Why am I up
At three fifty six this morning
Skimming through your photos
And watching your videos
Why am I smiling at you
And your silliness
In it's whole entirety
Since we've shared our fist kiss
To the moments that've been scattered
Then completely discombobulated
N' formed again after
That kiss
Has been simply amazing
That kiss...
Was bombs going off in Iraq
And long walks on the beach
Words come to mind to say
I got feels...
You know I'm so comfortable
That I forget you're real
Shit let me say it again...
I got feelsssss
Bruhhh.
Feels.
I got em.
Then I let them pass
And stare into your souls
As your rays
Seep deep into mine
I never expected to click
The way we clicked
I never expected
To get chills at hearing your voice
Or to move on
In lightning speed
I am internally grateful...
You are nothing like the past
And everything like my future
Right... my future
Mrs.... nah let me not reach
Wayy to far ahead
The sound of your voice does wonders
Brightens my smiles
Let's off cool ass vibes
Gives me hope
Then extends my thoughts
Making me forget
What's real/ borderline outlandish
A week...
simply a week of being
In your presence
Is one of the greatest feelings
A week that had felt like eternity
Your laugh bounces
Off my cranium
Then I can't help but to think
Five hundred and forty six words
That won't mean a thing
If I never tell you;
It's completely wayyy to early
To spark up these feelings
Or to even hear these words
But; Damn... a nigga
Is madly in love
I just realized
Once it's been said
I've opened up a whirlwind
Of possibility
That I am nowhere
Near ready to explain
I caught myself;
I caught myself falling
So I picked myself up
I run around talking about you
Like you're a new toy
Or a brand new car
That thing everyone wants
N' no one can have
I opened myself up
Like a package
Giving you every truth
From day one
I won't lie to you Darneé
I won't hurt you like I hurt the last
I want to protect you
And pridefully show you off
You didn't give me a chance
To let words slip out
Before you told me how you really felt
Honestly
You could've kept it to yourself
I knew exactly how you felt
Way before you even knew;
What's good
You're mine...
Until then
I'll be at peace with what it is
And find a content spot
Where I can get restless
While I patiently wait for
Your mind to play catch up
With your feelings
I don't think
I know I found the one
It took several sharp turns
Several.
Several wrong.
Sharp turns
Just to get to you
The right one
You are mine
Aka the love of my life
My Fiancé
My best Fucking friend
My one and only
November Thursday 30th, 2017
Is the Day you made it official
You ain't even know
The day I laid eyes on you
Was a wrap
I knew everything around me
Couldn't even compare
To who you are
And what you'll become
So cheers to the future
Mrs. Terri
