The Decision || h.s.

Chapter 19: Mixed Feelings

Chapter 19: Mixed Feelings

*POV: Harry*

“Are you being serious mate?” I question sitting up now also. Perrie has woken up? When? How? Is she okay? Is Zayn okay?

“I’m going to hurry and change. Meet you downstairs in a second,” Snow says running out of the room.

“She’s awake Harry. She’s okay,” he smiles and I stand up, walking over to him and giving him a hug. He probably hates himself tons right now ‘cos he was going to pull the plug, or was seriously considering it, not knowing that this was going to happen within the next few hours.

“I’m happy for you. Are you going to go and see her like that?” I question and he nods.

“I’m in too much of a hurry to see her to get ready,” he chuckles a bit, wiping away tears.

“Here, I’ll tell Niall to take the girls to the airport and I’ll drive so you can get ready. It wouldn’t be smart to have Snow drive these roads,” I laugh a bit. He just nods and runs to his room to grab some things that he can use in the car. I make my way over to Niall’s guest room.

“Niall?” I ask upon opening his door.

“Hmm?” he grumbles upon rolling around on the bed, attempting to get comfortable.

“You need to take everyone to the airport in a few hours. I can’t anymore,” I tell him.

“Why?”

“I’m taking Zayn to the hospital,” I tell him, catching his attention as he sits up now, rubbing his eyes. I almost want to laugh at his hair that happens to be pointing every which direction, but that’d be hypocritical ‘cos mine probably looks the same way.

“Did something happen? He hasn’t gone to see her in ages,” he yawns, looking at me. His face has concern written everywhere. I know he’s worrying that our friend is just going to get worse, but he’s going to get better now. I just know it.

“She’s awake,” I tell him and he jumps out of bed.

“What? Jesus fucking Christ are you being serious?” he asks.

“Yeah. Snow and I are taking him. It was just supposed to be them today, but Zayn needs to pull himself together and Snow isn’t trusted to drive on these roads,” I chuckle a bit.

“What about Taylor?” he asks and I immediately stop. What role does she play into this?

“What do you mean?” I ask.

“You spend so much more time with her than your own girlfriend and I don’t think that she likes it that much. I know I wouldn’t. I just don’t want you to go around and do something stupid. Spend time with your girlfriend once in awhile,” he snaps randomly and leaves the room. Since when did he get so defensive over Taylor? None of my mates really like her, except for maybe Grimmy.

Besides, all these situations are necessary. I didn’t choose for Snow to come out here, Louis did. I didn’t choose for her to tag along on the trip to my mums, my mum did. Hell Zayn asked for her to come along today, not me.

Fuck. I’m so full of excuses.

I need to dump Taylor in general because I’m just being a bad boyfriend in general. She deserves better.

“You okay?” Snow asks as she walks past me, trying to tie her combat boot as she walks. I just shake my head at her.

“Yeah. Let’s go,” I tell her.

“You’re coming too?” She asks, running her fingers through her hair. She hasn’t done much to her outfit. She just slipped on some black skinny jeans and a red flannel to match her oversized t-shirt. Damn, she looks good in guy clothes.