The lies
Hurt to the soul
It's like a fire
Being set to the forest
You're making a commotion
Not to mention
Playing with my emotions
Scorching me with every move
Pardon
The attraction
drastic & fatal
To our health
Jerking me around
Pulling my chain with every turn
The language you speak
Manure to my nose
Like you pretend to be Jazz
Lathering me up
Like you're buttering a potato
Before baking
I swear
It feels as if
Love never existed
You're a bad player
You being
What my momma always warned me about
Manipulated me into thinking
You were right for me
Sat nicely at my door step
Bow tied up perfectly
I honestly don't know what I seen
But I'm talking shit cuz I'm in my feelings
So pay no mind to me
I'm talking dangerously
Trying to numb the pain
With some writing
So listen closely
You might have to read
In between the lines
By all means ask questions
Wrapping paper
Screaming caution
I'm too fucking green
To notice
Now my chest open
My momma always said
Never second guess yourself
So when that thought came to mind
In all honesty
I tried to dismiss that shit
Caught up in my emotions
I approached that shit
Boy was I fool
Played by a walking hazard sign
Lost in the words
Blinded by the actions
Abused by every little thing done
Confused
& worked up by every move
I'm done
Because If it was chess
My king would've been captured
My queen killed
Basically leaving all the rest to rest
Look at me
I'm not even at best
Laid all my cards
Flat on the table
Showing you things
No one knows about me
Trying to be the rainbow
In your cloudy day
Fighting for damaged luggage
(FOR WHAT)
Visible bruises
Lacerations so deep
They Damn near touching
The fractured bones
Was starting to think
You were my home
Making shit up in my head
That will never be our reality
Mauner at it's finest
There's some sayings
That not everything
That glitter is gold
Hell they ain't ever lied
& If it's meant to be
It'll happen captain
Like the sun setting in the east
Or everyone dying at the end
If something can be taken and shaken
It was never yours to began with
Ohhhhh this bullshit
I wanna hit something
All I can think about
Was how I wanted to see your face
So I showered
And got dressed to step
Packed my bag
Grabbed my keys
Laced my shoes up
And out the door I crept
Little did I know
How this day was really bout to go
Took me what felt like hours to get there
I was at our meeting spot
Texted you like Damn wya?
Text back with a slow reply
I'm at my momma house
I'll be there soon
Give a nigga five minutes
I sat here waiting for someone
I mean something
That'll never come
You're the fat
Clogging an over weight persons
Artery
Deadly if not nipped in a bud
We were doomed from the start
A mess that was dressed
To look like success
What you'd call
A big ass mess
