I'm sitting 
Sitting in the dark alone
With little light glistening off my phone
It's supposed to be quiet 
But my thoughts keep interrupting 
The motionless air
My head so full
It's like the KIDs
High off of sugar 
Bouncing off the walls 
Leaving my head to tumble 
Down hill
My minds always so laden 
I can barely think 
Rose petals
Satin sheets
My fuzzy socks 
And calm music 
I wish to sooth my thoughts
But the moment my face hits the sheets
A single thought 
Kills me 
Stopping me 
Damn near in my tracks
This shits wack 
This isn't meant and I know it
So I know you know it
Open your eye
Nigga don't blow it
I work like a slave
Just to have gone nowhere
Fragile 
Weak minded 
Others thoughts affect her
Loud mouthed
Bug head little bodied 
But underneath he's just as scared
As a cancer patient is of dying
Oblivious
Left quivering 
Alone in the dark
By himself 
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  