simon placed his hands on your arms. "I'm fine, okay? I just need to do something right now and it's very important that you don't worry about me and don't look for me and don't miss me." He swallowed. "I really don't want to do this. You're the love of my life, you're my best friend, my everything." Simon paused for a short moment and he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. "But being friends with me is dangerous right now and I want you to be safe."

He stepped away from you and turned around without saying another word.

"Simon, don't go..." You felt your eyes filling themselves with tears and you closed them to make sure you wouldn't start crying. But when you opened your eyes again Simon was gone.